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A/N: I don’t own
YuGiOh…
Chapter 3
For the
first time in Bakura’s life he felt something so alien it freaked him
out…hope. Sure he’d been around the
block a few times and had his share of guys, but he’d never found himself
attracted to anyone remotely like Ryou before.
Ever. Ryou was the stark
opposite of him. He was just so sweet
and endearing, yet contained a hard part that he kept buried. He could tell that Ryou felt the same
attraction, but refused to admit it. It
frustrated Bakura that he couldn’t just see Ryou and talk to him; he was used
to taking what he wanted. It was so
hard to get anyone alone in a place like this, they were watched like hawks
most of the time. But still…there were
ways.
Ryou couldn’t sleep. Bakura’s words from earlier still rung in
his ears. The thought that the older
boy could have feelings for him was unsettling enough without adding a run plan
into the mix. It’s one thing he can
honestly say he’d never tried. Where
would he go? He had no desire to sell
himself on the streets to make ends meet and for guys like him that was usually
the only option. He had to admit to
himself that the thought of going with Bakura thrilled him despite his nagging
doubts. He kept telling himself that he
wasn’t foolish enough to get involved with another guy in a placement…was he?
It was well past midnight and Ryou
was finally reaching that limbo just before sleep. He allowed himself to drift, floating pleasantly, when his door
cracked open jarring him awake. He was
surprised, usually staff had assumed everybody was asleep by now and had given
up on bed checks for television. He
opened his eye a crack, expecting a head to poke in, and then for the door to
click shut again. He was surprised when
the person stepped inside and shut the door behind them.
“Is something wr-?”
“Shhhh…” The person pounced on the
bed, covering Ryou’s mouth with his hand, “It’s me, keep it down or we’ll get
busted.” The sultry whisper of Bakura’s voice sent a shiver down Ryou’s spine. He scooted over to give Bakura room to sit
and was startled when the other boy slipped under the covers with him.
“What are you doing here?” Ryou whispered low, the room was so quiet he
was afraid that Bakura would hear the pounding of his heart.
“What do you think?” Bakura ran a hand down Ryou’s chest,
stopping at the waistband of his sweat pants, “I’m here to talk.” Bakura chuckled at the sharp intake of
breath his touch caused. “But if you
had something else in mind?”
“No!” Ryou cringed at the volume of his denial, returning his voice to
a whisper, “are you sure we’re safe-“
“Yeah, they actually started a
poker game in the common room. They
won’t be checking on us for a while. If
they do I’ll just duck under the covers, they barely look anyway.”
Bakura slipped his hand under
Ryou’s t-shirt, lightly trailing his fingers across his thin chest. “So, did you think about what we talked
about?”
“About running?”
“No, about cards! Of course about running…about running with
me.”
“I don’t know…where would we go?”
“Does it matter? You’ll be with me and we’ll be out of
here. It’s all good.”
Ryou’s voice was filled with doubt,
“I only have a few months left, then-“
“Would you shut the fuck up? Listen to yourself! What?
Are you afraid to fucking leave?”
Bakura could not hide his anger and frustration. Here he finds someone he can actually bring
himself to like and he’s a complete fucking wimp, “stop being such a fucking
pussy and try living your life instead of trying to end it.”
His words stung, the truth
hurt. Ryou had stopped living a while
ago. He felt tears well up in his eyes
and was glad that the darkness hid such a weakness. Despite the dark Bakura sensed his despair and pulled Ryou
roughly into his arms. Ryou melted into
the embrace; it had been so long since he’d been touched by anyone he’d
forgotten how nice it was.
“I’ll look after you.” Bakura’s voice was gruff, refusing to sound
soft. He put his hand under Ryou’s chin
and nudged his face upwards. He kissed
Ryou hard, all the pent up emotion frantic to escape. Bakura was pleased to feel Ryou’s lips so willing under his and
growled deep in his throat when the smaller boy responded in kind. The kiss ended, leaving them both panting
for breath and Bakura whispered into the dark.
“Trust me.”
Ryou was completely undone by
Bakura. Bakura was everything that he
was not, yet he was in many ways the same and this enticed him. Bakura kissed him again, willing his mouth
open and overwhelming him once again before pulling away. Ryou rested his head on Bakura’s hard
muscled chest and was pleasantly surprised to hear such a rapid heartbeat.
“So, what’s your plan
Houdini?”
Bakura chuckled at the barb and
pulled Ryou closer, inhaling his enticingly masculine scent. “Have some faith in me, will you? Listen, next week they’re planning that
baseball game on grounds…the one against staff, remember? Well, if we can keep our noses clean we can
both go to the game and when the time is right…good bye.”
“Are you nuts? With all the staff going to the game well
get caught before we make it off grounds.”
