You Rocked My World | By : BishojoShadow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1305 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Howdy! I really only got a few complaints about me not
writing any more “Unsent” stories and I’m sorry if you guys were looking
forward to them but in all honesty I wouldn’t enjoy writing them, and that’s
why I write I do it for fun, it’s a little forced if I’m not doing it for fun.
Anyway just enjoy this fic I do have two new fiction’s that will be out soon so
don’t worry about not getting the rest of “Unsent” If you are a fan of mine I’m
sure you will love my two upcoming fiction’s! (Keep an eye out for “Lost and
Love” and “My Puppet”). ENJOY!!! (FINAL CHAPTER!)
“I’d really rather not discuss it Ryou…” Marik said trailing
off
“I would.” Ryou pressured “I realize it must be something
traumatic to make you so upset but I want to help…I also don’t want to make the
same mistake.” Ryou said softly.
“I don’t think you ever would Ryou…even with Bakura you
didn’t which was surprising when Yami was right there to comfort you like he
did…you still remained loyal.” Marik said.
Ryou frowned hugging Marik from behind since the yami
refused to face him. “Did Malik…” Marik cut off Ryou.
“I wasn’t there for him all the time, he decided to find
fulfint int in another man’s arms…” Marik said through clenched teeth. “Then
that man threw him aside like garbage, like he was nothing…and I let him
believe he was.” Marik said clenching his fists in anger at himself for hurting
Malik like he did.
“He hurt you Marik, I’m sure you didn’t mean whatever you
said to him.” Ryou tried to reassure.
“That’s the problem though, every time I look at him I don’t
see my light, I see nothing but shadow. At that moment he was nothing to my
eyes.” Marik seethed “I hated him for what he did to me, he had no right! That
man didn’t even love him, he just used him and Malik let him!” Marik thundered.
“I loved him and he goes and sleeps with another man, he couldn’t possibly love
me and do something like that to me.” Marik said
“But as you said so yourself you were gone a lot of the
time…why were you away from him so long in the first place?” Ryou asked
“I was trying to find myself, some proof of who and what I
am…my memories are just as important as everyone else’s. I am not like a
regular yami; I was created from darkness and turned into what I am now. I was
wondering if that was all I am, just an emotions shadow?” Marik asked
Ryou gave him a soft hug and smile. “You know your not, you
gaining your own body and thoughts are proof of that. You were created by
Malik’s hatred but you do have a mind and soul of yown own now. And Malik’s
hatred has long since subsided anyway if that’s all you were you wouldn’t be
among us.” Ryou said.
“Then where was I before?” Marik said “I remember Bakura but
how could I possibly if I was created by Malik?” he asked
“Maybe your way of coming to be is different from the other’s,
but you are a yami just like the other’s are.” Ryou said.
“I suppose, but that’s why I left I wanted to learn more
about myself…and when I came back I found him asleep with, another man.” Marik
said.
“I’m sorry that this happened to you two, I never thought
the two of you could be separated in all honesty. Maybe your not giving Malik
enough credit, did you even ask him? Talk to him about it?” Ryou asked
“I couldn’t stand to be near him Ryou! I wanted to talk to
him and try to work things out even but I couldn’t stand to even be in his
presence! You have no clue what it did to me on the inside; Malik lied and
cheated on me! He has no idea how much he has hurt me and I don’t even know if
he cares!” Marik said.
“You didn’t even say goodbye.” Ryou asked
“Of course I did, that’s why when I ended up at your place…I
left in a hurry yes but I made sure he understood that I was no longer going to
be with him.” Marik grumbled as he looked at Ryou pulling him into his arms
kissing his head softly and nuzzling his face in his hair.
Ryou smiled slightly, but he couldn’t help but feel bad for
Marik and Malik he was almost sure that Malik didn’t mean what he did and even
if he did, they were both at fault.
“Marik, don’t blame everything on Malik…you know as well as
I do that he must have contact to be with someone. Long distance and Malik
don’t work out very well you should know this, it doesn’t work well with you
either.” Ryou paused “As much as I hate to say it and want you to contradict me
I think you should go back to him.” Ryou said reluctantly pulling away from
him.
“What? You want to break up?” Marik asked in disbelief
“…No, that’s not the case at all, I would love nothing more
than for us to stay together…but I can’t help but to feel guilty.” Ryou said
“Why? You haven’t done anything to feel guilty about.” Marik
said
“You leave Malik after a really brutal break-up and come to
my place…I’m a Hikari just like Malik is and I can’t help but feel like you
were simply looking for a replacement or something.” Ryou said a bit sadly.
“No!” Marik quickly said drawing Ryou back into his arms.
“You may be a Hikari but you are in no way like Malik, Ryou…you are your own
unique person and I love you for who you are and besides you know as well as I
do that you cannot replace anyone…you are not an exception to that rule.” Marik
said cupping his face and kissing him gently.
“As much as that makes me feel better I still want you to go
back to him Marik…who knows what he has been doing to himself these past few
months just because you left him. You know he doesn’t handle rejection very
well.” Ryou said. “I’m worried about him and you should be too.” Ryou said.
“I am a little…but I can’t just leave you here all alone
Ryou…I do love you, do you understand that at all?” Marik asked curious why
Ryou wanted him to leave so badly “Do you not love me anymore?” He asked
“Ra no Marik…I love you too but you need to tie up loose
ends with Malik besides I know you love me but I also know you are still in
love with Malik.” Ryou said
“I doubt that highly.” He seethed
“I don’t…it’s obvious considering how passionate you get
when you speak of harikarik.” Ryou said.
“I’m passionate because I’m fuming with anger Ryou!” Marik
said
“You’re a horrible liar you know that?” Ryou said a slight
smile. He knew he was practically forcing Marik to leave him and no he didn’t
want to but he knew it was the right thing to do.
“Listen to me okay?” Ryou asked
“Hmmm?” Marik said un-amused
“Go back to Malik, apologize for what you said and did and
accept him apology as well…if you still feel nothing for him…them come back to
me.” Ryou said
“Come back? You mean you want us to separate?” Marik asked
“Want us too? No, I don’t want to leave you but I can’t
continue being with you if you have buried feelings for Malik that could show
up later in the relationship. So yes I want us to separated but not on the
terms that I love you any less that I always have.” Ryou said. “You can come
back, and I will welcome you with open arms…but I want to be sure that you no
longer have feelings for Malik before we continue being together.” Ryou paused
“Do you understand?” Ryou asked
“…Yes, I don’t like it but I understand it.” Marik sighed
deeply “So this is goodbye?” Marik asked
“No, I’ll see you later though.” Ryou said walking out of
the room deciding to go home for the rest of the break instead of staying with
everyone else and having to explain the situation to everyone between him and
k.
Dear Marik, you
rocked my world,
You had a
charismatic way about you with the boy’s,
And you got me
seriously thinkiboutbout spirituality,
And you wouldn't let
me get away with kicking my own ass,
But I could never
really feel relaxed and looked out for around you though,
And that stopped us
from going any further than we did,
And it's kinda too
bad because we could've had much more fun.
~THE END~
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