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I Never Knew	By : BishojoShadow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3156 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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reviews I got totally uplifted my spirits! Huza! Thank you so much for making
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Ryou
couldn't fall asleep once they arrived at Seto's country home. Ryou at first
was really nervous considering the fact that he thought they were going to the
mansion and they end up in the country. But Seto was kind enough to explain the
situation to him that calmed him considerably . . . but he still couldn't fall
asleep. A gentle knock on the door brought him back to reality as he opened the
door although knowing whom it was. "Can't sleep?" Seto asked softly
coming inside.
Ryou shrugged "No, it's funny though I'm probably in the safest
place and yet I still cant relax." Ryou said, "I worried what Yami
will do.. ." Ryou said trailing off "Do you think Yugi's in
danger?" Seto asked
"As,
as strange as it sounds Yami does truly care about Yugi and would never go as
far as to hurt him... but anyone else he has no reserves against... I'm mainly
worried about Bakura right now." Ryou said hugging his knees to his chest
"He needs to know Ryou, just like Yugi needs to know.. .You can't
just let this continue while the ones who deserve to know are oblivious to all
the suffering you've been put through...all for them." Seto sighed,
"You haven't said anything because you wanted to protect them didn't
you?" Seto asked
"Of
course. . . Bakura is the other half of my soul, how could I not want to
protect him? And Yugi...I know Yami wont hurt him but if I told him what Yami
had become I'm afraid it would destroy him." Ryou felt the familiar tears
stinging the back of his eyes.
"It's
not fair... why did he have to change? Why did he have to hurt me?" Ryou
held back his tears once again.
Seto
sighed and pulled him into a loving embrace. "Please Ryou, don't hold back
you don't need to be so brave...relax, cry, scream, do what you need to feel
better...I'm here for you and I'm not going anywhere." Seto said softly in
Ryou's ear.
Ryou
broke down in Seto�s arms and began to cry as hard as he ever had before in his
life letting out all the pent up frustration, anger, pain, and regret all at
once holding onto Seto tightly as he let everything out onto Seto's shoulder.

Bakura
stopped dead in his tracks as tears began to fall from his face. Marik looked
at him curiously and wide-eyed when he noticed the tears.
"Bakura?
Are you okay?" He asked softly "Why are you crying?" He asked
concerned "I...I don't know." Bakura said as he tried to wipe them
away but they carne still "I... can't stop them." Bakura said as he
covered his face with his hands. "S-something's wrong, with Ryou�I think." Bakura said not bothering with
trying to stop them anymore "Something is definitely wrong. . ."
Bakura said trailing off
Marik wiped away the tears that came still through Bakura
eyes "Should we go back?" He asked not sure.
"I am.. .you don't have to waste this entire trip on my
account." Bakura said turning around to go back to the hotel.
"I'll go with you." Marik said becoming concerned.
"What could have upset Ryou so much though that his emotions are effecting
you?" Marik asked
"I don't know, that's why I'm going home right now...
whatever it is I plan to put a stop to it...I won't let anyone hurt him."
Bakura said
Marik smiled he had a knack for acting like he didn't care
about Ryou when in fact he wouldn't let anyone hurt him, he acted like a father
to Ryou considering Ryou's real father was never around it was reasonable for
Bakura to unconsciously pick up the role of a father figure. Marik sighed they
had only spent a few days in Egypt and now they had to take a ten-hour trip
back
to Japan. 'Something better be wrong' he though kind of angrily
he wanted to get back in touch with his home, but he couldn't let Bakura go insane
and kill someone, because no one else would stop him.. .or help him Marik thought
silently as they began to gather their things together.

Ryou had cried himself to sleep on Seto's shoulder who didn't
mind at all, as he tucked him in bed and watched him silently sleep in the
moonlight of the room. He took a seat at the nearby desk and began to write a
letter to Mokuba telling him where he was. He looked up from the letter every
so often to make sure Ryou was sleeping soundly, which he was thankfully. Seto
sighed sadly to himself why did the most innocent of people seem to suffer the
most in this world? Ryou didn�t deserve this kind of torment and if was being
punished what did he ever do to deserve this? Yami had no excuse for this kind
of behavior, and would pay dearly for what he had done to him. Seto didn�t care
if he had been possessed by the devil himself it was Yami�s body that violated
Ryou in such a horrible way and he was going to make sure that he never touched
Ryou ever again. However, Seto still had bits and pieces of the story and he
needed to know more about what was going on. Ryou�s voice broke him from his
thoughts.
�You don�t have to stay with me�I think I�ll be fine now.�
Ryou said smiling weakly
�I want to though.� Seto said sitting on the bed next to the
young boy. �I wanted to ask you something Ryou�but if it�s to hard you don�t
have to.� Seto quickly added.
�What is it?� Ryou asked curiously he thought he had told
Seto practically everything.
�How�how did all of this start? What happened the first
time�you never explained anything to me, please tell me what has happened.�
Seto said.
Ryou bit his lower lip and looked very uncomfortable
suddenly, Seto quickly put his arms around him.
�It�s okay�you don�t have to say anything, I�m sorry I even
asked for such a thing.� Seto said feeling horrible for bringing up such a
memory.
�N-no�it�s okay and a reasonable question�I�ll answer but be
patient with me okay?� Ryou asked not knowing how his mind would react to
remembering all the things that happened to him, he was probably in store for
some pretty disturbing flashbacks. Ryou cleared his throat as he began