“I said trust me! I have a friend who’s willing to pick us
up-I just need to tell him when and where.”
“I can trust you, but can you
trust this guy? If this gets screwed up
and we get caught they’ll never let us out again.”
“Don’t worry, we won’t get
caught. This guy owes me…he’s cool.”
Bakura leaned down and started
nibbling on Ryou’s earlobe, enjoying the sigh that escaped his throat. He licked playfully at the younger boy’s neck
before searching out his willing lips.
Ryou knew he should stop this, but just couldn’t deny himself the
pleasure. Their hands explored as their
tongues dueled, both realizing how much they missed personal contact. Before
things got out of control it was Bakura who pulled back and stopped things from
going further.
“We’re close to getting out of here
and we don’t want to blow it by getting caught like this. We don’t need to draw attention to
ourselves, they might get suspicious so we need to be careful.” Bakura kissed him again, “You’re with me,
right?”
Ryou smiled in the dark, he
couldn’t help being amused that such a tough guy could be so insecure. “Yeah, I’m with you.”
Bakura stood up and walked towards
the door, listening intently. He turned
towards the bed and smiled, genuinely happy for the first time in what felt
like forever. He cracked the door open
and looked out. He turned one last time
and smirked at Ryou before slipping into the hallway and closing the door
behind him. Ryou held his breath,
waiting for a sound that Bakura had been caught, but the night remained quiet.
Ryou lay there stunned that Bakura
could not only rile him up so easily, but could then leave him hanging like
this. Ryou inwardly groaned over
allowing himself to get involved with anyone, let alone Bakura, but he had to
admit that Bakura was definitely something.
Bakura was just so dark and dangerous that it made him extremely
appealing. He felt his face heat up in the dark as he replayed those searing
kisses in his mind, which only made his neglected erection more painful. He shrugged and closed his eyes, remembering
Bakura in his bed and stroking himself to release.
It was hard to act normal. Ryou felt that every move he made, every
gesture, every comment, would alert staff that something was up. Since Bakura had visited his room, Bakura
was all he could think about. It was
the first time anyone had taken such a genuine interest in him, and was trying
to help him. Bakura was the first
person he met in programs that seemed to actually care and it was so out of
character for a guy like him.
When their eyes would meet Ryou
would feel a jolt of electricity, and would quickly avert his eyes. Both were afraid that such knowing glances
would cue someone in on their plan so they just avoided each other as much as
possible. People assumed that they had
a falling out over the “dining room incident”.
Further fueled by Bakura storming out of the common room the other day
while they were playing cards added to the ruse. Let them think that they hated each other; it would only make it
easier.
Ryou isolated, which was usual, but
Bakura behaved and that had everyone walking on eggshells. Not that Bakura was nice to anyone,
but he would only push so far and then back off. He couldn’t get restrained if he wanted to go to the game so
pushing his limits was just no fun.
Bakura was crawling out of his fucking skin! He hated being here, but he also hated not acting up. He found himself edgy as the days progressed
and he found it harder and harder to control his impulses. He had too much energy and no way to release
it.
Bakura watched Ryou walk towards
him, looking at the floor. Just before
they met, Ryou lifted his head and found himself looking into Bakura’s deep
eyes. He felt his face flush and smiled
a bit when he saw Bakura’s knowing smirk; this was killing both of them. Bakura couldn’t take it anymore, having the
object of his desire so close yet untouchable.
He glanced around quickly before meeting Ryou’s eyes again and mouthing
a single word.
“Tonight.”
Ryou’s eyes widened slightly, and
he started to shake his head in refusal, but it was too late, Bakura had
already continued down the hall. What
did he mean by ‘tonight’? Ryou felt his
stomach flip and knew exactly what he meant.
Could they stand the risk? They
were getting so close to finally getting out of here. Ryou had to admit to himself that he didn’t care about the risk;
he just wanted to see Bakura again.
Ryou lay in the dark after lights
out, unable to relax as he listened to the sounds of the unit winding down
after shift change. As time passed the
boys voices were no longer heard and staff’s laughter echoed in the halls. As the silence increased so did Ryou’s heart
rate, as he lay in anxious anticipation, wondering if Bakura would really
come. The night moved on and he started
to doze, feeling a mixture of relief and disappointment.
He woke to darkness, and lips on
his. He reached out and traced his
finger along the curve of a cheekbone belonging to the face he had committed to
memory. Ryou sighed and parted his
lips, deepening the kiss and causing Bakura to moan lightly at this slight
aggression. Ryou pulled away, hands
still buried in the other’s hair.
“I didn’t think you were coming.”
“Nothing could have kept me away-
it just took longer for them to retreat into the common room, but I heard them
put in a movie, so we have plenty of time.”
