Love & Lost | By : BishojoShadow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2598 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I know the first chapter is boring, sorry but I liked that
song and it worked well with the story but here is a real chapter for you guys
^_^ I hope you like it! The story is told from Ryou’s POV and Seto’s POV but it
will go to normal third person view in later chapters, anyway I hope you enjoy!
Ryou’s P.O.V.
I looked at him sleeping he looked so peaceful and serene
asleep, it was nice to be so close to him but heart wrenching as well. I never
stayed long after he fall’s asleep, I can hardly stand it I know our
relationship is only one-sided. Don’t take it the wrong way I truly love Seto
with all my heart, whatewe dwe do I have always allowed and even though I know
he is probably just using me…I want to be near him, so I allow it. I don’t mind
in the least I love the feeling, not to mention it makes him happy so as a
result I am happy as well. I slip out of bed as slowly as I can to prevent Seto
from waking up he’s a very light sleeper and I hate waking him up, I pull on my
jeans and hear his cool, strong voice.
“Leaving so soon?” He asked looking at me curiously.
“I need to go home, it’s getting late.” I say stealing a
glance at the clock which read 12:30, Bakura would surly throw a fit for me
coming in so late at least he didn’t know the truth of where I was going…more
importantly why I was going.
“You know you can stay if you want…” He said trailing off
slightly
I was shocked at this he never invited me to stay the
night…regardless of the tempting offer I refused. I didn’t want to become too
emotionally attached to him for fear of loosing all my hopes of once finding
love but being hopelessly attached to Seto, so I said ‘no’ to his offer as I
pulled on my shirt.
“My wallets on the dresser, call a cab I don’t want you
walking.” He said laying back down sounding…upset almost; no, he couldn’t be
upset this was Seto.
“That’s all right, I have money.” I said leaving his room
quickly. I hated it when he would offer me money it made me feel like a
worthless whore, and I didn’t know If he offered it to make me feel that way or
if he was being nice to me. I left quickly because one time because he got
angry with me for not taking the money asking me ‘is my money not good
enough for you?!’ That hurt worse than anything in the world. Nevertheless,
we both got over it. Truth being I didn’t have any money but I wouldn’t take
his In’t n’t want to be paid, I just wanted to be near him that was enough for
me…it’s all I would ever get so I had to be satisfied with it.
Unfortunately I had to pass through the slums neighborhood
to get back home, I always remember that I have to pass through the slums when
I’m already directly in the middf thf the place. I felt a hand on my shoulder
as I whirled around facing Joey, relived that it was him.
“What the hell are you doing out here at this hour? Don’t
you have any common sense at all, this place is dangerous.” He said sounding
really concerned something I wasn’t really familiar with between Seto, Bakura,
and my father being constantly gone.
“Sorry, I was on my way home, I have to pass through here to
get home.” I said softly looking down.
“Well… pau paused “Could I walk you home then? Just to make
sure you get home all right in all, otherwise I’ll be up all night worrying
about ya.” He said sincerely.
I smiled “Sure, I’d like the company anyway.” I said as he
took my hand and we walked to my house.
I was a little uneasy about him holding my hand but I
shrugged it off, it was warm and…nice to actually have someone care for a
change and not have it masked over with other reasons. Jou was being nice
because it’s who he was, if Seto tried to be nice it was always masked over
with hidden intentions, the same for Bakura…you never know the true intentions
of Seto or Bakura when they are nice. However, Jou was being nice just for that
reason, kindness was in his nature. We talked as we walked as I returned the
strong grip he had given my hand and smiled as we talked about school and other
meaningless chitchat, it was fun until I saw a black limousine pass us. I
thought it was Seto’s and my suspicions were confirmed when it backed up and
the door opened as Seto stepped out looking at me and Jou accusingly I quickly
withdrew my hand form Jou’s noticing Seto’s glare. Jou didn’t look at all
pleased either.
“What the hell do you want moneybags?” Jou growled at him.
“…Ryou…a word?” He asked smoothly totally disregarding the
question that Joey asked.
Fal>For some strange reason Jou stepped in front of me “We were
talking you know, it would be nice if you would come back some other time. What
the hell do ya want with him anyway?” Jou asked his words heated.
“Jou…” I said stepping out form behind him “It’s okay, I’m
out of your neighborhood.” I licked my dry lips “Maybe you should go home?” I
said making more of a statement than a question. “Please.” I said
He glared at Seto who still seemed cool and calm before Jou
shook his head walking off. Seto instantly lost that clam exterior of his once
Jou was out of sight as he shoved me roughly into the limo.
“Seto!” I said startled as I fell into the couch-like seats in
the limo looking at him startled.
“Drive.” He said simply to the driver as he rolled up the
window that separated us and glared at me accusingly as if I had done something
wrong, he seemed really angry.
“I though you said you had money?! What the hell were you
thinking? You could have been mugged or killed or something considering the
time and distance from home you are…baka.” He growled sitting back in the
seats. “And why were you with that mutt of all people?!” He roared.
“He…Jou was just walking me home, as you said it was late
and a long way from home.” I paused “He was concerned.” I said solemnly.
“And I’m not? I have work tomorrow and I come out looking
for you even with that.” He said obviously irritated.
“If it’s so much of an inconvenience then why do it?” I
asked “Why are you so angry?” I asked curiously.
He turned his face away from me. “Why were you holding his
hand? Why did he act like I was going to hurt you?” He asked turning around
glaring at me.
I frowned “I don’t know why he acted like that, as for the
hand holding…” I stopped “Wait why does it matter to you?” I asked. “You made
it perfectly clear that our so called ‘relationship’ is purely physical and we
are allowed to see anyone we please.” I said
“Are you seeing him?” He said his voice sounding like sharp
ice.
“…No, but…” I was silenced by his lips crashing against
mine, I fell backward onto the seat with him on top of me his hands running
slowly down my body making me melt at the contact. I realized what he was doing
and I pushed him off. “Why do you care?!” I yelled at him, which seemed to
surprise him greatly.
“I don’t, you can see whoever you damn well please even if
it is the mutt.” He growled I looked out the window and realized we were
heading back to the mansion.
“Seto I wan tot go hom don don’t want to stay the night with
you.” I said lowering my head.
“You lied to me Ryou, think of staying with me as a
forgiveness price.” He said taking my hand roughly and pulling me from the limo
practically pushing me inside. I was uneasy about this even more so now because
he still seemed angry with me even thougdidndidn’t do anything in all reality.
We walked down the hallways on the second floor me being pulled rather roughly
behind him his grip becoming increasingly unbearable as he shoved me into his
black room. I frowned at this little turn of events. I had come accustomed to
almost all the rooms in the house, which seemed to represent his current mood;
I must have really pissed him off for him to throw me into this one. I only saw
him angrier when Bakura and me had gotten into a make-out session in a game of
truth or dare the five minutes had lasted a little over thirty, by the end I
was missing my shirt, and my jeans were unbuttoned before I managed to squirm
away form him. Nonetheless, I didn’t understand why he was so mad at me.
Well, there it is I hope you like it so far! (sorry to
Bakura lovers because he doesn’t have a very big part in this fic at all.) Any
way questions or comments are welcomed!
PLEASE REVIEW!!!
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