�I�I was washing the dishes and he came over to my house
around 10:30� Ryou paused for a moment ~�Yami what brings you here�at this
hour nonetheless. Ryou said glancing at his clock, which read 10:30�~ Ryou
remembered. �He just blurted out the fact that Yugi was in love me�which I
never knew he was until Yami had told me that Yugi loved me� Ryou explained
softly.
�That explains the whole Yugi outburst earlier.� Seto said
mainly to himself as he allowed Ryou to continue.
�He started to yell at me�~�Did you know that I loved him?
And the he rejected me because he loves you?� Yami asked heatedly~�Ryou
cringed when Yami�s voice boomed in his head. �I yelled back�he didn�t like
that.� Ryou voice trembled slightly as he talked but he continued and Seto
didn�t stop him. �He slapped me when I started to yell at him, told me it was
all my fault that Yugi didn�t love him instead of me�pressed me up against the
nearby wall�~�Ryou turned his face away from Yami and could smell the
alcohol still on Yami�s breath; he felt Yami�s fingers upon his chest as he
grabbed the ring and yanked it loose from Ryou�s neck tossing it to the other
side of the room�~��he was drunk and I was so scared�he took away my ring
and told me if I called to Bakura he would banish him.� Ryou paused shaking
slightly �He punched me then forced me into a kiss, I pulled away though
telling him no as I tried to get my ring, but he caught me and told me what he
would do to Bakura if I tried anything. He threw me on the floor and began to
beat me until all I could do was cry uncontrollably�broke one of my wrists then
he�threw me on the couch.� Ryou hung his head as tears began to fall from his
face as he forced himself to finish the rest. �He took of my clothes ~Onegai
Yami�don�t, please god don�t!� Ryou said crying uncontrollably~ and
proceeded to put me through the most painful experience I have ever endured in
my life.� Ryou stopped upon remembering when Yami had took that dreadful step
to taking away his innocence. ~ Yami
scoffed as he pulled his fingers out of Ryou and crushed his lips against
Ryou�s and slipped his tongue past Ryou�s lips and tasted every inch of his
mouth and thrust himself inside Ryou fully in one thrust as Ryou screamed into
the kiss.~
Seto swallowed knowing how difficult it was for Ryou to
remember all this �Was that the only time? Cause you said he was drunk and��
Seto said hoping it was just the alcohol or some type of influence encouraging
Yami when he did this thing to him.
�No�the second time he was well and sober, in every way. I
wish he had been drunk all the other times at least that way I would have a
reason for all this.� Ryou began to sob into his hands.
Seto tried to embrace him but Ryou pulled away from him not
wanting to be touched in any way. Ryou felt dirty, soiled as he continued to cry.
�He calls me a disgusting whore all the time�that I�ve
polluted the light and I deserve everything he does to me�� Ryou feel to his
knees and began to sob as Seto approached him to comfort him but Ryou crawled
away from him. �That�s why I said those horrible things to Yugi�because if
maybe I had known about his love I could have stopped all this�but I never
knew.� Ryou let out a chocked sob. �I am disgusting�� Ryou said trailing off.
�Nani!?� Seto outburst causing Ryou to wince and Seto calmed
down so not to frighten Ryou anymore, it was obvious how much Ryou was
suffering at the moment. �You are not Ryou, he says that to reduce you to
nothing.� Seto said
�And it�s worked! Look at me! I am nothing!� Ryou yelled
although his eyes were downcast as if he was telling himself these things.
Seto grabbed Ryou by the shoulders forcing Ryou to look him
in the eye. �No you are not! You are beautiful Ryou�and you are everything�if
not to anyone else than to me! You are everything to me at least!� Seto said
embracing Ryou strongly.
Ryou stayed limp in Seto�s arms not sure of what to do or
say as he pulled away still not wanting to be touched as he crawled into a
corner and looked at him sadly.
�Do I have to survive you too? Because honestly I don�t
think I have the strength�� Ryou said turning his face away from Seto. �Please
don�t look at me like that, and don�t touch me please�you�re so gentle and it
burns almost.� Ryou said as he hugged himself and retreated into a tighter
ball.
Seto looked at him his eyes full of pity and want�want to
help the boy in front of him who was in such a venerable position. When Yugi
hugged him, it not only hurt him physically it hurt him mentally as well the
only physical contact he had been receiving recently has put him through only pain.
Now his mind has made it seem like all physical contact hurt some how.
�I�I only want to help you Ryou.� Seto said in a defeated
tone
�Then please�just go away�I�m sorry but I can�t take
this�not now I cant.� Ryou said miserably as he saw out of the corner of his
eye his only savior leave him.

Seto walked down the hall slowly as sadness overwhelmed his
entire being�the rage. Yami would pay for this ignominy! Moreover, he would pay
tonight! Seto swore as he quickly dresses and left not willing to allow Yami to
get away with causing Ryou anymore suffering.

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fighting and angsty scene tell me how much longer you want Yami to live or if
you want him to stay alive (not sure what to do with him yet ^_~) But he will
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