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Living Lost
By : DarkCuriosity
Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > General
Views: 1846 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0Disclaimer: I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. - Chapter List
.:Pain:.
by DeusExMachina
Pain.
He felt pain.
Pain encompassed his very being, made him feel sick, made him feel weak all over.
Pain was the song his heartbeat sung every time it thudded against his bruised chest. Pain was the beat of the throbbing in his arms, the dripping of the blood from the cuts there. Pain was the background hum of the betrayal in his amber eyes. Pain radiated from his body.
Rage.
He clenched his fist. His rage overshadowed his pain. His rage was what kept him walking through the pouring rain, to no end, one foot in front of the other. His rage drove him relentlessly. His rage was white hot behind his amber eyes. Rage hissed out of his clenched teeth in staggered breaths.
Loneliness.
He couldn’t help but feel lonely; not one other person shared the rain-slicked pavement. Loneliness slowed his steps, made him weaker than the pain, made his amber eyes fill with unwanted and unshed tears. Loneliness was what he felt at the end of the day. Loneliness encapsulated what was left of a broken teenage heart.
Abandoned…
He felt abandoned. Tossed aside. Trash. Unimportant. Worthless. He didn’t want to feel that way, but he had no say. Like his tormentor sneered, "No one wants you. You are a piece of filth and refuse. Look at you! You are worthless…" Abandonment was, if possible, worse than loneliness. Perhaps even worse than abuse. Definitely worse than physical pain. Physical pain healed, went away. Physical pain could be ignored at times. Not abandonment. Abandonment tore at your very soul, left you feeling like the only way out was to drop into the gutter and wait for the end to come. Sometimes the feeling was so bad, you felt like bringing the end to yourself.
Resolution.
"Not gonna let that happen again," he growled through his pain-clenched teeth. "Not gonna let that bastard son of a bitch touch me again…" His fist slammed into his open palm to punctuate his resolution. He felt somewhat stronger. His despondency, that feeling of despair, was leaving him.
A blinding blow to the head. He felt himself falling backwards.
"Fuck!…"
A blurred shape above him. He recognized that shape. He screamed, not in terror, but in denial.
No one to hear him.
He felt something brush his side, then he lay on his stomach, and the same thing brushed his back. The brushes became harder. They became whip-lashes, strokes laid with a glass-encrusted leather thong.
The rain fell harder.
A solitary tear… his blurred sight… a single rose hung in front of him…
Again, he screamed.
His pain returned.
Pain.
.:Wanna try and guess who that was? Points to you if you get it right. R/R, onegai:.
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