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Thank you for all the
nice reviews so far. ^^ I was really surprised that I got already 15 just for
the first chapter. I hope you will like this chapter as much as the first one. *runs
off to hide from the people who are planing to kill her for the cliffhanger*

Title: Frustrations
Part: 2/?
Author: Usagi
[miakalikestamahome@hotmail.com]
Warnings: lemon,
fluff, masturbation
Genre: Romance, PWP, AU
Pairings: Atemu x
Yuugi
Criticism:
Constructive criticism welcomed

Disclaimer: Nothing
is mine, I don't make money from fanfiction.

Description: 18 year
old Yuugi is fed up with people thinking of him as a young teen thanks to his
small build. He also feels kind of frustrated because so far he has not been in
any kind of relationship. Upon a suggestion from Jonouchi, Yuugi tries out
something new - A Dating Site on the Internet. And there he stumbles upon a
site which awakens a curiosity no one would think 'sweet, shy, little Yuugi
Mutou' possesses.

Thanks to my betareader
Deb for the usual quick work. ^^

***********

Taking a deep breath
he typed in his greeting message to the other and clicked onto the 'send'
button, before he was able to have doubts again.

'Gamer: You like
Egypt?'

***********

There was silence
first and he waited nervously, slowly beginning to believe that his attempts at
starting this conversation had turned out bad. But suddenly there was a quiet
jingle, informing him that he had gotten an answer.

'Egyptian Dream: You
like Games? *winks*'

Yuugi nearly beamed. Firstly
because the person had spoken to him and secondly because he'd just initiated a
game. This was to his liking. With a new found confidence and even a little
eagerness, he typed again.

'Gamer: Maybe I do. *smiles*
Who knows? Maybe if you tell me if you like Egypt, I'll tell you if I like
games. *winks back*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Speaking of Egypt and games, did you know the Ancient Egyptians loved games?'

'Gamer: And did you
know that two can play this game? ^^'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*smirks* You are good at this. I congratulate you. I've enjoyed this little
competition very much. You are smart, I like that.'

'Gamer: *blushes*
Thank you. ^^'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
So, you really seem to like games, don't you? You even accepted my little
challenge.'

'Gamer: Tztztz, first
question answered first. *grins*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Aaaw, and here I thought I'd got you when praising you, pretending that this
game has ended.'

'Gamer: You have to
try harder than that. :p'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Cheeky, aren't we? But I like your attitude.'

'Gamer: Thanks again.
Now will you answer my question?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Okay, I'll give in for now. Yes, I like Egypt very much. It's the most
beautiful country in the world in my eyes. Besides, I am half Egyptian as well.
I use to live in Japan though. My parents and I are only spending the summer
holidays here in Egypt. We have a nice little house where you can look out over
the pyramids. Any idea how beautiful they look at nighttime, with the light of
the floodlights shining upon them? ^___^ It's also very romantic. *winks*'

Yuugi blushed at
this, knowing what this implication was meant to be. He decided not to let the
other know about this for now, even though he would be forced to admit his true
intentions of why he was on this page sooner or later anyway. Instead, he
decided in truthfully answering the question.

'Gamer: I've been to
Egypt once with my Jii-chan, three years ago. It was really, really wonderful;
and yes, I know how beautiful the Egyptian pyramids look at night. It's
breathtaking, nearly even more so than in daylight. By the way, if I may ask,
what took you so long to reply to my first attempt at greeting? I have to admit
I was little nervous when I tried to talk to you and I feared that you didn't
want to answer me. I am new here so... ^^;'

'Egyptian Dream: So,
you are not only a gambler but an Egyptian lover as well. Maybe you will be
able to come here again next holidays. I would love to show you around my town
of birth a little. ;) As for your question, well, I took a look at your profile
first. After all, I want to know what kind of person I am talking to. I noted
we have nearly the same height. ^^'

'Gamer: Oh, I see. Well
my profile is not that interesting as you may have noticed. I didn't exactly
know what to write into the description. I... I have to admit I didn't exactly
join for the same reasons you people joined here. >.<'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*raises eyebrow* So, why did you join then if not to look for someone to have
some little "fun" with?'

Again red colored
Yuugi's cheeks when he read the stressed 'fun', knowing exactly what Egyptian
Dreamer meant. Knowing this was the moment of truth, he just hoped that the
other would understand his reasons and not be offended by what he was about to
write.

'Gamer: Well, to tell
the truth, I stumbled upon this site by accident. See, I was looking over one
of those usual dating sites, my best friend gave me the address for and there I
saw the banner for this site. I... became curious, just really, really curious
and so I went to look and... while looking around I had so many questions
coming into my head... please don't be mad at me. I've really enjoyed our
little talk so far and... it seems we have a lot in common so, I was quite
comfortable talking to you and... I would really hate it, if I have offended
you with my intentions now.'

