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I'm Okay	By : SamaraMorgan Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Het - Male/Female Views: 2069 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-I'm Okay
- 2-Two
- 3-Three
- 4-Four
- 5-Five
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- 4
Disclaimer:i
si
style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>still don't own Yuugiou, y'know! :P

Rating: R. Violence.
Language. Sexexexexex.

Summary: It always got like
that, didn't it? Not being able to sleep without reliving what he did to you..
Mai hated it, and it was happening again. But, this time, she can't seem to
wake up from the nightmares.

Author's Notes: Err.. Okay..
today's note.. um... I'm mean to Mai? Ah well, I luhv her anyway! :D kthxbye!

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Mai waited quietly for Seto to come back. She just sat
there, staring at the door, and hoping he wuldn't be too angry upon returning.
That was a false hope, though, and she knew it. Seto would either beat her, or
completely ignore her.. But Mai was ready for that.

Ten minutes went by; then thirty; and then an hour. By
now Mai was laying down again, staring up at the ceiling. It was getting cold,
and Mai was about to get up to redress, when she heard the office door across
the hallway slam. Clenching her eyes shut, Mai pulled the blankets up to her
chin and continued to wait.

Seto's voice carried in from the doorway; it was
strangely quiet, "I hope she dies, I really do." Mai could hear the
sound of her husband shutting the bedroom door, and did not bother with
replying.

"She's useless, and she was a complete mistake,
anyway."

Still, Mai did not say a thing.

"Just a useless mistake," the bed shifted
slightly under a new weight, before evening out as Seto moved closer - Mai
could feel him breathing against the side of her neck, and she shivered.
"Tell me again why you won't let me get rid of her," it wasn't a
question, or an order; Seto didn't seem
to even want Mai to answer, and she wasn't really going to, anyway.

"What took you so long? You weren't even in her room
for more than five minutes.." asked Mai; half-opening her eyes. She felt Seto
shrug, and shivered when he pulled the blanket down until it started at her
waist, instead. There was a moment's silence - in which Seto started to rub one
of his hands along Mai's abdomen lazily - before he responded:

"I had to go find something."

Mai bit her lip when Seto's hand trailed higher, fingers
brushing along the undersides of her breasts, and supressed a bit of a shudder.
Her voice coming out somewhat shakily, ".. find what?"

"Oh," and she could practically feel his smirk, "you'll find out sooner or later."

".. right. And, until then..?"

Seto sat up slightly - still rubbing his hand against
Mai's abdomen - and rested most of his weight on his elbow; now that he was in
Mai's line of vision, she was proved right about him having been smirking. He
tilted his head to the side slightly - eyes looking somewhat cloudy. Seto
lowered his voice to a near-growl, "What do you think?"

".. thought so."

He frowned, narrowing his eyes to the point pracpractically glaring at Mai, yet seemed to shrug off whatever had bothered him
about what she said. Getting up and moving a bit, Seto straddled Mai with his
thighs, and leaned over to bring his face close to hers - holding his weight up
on his elbows. He grinned down at Mai, who just stared back up at him with a
blank expression. Seto began to frown again, and leaned down more-- nose
pressing against Mai's, and his voice coming out in a growl again, "What
the hell is your problem tonight, Mai? First you stop me because the brat was
awake - not like it even mattered, in the first place - and now you're just..
not fucking saying anything..."

Closing her eyes again, Mai whispered her reply,
"First off.. it does matter that Rayne was awake.
It was you yelling that woke her up in the first place.."

< "No, it wasn't. She never sleeps, Mai. I swear to
God that stupid kid never fucking
sleeps.."

"She does, too."

"Right.. whatever. Anyway. That doesn't explain your
behavior right now."

She sighed, "Look.. I'm just not in the mood, okay?
Not right now, at least. I just want to go to sleep.."

Seto raised an eyebrow, and smirked a bit. He held back a
laugh, and shook his head slightly, "You of
all people not in the mood? That's a laugh.."

"Ha ha; funny," Mai pushed on Seto's shoulders
slightly, ".. get off."

"That's the point," he smirked.

1'> Smirk fading, Seto's frown returned, "You honestly
don't want to fuck right now.."

"Bingo."

Seto narrowed his eyes, "That's a first.. and,
besides, I'm not going to accept that at the nt.&nt." not giving Mai a
chance to say anything to that, he closed what little distance remained and
pressed his lips against his wife's; kissing her somewhat roughly. He went to
deepen the kiss, but faltered slightly when he noticed that Mai wasn't kissing
back. Pulling way, he just.. blinked. Slightly shocked. It wasn't unusual for
Mai to not kiss back when she was angry with him, but Seto had honestly thought
she was bluffing this time. ".. you're not lying." sty style='mso-special-character:line-break'>

Mai closed her eyes, "No. I'm not."

"I..."

"You what?"

"Goddamnit!"

