Stinging Beauty | By : Fel5 Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 16923 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Enter stage left: Honda. Oh, and trouble following suit, sort of.
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11. Feigning distrust
To be honest, he was confused.
He had read enough about it to realize what those strange feelings were inside him, but he simply couldn’t wrap his mind around it:
He felt.. attracted to the mutt?
‘Jou’, he scolded himself mentally ’I promised not to call him dog names anymore. Still, old habits die hard. ’
Letting his eyes drift across the room, his eyes came to rest on the aforementioned teen.
And then a blue-clad chest blocked his view.
“What is it, Hiroto?” asked Kaiba, seemingly disinterested, where they had met in front of one of the various storage rooms .
The other brunet crossed his arms and demanded:
“What’s the deal between you and Jou, Kaiba? How come, you’re all-well, not lovey-dovey for sure, but civil with each other, all of a sudden?” Honda closed the distance between them.
“What did he give you, Kaiba? Because it sure as hell wasn’t anything you could buy for money, right?”
Blue fought hazel, before the CEO closed his eyes and snorted:
“If you would use what meager amount of grey cells are sloshing around underneath that outrageous hairdo, you would not have to ask such question. Especially considering how…intimately you know each other. ”
With that, Seto walked down the hall to his next class, leaving a completely flabbergasted Honda standing there.
“Are you out of your fucking mind? What the hell made you pull off such a stunt? Why don’t you just commit seppuku* right here and now, then at least you would still have some honor and dignity left!”
Hiroto had a death grip on Jou’s shirt collar, trying to shake the living daylights out of his friend.
Who didn’t bother defending himself.
Finally, Honda let go of the blond, and huffed:
“I just don’t get it. Here you are, all this time yammering at how bad Kaiba treats you, and then you go and let him screw you over-in a manner of speaking. ”
Jou’s eyes narrowed.
“It’s not like that!”
It wasn’t.
It was by far worse than he could have ever imagined.
Honda felt.. betrayed.
Not because Jou was offering himself to Kaiba, no, because the blond had willingly traded in the one thing he valued more than friendship:
His freedom.
The fact that Kaiba had taken his virginity as well was only the icing on the cake.
Shaken to the core, trying not to let the tears colour his words, he rasped:
“Jou, I-I don’t understand. How-why-why would you do that?”
“Because I had to! Don’t you understand?”roared the blond, eyes blood-shot and blazing.
“It’s the only way the two of us can ever leave our past behind and make a new start! I want to be able to hear people calling me by my first name, without always getting the urge to cut my own throat! I-I want to be able to get up in the morning and look at myself in the mirror, without wanting to shatter it into pieces! I want to walk down my road without folks giving me those scared, disgusted looks, without their-their whispers, their -accusations ringing in my ears, showing in-in their eyes…”
Sobbing, Jou sank to the ground, years of bottled-up shame, guilt, regret, self-loathing and anger washing away with the tears running down his cheeks.
And all Honda could do was to hold and cry with him.
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Yeah, I know, this was kinda..OOC for both guys, but still, Jou doesn’t peg me the type of just doing bad things without regretting it. He might act as if it doesn’t bother him, but deep down, it does.
*Uhmm, a different word for Harakiri..can anyone say ‘itai’?
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