There was nothing
coming through from the other for a while now after Yuugi had sent his
explanations. Feeling nervous he grabbed the deck of his favorite card game
'Duel Monsters' and started to shuffle it absently while hoping Egyptian
Dreamer would at least give him a reply in regards to what he had written down.

And to his relief, he
did.

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Hmmm, let me get this straight, you are actually searching for a permanent
partner, not just someone to have occasionally sex with or even a simple
one-night-stand? And don't worry, I am not offended at all. You seemed quite OK
in my eyes so far and I am always willing to listen to what you have to say. ^^'

'Gamer: Thank you so
much! *beams* Well... yes, you are right, my intentions were to search for
someone I may be able to fall in love with. See, my problem is, because of my
height people around here tend to mistake me for a young boy. For someone of
eighteen it's not funny if he is asked out by a thirteen year old girl. *sweatdrops*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*chuckles* I can imagine. I have the same problem now and then. Though, most of
my friends say I look too serious for a thirteen year old and my clothes are
also not really recommendable for such a young age. ^^'

'Gamer: Well, my best
friend also suggested I wear more mature clothes and if the weather fits, I
tend to wear leather trousers and a top with buckles, but... what should I do
when I have to wear my stupid school uniform? I look so young in that and
because it is such a loose fit it seems to make me look even more smaller than
I usually am. *sighs*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*snickers* I noticed some of the Japanese school uniforms tend to be that
loose. After these holidays I'll have to put up with that problem as well
because I am changing from a private school to the usual high school for my last
year.'

'Gamer: You are
attending a private school? O.O'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Well I did, because my parents can afford it. But, since my father is from
Egypt, he doesn't share the usual belief of having to learn like crazy and no
spare time left. All of my classmates seemed to believe in this and it's
unnerving to tell the truth. I would have changed schools far earlier if my
mother had allowed it, but it took father and me a very long time to convince
her that an ordinary school would do for me. Now I will change my school and
have more spare time for games and Egypt. *grins*'

'Gamer: Ooooh, I can
understand you so well. I have to thank my Jii-chan for still having time for
games. He supports my love for games since he himself loves them as well. And
my mother can't exactly disagree with her own father. *evil grin*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*laughs* You have a really good Jii-san then. But, we are far away from our
first topic of conversation, aren't we? *smirks*'

'Gamer: Oh... uhm...
*blushes* weeeell... ^^;'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
So, you are often mistaken for a youngster and since you long for a
relationship your friend suggested you try online dating?'

'Gamer: *nods* Yes,
and by accident I found this site and became curious. I have to admit...
somehow to be able find someone just for pleasure seems... tempting to a
certain point but... where is the love? Shouldn't such kind of pleasure be
performed with someone you love dearly only?'

For a moment, there
was silence in which Yuugi's chat partner seemed to think about the question. Finally
an answer was announced.

'Egyptian Dreamer:
May I ask you a rather personal question?'

'Gamer: OK? ^^;'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Well, how often have you experienced sexual pleasure so far?'

'Gamer: Uhm... -_-;'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*blinks* Wow, now this explains a lot. *grins* A virgin if I may be so bold to
guess. Interesting. And let me tell you something, before I lost my own
innocence I shared the same beliefs that you have. But... the girl I was so
madly in love with cheated on me only one month after my first time. That
really hurt my ego I can tell you. And let us not mention my heart. After our
parting, I met my first boyfriend. He was nice, already a little experienced
and I can tell you we had a great time. In bed as well as with everything else
we did together. Even though our relationship wasn't meant to last very long,
we are still good friends and can talk about everything. He was also the one to
introduce me to this page. Believe me, my little Gamer, you may be right, sex
should be performed by people who love each other. But also, if both sides
agree and are comfortable with each other, you can still have sex just for fun,
to have a good time; because sex is really enjoyable.'

'Gamer: *sighs* I
fear I am still not really convinced. Sure I can understand your point in some
way but... maybe it's just my lack of experience.... maybe it's just because I
have no idea what it feels like... and maybe it's also because I wouldn't feel
quite comfortable with the idea of someone I don't even really know, seeing my
body. ^^; But... my intentions when I joined here were to understand your point
of view, to understand why people are here on such a page.'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*smiles* Don't worry, I can understand you. I think for people who are still
virgins, it's quite natural to want their first time to be with someone they
love. But... with some experience, you may change your point of view someday. I
think it may also be because of the usual hope humans have about their first
love, being their one and only love. ^^ I hoped that as well, but then my
relationship broke and I got together with someone else, a second person whom I
allowed to see my body. ^^ I think events like this are the reasons which may
change peoples minds and lead some of them to this kind of thinking.'

