Secrets and Lies | By : Fatin_Adolfina Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 1630 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The next day, I went to school like nothing happened, I went to class, I did my work, and I was a good student, the only problem was at lunch. I had forgot to bring my lunch, now I'm going to be hungry until I get home, which is like, in 2 ½ hours, and I can't last that long. I lay down on the grass and watched everyone else eat their lunch, Joey wasn’t here today; on the day I really wish he was. They were all laughing and eating and I drooled at the site of food, I wiped my mouth every now and then so they didn't see how pathetic I looked. I heard a crash from behind me and looked to see Bakura and Marik wrestling again, they should join the wrestling team; I bet they would be really good at it. When they stopped fighting, they came over to us just like yesterday, and Bakura greeted me just like yesterday, except, this time I was laying down on the ground, so he had to lean over me.
“Hey.” He said. I just nodded, I didn't feel like greeting him, he looked a bit saddened by this, but he was good at hiding his emotions, so I was probably the only one who say it. “What’s wrong, you don’t look so good. Is your stomach hurting again?” I nodded again, and he picked me up and carried me to the infirmary. The nurse was talking to someone, and to my surprise, it was Joey. He looked surprised to see me too, but he didn't say anything. Bakura laid me down on a bed and the nurse came over to have a look at me. “What’s wrong with him?” she asked. “His stomach hurts; can you give him something for that?” Bakura asked. “I'm fine, I'm just hungry.” I said. The nurse lifted up my shirt and exposed my stomach, actually, to be more precise; she lifted up my shirt to expose my ribs coved with skin. The nurse gasped and Bakura just looked shocked, Joey came over to see and he just frowned. “How did this happen?” the nurse asked. I shrugged my shoulders and kept my eyes on the ceiling, I didn't want to look at anyone while in this situation. “How long have you been like this?” Bakura asked, I could hear the anger in his voice; you’d had to be an idiot not to. I shrugged again; it’s been too long for me to really remember when it first happened, I guess that I have always been able to loose weight easily. But I know that’s not what he’s talking about, but he doesn’t know that. “You lied to me.” Joey said. We all looked at him to see he was on the verge of crying, I looked away, self guilt was bad enough, but the look in his eyes, the betrayal that reflected off of it was painful to a point. “You told me you would stop, you promised.” He said. “I kept my promise, I just forgot my lunch today.” I said, it wasn’t a whole lie. “But you wouldn’t look this bad if you only skip lunch.” I looked down at the bed sheets; I hated it when he knew me so well. “I also didn't eat breakfast.” I admitted, and the look on Bakura’s face made me feel worse. He was about to yell at me when Joey stopped him, I was somewhat glad he did, but I knew he wasn’t letting me off easy either. “What else are you not telling us?” Joey asked. I felt my eyes sting, I tried to blink away the pain, but tears filled my eyes not a moment later. I wiped my face but the tears kept falling, the nurse sat down at the bed and tried to comfort me, but it only made it worse. I hated it when I cried, it made me feel weak and it gave others another reason to pity me. Bakura moved the nurse off of the bed and he took her place, he took off his shoes and he laid down in the bed with me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him, but still giving me a little room. I wrapped my arms around him and closed the gap between us and let out all of my tears, it felt good to cry to Bakura, it was like I could let him handle all of my problems. He petted my head as I cried my heart out and no one said a word, the only noise in the room was my cries, but those stopped too after a little while. Even after I was done, Bakura still petted me and the room was still quiet, I almost fell asleep when Bakura spoke. “What else are you not telling me?” he asked. The way he said it made me feel good, like it was only the two of us. I looked up at him and stared at his eyes, I loved his eyes, people keep saying that his eyes turn blood red when he gets mad, but I haven’t seen it, in a way I'm glad I won't because his eyes are nice the way they are. It’s like they speak to me, telling me to come closer, to kiss Bakura, to touch Bakura, to— “Ryou, did you hear me?” Bakura asked. I shook my head slowly without looking away from his eyes, Bakura sighed and repeated Joey’s question and I got a little sad, I wish he would say it his way; I don’t want to think about Joey right now. I looked away from his eyes to look at his shirt, there was nothing special about it, but being this close to Bakura, I could feel his muscles through the shirt, it made me feel weird, but in a good way. I play with the back of his shirt as I answer his question. “I didn't have dinner.” Bakura stopped doing everything, the nurse’s jaw dropped and Joey couldn’t keep the surprise off of his face, but I focused of Bakura, I don’t like the way he’s so still, it makes me nervous. He was just staring at me and I stared back and after a while he started doing things again, and I calmed down. He pulled me closer, if that was physically possible, and whispered another question. “Did you not eat because of what happened yesterday?” “No!” I said so loud that it didn't sound right in the quiet room. Bakura was shocked and was about to speak but I beat him to it. “Well, yes, but it wasn’t your fault, I decided not to eat so I had more time to… myself.” As I spoke, my words got quieter until only Bakura could hear me. I couldn’t keep the blush from coming on my cheeks; I can't believe I just said that out loud. I looked back up at Bakura to see him try, unsuccessfully, to not smirk. My blush burned brighter and I looked down again, this