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Love & Lost	By : BishojoShadow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2598 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Ryou sighed sitting on his bed Jou was supposed to come by
almost two hours ago, he gave up on him though and had dinner alone. At least
Seto was on time if not early when he came by Ryou turned off the television
with a sigh aswentwent upstairs slipping on some silk pajamas that Seto had
bought him, Ryou frowned as he realized what he was wearing.
�I shouldn�t even be thinking of you�you crazy,
unexplainable�� Ryou mumbled to himself about Seto�s recently bizarre behavior
as the doorbell rang.
Ryou was curious but he was covered decently enough as he
ran to answer the door Jou standing there a goofy grin on his face.
�Hiya Ry sorry I�m late.� He slurred slightly
Ryou instantly frowned at this �Jou? Have you been drinking
or something?� He asked unsure.
�Yeah�� He said shoving past Ryou into the house �I only had
a couple, what�s the big deal?� He said sounding a little�irritated?
�Um�listen maybe you should sit down for a minute I�ll make
you some coffee so you can get home all right.� Ryou said walking in the
kitchen to put on a pot only to have Jou snatch his wrist.
�I can�t go home now, do ya realize the time Ry.� He said
�All-all right that�s fine.� Ryou said relived that Jou
simply let him go make the coffee.
Ryou was incredibly nervous, a drunk Jou was not someone he
wanted to deal with he was getting angry at the littlest things��god I need
to start listening to those quite nagging doubts of mine� Ryou thought
inwardly� �Maybe I should call Seto, or the cops� Ryou thought debating
on what he should do if the situation got bad. Thankfully, Jou seemed pretty
calm just sat�or slumped on the couch as he channel surfed. Ryou put a lot of
sugar and a little milk in the coffee as he handed it to Jou who made a sour
face at it�s taste and didn�t touch the rest of it.
�Ya have anything else?� He said
�I could get you some water.� Ryou offered
�You should drink with me sometime Ry, I�m sure you�ll have
fun�� He said suggestively.
�I-I�ve had enough fun tonight and so have you I
think.� Ryou said laying Jou down as he brought him a fluffy blanket wrapping
it around him as Jou almost instantly fell asleep and Ryou sighed relived. He
went upstairs picking up the phone and dialing Seto�s number.
�Hello?� Seto said fully awake sitting at his desk.
�Hi�� Ryou said softly hoping he wanted to talk to him.
�Hey you, what are you up to so late?� He asked sounding
incredibly cute when he did so.
�Practically babysitting a drunk Jou.� Ryou said with a
sigh.
�Drunk? Are you sure you should be around him like that?�
Seto asked concerned.
�He�s asleep it�s okay.� Ryou said as the two continued
their conversation until he heard Jou knock on the door as he told Seto to hold
on and he set the phone down letting Jou in who glanced at the phone angrily
knowing it was Seto Ryou was talking to.
�I thought you two were over.� He stated emotionless
Ryou frowned �you should be in bed, you�ll make yourself
sick.� Ryou said as Joey sat on Ryou�s bed and pulled him with him.
�Answer my question Ry, if you two are over then why were
you calling him�afraid I might do something to you?� He said his voice becoming
slightly hard. �Ya know I would never hurt you like that bastard would.� He
said looking into Ryou�s chocolate eyes.
Ryou frowned �You�ve got him all wrong Jou, he�s not that
bad of a person really, he�s really great if you get to know him.� Ryou said
�Am I not good enough or something?� He asked a little
angrily
�I never said that Jou, you are a great person and me and
Seto are over we are no longer together we never really were.� I said telling
the truth
�Did ya love him?� Jou asked �Did you give everything to
him?� He asked
I got defensive on that point �That�s really not your
business Jou and even if I did love him what would it matter now?�
�Don�t get smart with me!� He yelled �It�s a simple question
and all I want is an answer did you give away everything to him�you apparently
gave him your heart did you give him your soul as well? What else has he stolen
from you?!� Jou yelled standing up glaring at Ryou who sat upon the bed.
�He never stole anything!� Ryou yelled �I willingly gave him
my heart, my soul, and my body�is that what you wanted to hear?� Ryou said near
tears �Is it!� Ryou yelled staring at Jou�s shocked face.
�You�re an idiot, how could you give that to him? You should
know that he doesn�t care about you! Did he lie to you or something?� Jou asked
�He constantly reminded me that he didn�t love me, I was
fully aware that our relationship was nothing more than physical.� Ryou said
his voice hard �Now stop insulting him! I�m sick of it already I care about him
I always have and even though I tried to move on, I can�t! I can�t stand you
insulting him and everyone misjudging him�he really is a great person, and no
one knows that but me.� Ryou said bitterly.

Seto swallowed hard on the other side of the phone hearing
Ryou�s outburst and fell to his knees.
�No�� He whispered softly �Stop it Ryou please, I never
meant to take away everything you had, I don�t want to hurt you�please stop it
tell me your lying�� He said to himself somberly. He wanted to hang up but he
couldn�t help himself but to continue and listen.

Jou�s fists tightened at what Ryou had said about the one
man he hated more than anyone�and the simple fact the one man he loved more than
anything or anyone ever actually loved that enemy. No, not only loved him,
worshiped him he gave that bastard his heart�his innocence. It should have
belonged to him not Seto.
�Your nothing but a slut Ryou, you knew he didn�t care and
yet you let him have you�I�m wasting my time with you after all�good bye.� He
said simply leaving as Ryou sat on his bed slightly stunned as tears began
spilling down his delicate features at Jou�s harsh words�and for some reason he
believed them to be true. He looked at the phone Seto had heard them, he
probably didn�t even care it was all an illusion how could Seto possibly love
someone like him he was probably just humoring him. If he wasn�t a slut he was
at least treated like one. He looked at the phone hanging it up without a
second thought, it soon rang afterward but Ryou ignored it as he dressed
himself and decided to go out and get some air�he needed to be alone but his
house offered no comfort. True it was late but eh didn�t care as he soon found
himself at the park and perched himself upon a bench sniffling softly to
himself as he cried into his knees just wishing for all his pain to go away.
Plainly and simply love was awful.
�I won�t love anymore�that�s simple enough no one will ever
have my heart again, I have no heart, no soul, no one will ever own me again.�
Ryou growled as he sat upon the bench.

�God no�please Ryou don�t believe him�damnit I love you so
much.� Seto breathed quickly trying to calm his nerves about Ryou.
�Please�don�t let me destroy you, all I wanted was for you to be happy�� He
trailed off shaking his head in his denial about Ryou.

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