'Gamer: *nods* Maybe
you are right about what you say. Because I also hope for the one and only
love. ^^'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
^^'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
But tell me, Gamer, you mentioned that this page had its temptations, why is
that so?'

Staring at the
question on the screen, Yuugi stilled for a moment. Should he answer the
question? After all, this was a stranger, someone he didn't know. But, this was
maybe a good reason why he should answer. After all, he had already asked some
quite embarrassing questions before and he would never meet this person in real
life anyway. So, no reason to be afraid. Or hold back.

'Gamer: Uuuuhm...
well it was just... a simple idea, if I would only dare... I could possibly
find someone I may find nice enough and... I would be able to get the
experience I crave for.'

'Egyptian Dreamer: I
see, 18 and still a virgin. You are sexually frustrated, aren't you? And yet
you wish to find a person you can fall in love with and get both love and sex. This
must be difficult for you. I lost my own virginity a little earlier, by the age
of nearly seventeen, but... before that "fateful" day, I sometimes
felt the same frustrations. Maybe not that heavily, but it was there from time
to time. *pats head* Don't worry, I am sure you will find your true love soon
enough.'

'Gamer: Wow, you are
good at reading my mind without even looking at me. ^^ You got quite the point
there.'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*grins* Hey, I am a gambler, so I have to be good at this kind of thing or I
would have lost in every game I've played so far. By the way, to make love can
also be an interesting kind of game. Another reason why some people would join
this page. Even though you may find your true love some day, your feelings of
the heart have no control over how experienced your lover may be. And remember,
lust is not to be considered equal with love. To desire for good sex is part of
human nature. I don't know if you have noticed it, but there are a lot of
people out there who are currently in a relationship and still search for
people to have sex with. Seems they are not satisfied with what their lovers
have to offer and this is their way of being able to find some new
experiences.'

'Gamer: I don't
know... I would feel bad for their partners. Cheating isn't really nice... -_-'

'Egyptian Dreamer: I
agree with you. But I know a lot of people here whose lovers know that they are
here. They allow them to have their new experiences and later they would
transfer that knowledge into their own relationships to heat up things again. And
there are still the single people like me, who are just looking around, either
for people whom we can share our own experiences with or those who are able to
teach us one or more new things. Maybe in some years when you've gotten your
own experience you may find out that you would gladly try out some bondage,
because the idea already turns you on. Not all people though are open for
bondage. But if you seek experience, here you can search for people who are
willing to give it.'

'Gamer: Bon... dage?
O_O'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*grins* Just an example. Don't be so
shocked. It sounds more horrible than it is. I've done it one time with my then
boyfriend and I have quite enjoyed it. Though I also noticed that I am not
really the person to submit. I prefer to dominate and give out pleasure. *smirks*'

'Gamer: *blushes*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*snickers* Don't be so shy.'

'Gamer: Hey, I am
currently more open than I have ever been outside the net, so I am quite proud
of myself. :p'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*grins* I see.'

For a moment now
there was silence, because Yuugi didn't know what to say anymore. Though, to be
true, he knew exactly what he wanted to write now, what he wanted to ask. But
as it had been with all his questions this night so far, he was a little timid
to get it out.

'Arg, stop it now,
Yuugi! This is still the Internet and you will still not meet this person
anyway. So you can just go ahead. He can't exactly come over and cut my head
off now can he?' he reminded himself for the umpteenth time that day.

'Gamer: Ne, can I ask
you another question? Something... uhm personal?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Shoot right away. ^^ I won't bite... much... at least not enough to hurt. :p'

'Gamer: *blushes and
winces* Dreameeeeer!'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*smirk* Sorry, couldn't resist. ;p But seriously, I won't be offended. I am
very open minded, really.'

'Gamer: OK then...
uhm I just can't help my curiosity... well, did you find people here you've met
with?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*lol* Aaawww, somehow I should have known. Let's see... I've been together with
one girl one time and with two men, one for two times and one for three. They
were all quite nice and enjoyable. We had fun together, I can assure you of
that. Though I think I tend to prefer men over women. ^^ Don't know, but I
think it's more of a challenge to be in the dominant part, and I love
challenges. Also, when I was with my past girlfriend and with that girl from
this page, I had to hold back a little, because they are a... well you can say
they have a fragile body. At least my two girls had. ^^; Men are stronger, they
don't mind if you use your entire strength.'