Before Mai really knew what was happening, Seto had
lifted himself off of her, and she was spun around to lay on her front instead.
She mumbled something when Seto seated himself again, on her backside.
"What the fuck, Seto?" he didn't answer, though, and there was a long
silence that Mai was sure stretched on for about an hour, even if was only
really a few minutes. The silence was broken by an annoyed snarl from Seto, and
Mai felt something push against the small er eer exposed back. Something cold,
like metal. It took her mind a moment or two to process what, exactly, this
might have been, and when it did she craned her neck around so quickly that she
pulled a muscle, "Seto! No!"
1'> "No to what?"

"That! Just
don't do that!!" she pleaded. It wasn't any use, though, and Mai bit her
lip and shoved her face into a pillow when she felt the cold steel begin to
push into the flesh of her back.

---

"No," mumbled Mai, burying
her face against her pillow and groaning painfully, "don't, Seto.. that
hurts.."

Rayne watched her mother quietly,
but she didn't bother to wake her up; knowing that, if she did, it would only
make it worse. Nothing in their family ever made sense.. Somehow, waking Mai
from the nightmare that Rayne knew was reliving what Seto had done always
depressed her even more. Rayne thought it was Mai's own way of self-punishment.
For what, though, she could only guess: maybe for letting herself fall into a
life such as this, or for believing that she could change somebody who
obviously couldn't be helped.

"What're you wr--- no! no,
Seto.. stop.."

It
would be a lot better if mama didn't talk in her sleep.. thought Rayne,
sighing. She was on the verge of waking Mai up anyway, even if it was a
guarantee that she'd start crying. Rayne hated it when her mother cried,
because she didn't like having to take up the job of being the stronger one. Mama's supposed to be strong for me, not the
other way around...

Mai winced, almost violently, and
started to shake, "stop.."

"Mama," Rayne put a hand
on mai's shoulder, shaking her a bit, "mama, wake up; you're having
another nightmare." she shook her again, and when Mai didn't respond, she
frowned. "Mama! Wake up, already... please?" Rayne moved her hand
down, and gave her mother a sharp poke to the cut in her back.

"I-- ow!" jerking away
from her daughter, Mai rolled to the side slightly, and right off of the bed.
Luckily landing on her side. Opening her eyes, she just lay where she was, and
didn't say anything when she saw Rayne peer off of the side of the bed, looking
surprised.

"Sorry, mama! I didn't think it
would hurt that much.. and I had to
wake you up-- you were having a nightmare.." she sounded sincere in her
apology, and looked like she honestly didn't know that it would've hurt.

Mai opened her mouth to tell Rayne
that it was okay, but her expression flickered from slight-happiness, to anger,
and then back again before just settling on a very nuetral, yet somewhat sad
looking one. Waking as painfully as she did had been a very nice distraction
from what she had been dreaming about in the first place. Biting her lip, Mai
could feel the tears welling up already.

Shaking her head somewhat violently,
Mai clenched her eyes shut; shuddering when the only thing she could find
behind them were the piercing blue of her husband's eyes as he whispered about
how what had been done was what she had deserved.

normal'>"A-are
you.. d-done now.. Seto..? Please t-tell me that you're done.."

There was a moment's silence, and then Seto's voice--
sounding so distant, even though he had his mouth right next to Mai's ear:
"I'm done."

"I-- g-good.. C-can.. we.. I.. what.. no.." she
was shocked. So shocked, infact, that it was impossible to put words together;
hell, she could barely even form a coherent
"Hm.." hummed Seto, while sucking slowly on the
sensitive skin behind Mai's ear, ".. hm.."

"I-- wha..?"

"You're not perfect any more.."

".. wha..?" repeated Mai. For now, that seemed
to be the only thing in her vocabulary that made sense.

"It's why I never, ever did this before, Mai.. I
thought you knew that?"

".. wha?"

"You're perfect.. never wanted to ruin that.. but now.. Hm.. cut too deep.. it'll scar.."

Mai remained silent this time, shivering as Seto began to
trail kisses down the side of her neck, before resting his chin on her
shoulder.

"You're not perfect any mo--"

"Never.. was.." Mai managed to gasp out. Glad
that her brain had begun to work again.

".. always were. Not any more, though.."

She gaped for a moment, before pushing her face against
the pillow, and just mumbling into it, "Nobody's.. perfect.."

"Yes.. that's true. But only because you are not perfect any more.."

Mai groaned quietly, and just shook her head, turning
away from Seto now that she was free to move as she wished. Wincing from the
sharp pains in her back. Clenching her eyes shut, Mai tried to make herself go
to sleep and ignore the rambling man behind her. He was going on.. and on.. and
he wouldn't stop. Mai had a feeling that it was going to be that way for at
least a few hours, and he probably wouldn't notice if she went to sleep..

---

"Mama?"

Nothing.

"Mama..?"

Again, nothing.

".. Mama.."

...

"Why won't you wake up..?"
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