“It’s driving me crazy not talking
to you-“
Bakura pulled Ryou into a deep
kiss, growling in the back of his throat before pulling away. “I know, it’s killing me too, but it’s worth
it, we only have 3 days left.”
“Have you talked to your friend?”
“Yeah, it’s all set, but we can
talk about this later, we’re wasting time.”
Ryou pushed Bakura down on the bed
and straddled him. “Impatient, are
we?” He leaned down and teased Bakura’s
lower lip with the tip of his tongue while grinding his pelvis suggestively. “I have all the time in the world.”
“If you keep doing that it won’t
matter how much time you have.”
Ryou laughed and stilled his
movements, enjoying the feel of Bakura’s hardness under his own. He stopped teasing and kissed the older boy
deeply, gasping as Bakura’s hands slid under his shirt and lifted it up and over
his head. Bakura pushed him aside
before removing his own shirt and tossing it on the floor. Ryou couldn’t believe the heat radiating off
him as Bakura’s skin touched his own.
The older boy pressed Ryou against the bed and blanketed him with his
body and nipping at the tender skin of his neck. The heat from their bodies was intoxicating. Bakura had been thinking of nothing else
than claiming Ryou as his own. Bakura’s
possessiveness both thrilled and scared Ryou as all the older boy’s pent up
energy came surging forth in passion almost lost in desperation. Ryou found himself drowning in searing
kisses as Bakura’s hands explored his body filling him with pleasure and he
tried to swim against the flood.
“Slow down.” Ryou pleaded, pushing the older boy gently
away.
“I just can’t get close enough to
you…” Bakura bit down gently on Ryou’s slender shoulder, hands reaching out
again to pull him close.
Ryou pulled away before he could be
captured. “Let me drive.”
Ryou eased the other boy off him
and pushed him down on the bed before standing up and shedding the rest of his
clothes. Bakura tried to follow suit,
but was quietly stopped by a firm hand against his chest. Ryou rid him of his clothes and lay on top
of him, capturing Bakura’s mouth in another kiss. Ryou’s actions took Bakura by surprise, who would have guessed
that such a docile boy could be so aggressive in bed.
“Just lay back and enjoy
yourself.”
Ryou’s voice was filled with
promise. He trailed a tongue from
Bakura’s neck to one of his hardened nipples, enjoying the moan from the older
boy under him. He bit into the nipple
teasingly before pulling it into his mouth and suckling. Bakura’s hands were fisted in Ryou’s hair as
he arched off the bed pressing is erection against Ryou’s stomach. Ryou couldn’t resist, so he repeated his
ministrations to the other nipple, smiling when Bakura moaned loudly.
“Are you looking to get
caught?” Ryou couldn’t hide the
laughter in his whisper.
“Are you going to stop teasing
me?”
Ryou wrapped his slender fingers
around Bakura’s hardened length and squeezed teasingly, “Only if you’re good.”
Bakura groaned as Ryou released his
hold, only to be rewarded with the wet heat of the younger boy’s mouth
enveloping him. He covered his face
with the pillow to muffle his moans; he had never experienced this level of
pleasure before… Ryou might look
innocent, but he was far from it. As
soon as Bakura started thrusting upwards the mouth disappeared, leaving his
slick erection wanting for more. Bakura
moved the pillow just in time to see Ryou’s silhouette moving over him and to
feel himself being imbedded in the other’s tight heat. He jammed the pillow back over his face and
bit into it, tearing the material. Ryou
moved with such skill, giving him just enough to keep him on the brink but not
enough to send him over. Bakura tossed
the pillow aside and pulled Ryou towards him, capturing his mouth and allowing
his hands to explore the soft flesh of his lover. They became frenzied as Bakura grabbed Ryou’s hips and started
thrusting frantically into him while pulling him close. Ryou bit down on Bakura’s shoulder,
overwhelmed with the sensation of the friction their bodies created against his
erection. All of Bakura’s pent up
energy was reaching a pinnacle of release as he pounded into Ryou, fingers
leaving bruises in tender flesh. Their
mouths captured each other’s cries of release; Ryou’s climax triggering
Bakura’s, both of them lost in it.
They lay there, unable to move,
trying to quiet their breathing and the beating of their hearts. Ryou slid off and grabbed a stray shirt to
wipe off the mess he left across both their chests then settled himself in
Bakura’s arms. Bakura had never had an
experience so intense, he’d never been with someone who could match his energy
and overwhelm him like this. It was at
this moment that he knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that he was making the
right choice…for Ryou, he would do anything.
A/N: I’d like to
apologize for any grammatical errors or poor flow…I’m betaing this myself and
Christmas has totally burnt me out.
Please, tell me what you think!
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