'Gamer: Sounds more
like wrestling to me now. *sweatdrops*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*chuckles* Well, sometimes it really can turn out that way. Especially when you
are both eager to dominate. But don't get me wrong. I still had my romantic
times as well. And I just love long foreplay. *smirks* But I've also noticed
that we like it hard and rough, when we come to "that" part of the
game. *grins*'

'Gamer: O///O'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Aaaawww, come on, you can't tell me you are "that" innocent. You
wouldn't be on this page if you were and asking me your questions. *g* Sexual
frustrations tend to lead to some nice little fantasies. So, would you be
willing to share some with me? I have to admit, talking to you has caused me to
become a little curious about you. And... maybe I am able to at least give you
some advice here and there, if you would like to try? Since I am not able to
create your true love for you right here and now. ^^;'

Now Yuugi was
definitely shocked. If Jonouchi hadn't asked him a similar question only a few
weeks ago, just to tease, he may have fallen off his chair. This Egyptian
Dreamer really was a tease, sometimes. Well, it was obvious that he seemed to
enjoy playing with him here and there.

And Yuugi couldn't
help but admit that he enjoyed the little games with him as well. It was really
something new and kind of exciting. Maybe this tingling he felt right now was
one of the reasons why people would join such a page. But, would he himself go
so far and dare to start something more intimate with this person?

To talk about sex in
general was one thing. But to share some personal fantasies, this was something
totally different. Yet somehow Yuugi had the feeling that it wouldn't end with
this. This seemed to be an invitation to a game which could easily turn into a
big competition.

But, as long as it
didn't turn out into a real meeting, he could afford to try out something new,
couldn't he? Why not dare something, maybe this person was right and he could
really learn something which would help him to live out his sexual frustrations
until he would finally meet the one person he would fall in love with.

Taking a deep breath
he made his decision.

'Gamer: Well... I
fear it will be difficult to tell you something. I... it's a little hard for me
to try and imagine something I don't know about. I wonder more or less how it
would feel to do it. How would a kiss feel, where would I be kissed, where
would I kiss a person. *chuckles, a little embarrassed* I even wonder if it's a
man or a woman I would prefer to be with during that moment. ^^;;'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*grins* I see. Don't worry, what you told me is nothing I haven't though about
myself. *chuckles* You do touch yourself though, don't you? I mean, that is
after all the easiest way to get some idea about what it feels like. ^^'

'Gamer: *blushes*
Uuuuh yeeees, I do... uhm masturbate if that's what you mean.'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Mmmmh I think I would like to watch. *eg*'

'Gamer: O_O'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*smirks* While chatting with me you have to keep one thing in your mind, Gamer;
my mind can come up with some things you may think of as kinda perverted. But
believe me, on this page it's quite normal to make comments like this. ^^ And,
to watch you partner doing it to himself, can be a great turn on and a
wonderful addition to little bedgames. *grins* It's just more fun, and nothing
to be embarrassed about. Oh and don't worry, I won't try to convince you to get
onto the next plane and fly over to me. ^^'

'Gamer: *sarcastic*
Oh well, NOW I feel calm. Maybe I would like you to persuade me, though not for
the same intentions you have in mind. Just so I could be in Egypt again. :p I
really miss the pyramids.'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*smirk* Hey you are catching on quickly, that's good, I am proud of you. Believe
me when I say I have faith in your ability to get quite comfortable here, even
if you are not searching for a partner to have sex with. At least we can have
some nice conversations. ^^'

'Gamer: I would like
that, the talk I mean. ^^ And thanks for the praise.'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*grins* Now... to come back to our previous discussion, how about a little
game? I could give you some little ideas about what it could be like. I
describe a situation for you and all you have to do is try to imagine this in
your mind. Maybe, if you feel up to it, try to touch yourself, in the places I
mention. You don't have to, but this is just a suggestion to help out your imagination.
You would be quite surprised about how the whole feeling will change from what
you may be used to feel when you masturbate. So, want to try my game?'

Yuugi could have
sworn his heart was pounding so loud now that it would be heard through the
whole house. He gripped the mouse in nervousness, not knowing if he should dare
to accept or decline.

'Gamer: I'm... not
sure...'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
You don't have to, of course. ^^ But... how about you give it a try? We can
always stop if you feel uncomfortable. *smiles* I won't be offended if it turns
out you don't like it.'

Still hesitating,
Yuugi thought it over. He was tempted, really, really tempted to try it out.

'I would get some
ideas out of it,' he mused, 'and... it would be something new. I was curious
now, was I not? And here is the chance to have a try. Egyptian Dreamer has been
really nice so far. I like him a lot. I think I won't be too embarrassed to
allow him to try me.'

He focused back onto
the screen of his computer.

'Gamer: OK... I... want
to try it out. But... it's really okay with you that if I realize that I don't
like it we can stop?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Totally okay, don't worry, Gamer. ^^ By the way, do you mind if I address you
with "Aibou' for now? "Gamer" would sound a little funny.'

'Gamer: Sure, why
not. Sounds OK for me. ^^'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Well then... *smirks* let the game begin! ^__^'

Yuugi swallowed.

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