is too much embarrassment to bare in one day. Rrriiiiiiiiiiiiiinnggg!!!!!!! The lunch bell rang and I was so relieved, I had to go to class and be separated from Bakura and spend the rest of my day embarrassment-free. “I can't believe that lunch is over already. I need to go to a class and do a presentation, Joey, I’ll talk to you later, right?” the nurse asked. Joey nodded and left the room, I don’t like where this is going. “Ryou, you need to eat, I have some bread and lunch meat in the mini-fridge over there. Bakura, is it okay that you stay here with Ryou, I’ll write you a note to give to your teacher." Bakura turned his head and nodded and the nurse smiled. “Okay, I have to go, bye.” And she left the room. Bakura got up from the bed and walked to the door, and I used it as a chance to get under the sheets, I had a bad feeling. Bakura locked the door and turned back to me with a smirk, I ducked under the sheets and tried to make myself invisible, it usually works in class. I hear Bakura’s footsteps get closer and closer and just stops, I was tempted to look, but I knew it wasn’t safe yet. I heard the curtains closing and was positive this time that I was in deep trouble. I felt the bed sink and I clung to the sheets, but they were snatched out of my hands and Bakura got back in the bed and put the sheets over us. I tried to get away, but he was too strong and I didn't really want to fight him in the first place. I turned so my back was facing him as he pulled me closer back into his chest. He kissed my neck and I gasped, he flipped me around so I was facing him and kissed me, I didn't want to enjoy it, but like an idiot in love, I did. I wrapped my arms around him again and pulled him closer and deepened the kiss, it was just like in the chemistry lab, only a lot better. I jumped when I felt something rub me in between my legs, I broke the kiss and looked down to see Bakura’s hand on my private, he unbuttoned my pants and put his hand in. I arched my back and moaned, it was just like last night, only I'm not as scared. I ground my private on Bakura's hand and my moans got a bit too loud, I moved his hand so I wouldn’t do that again, but he just moved it right back. This was not good; we needed to talk and now. “We can't do this here.” I said between moans. “Why not, we did it yesterday.” He said. “But you said that you wanted to forget that.” It was a lame excuse, but we had to stop. “I can't, so I want to enjoy it while I can.” “But that’s cheating!” I was starting to remember why I stopped him yesterday. He frowned and thought about it, and he gave me an answer that I was all too happy to hear. “What if I break up with Yugi?” Bakura said. My jaw dropped, it was almost perfect, I could have Bakura all to myself, and I could have one thing that he doesn’t, I almost smirked at that thought, I could get him back for all the times he took what was mine. I looked at Bakura and saw a look in his eyes that I can't place a name to. I move his hand from my private again and answer him. “No.” I said. “No?” he asked. “No, if you're going to break up with Yugi, do it because you have a good reason, not because you want to do things with me.” Probably my biggest lie at the moment, but I'm not a naturally bad person. He frowned, “Can I still kiss you at least?” I was about to say ‘no’, but I don’t think it will kill their relationship permanently if he get caught kissing me. I nod and Bakura instantly attacks me with at least 10 different types of kisses, by the time he lets me breath, my body feels like it on fire. I look up at Bakura and see him panting too, I look down his body to see a lump in his pants again, he grinds his private into mine and we both moan. He grabs my hips and grinds rougher, faster, and moans louder, and I don’t stop him, in fact, I do it with him. It feels so good, but I want more, I want so much more. I stop Bakura and take off his pants and under ware and pump his private roughly. He groans and thrusts into my hand, but I want to do more. With my other hand, I rub myself, it never felt this good when I masturbated before, but it still wasn’t enough, I wanted more, I wanted something inside me. I looked at Bakura, I knew he wanted to do it too, but he was too big, he would rip me apart, but at the moment, my body didn't care, and my brain was yelling warning signs that weren’t being heard. Bakura moves my hand and pulls down my under ware, I panic and cover myself before he sees. “No!” He frowns, “I won't penetrate you—” “No, it’s not that, I don’t care about that.” Bakura frown deepens, “Then what’s wrong?” he asks. It’s getting harder to look at him, but I have to so he can understand. “Please, don’t look at it.” I think he understood, because when he pulls down my under ware all the way, he just stares into my eyes as he grinds his private into mine again. I was feeling so many things that moment, pleasure, heat, embarrassment, but the one thing I felt most was fear, because by the look on Bakura's face told me that he felt it, my biggest shame. “Ryou—” he started. “Please, let’s not talk about that right now.” I practically begged; I didn't want this moment ruined by… it. Bakura didn't look so sure of himself anymore and I started to panic again, he was having second thoughts. No, I couldn’t have that; I didn't want to stop now. I took his hand and placed a finger in me, it didn't hurt like I thought it would, but I don’t think I like this feeling very much. Bakura seemed to snap out of his little shock and started moving his finger in and out of me. I closed my eyes and sighed in relief, I hoped he didn't bring it up again. Bakura spread my legs more and moved his finger faster, I arched my back and whimpered, I looked at Bakura and saw something I never thought I would see, fear, Bakura was afraid, of what? Of me? Of what we’re doing? I pulled him down and kissed him and almost bit his lip when he put in another finger. Oh, so that’s the pain everyone talks about when they get prepared. I separated from Bakura's lips and bit my own to stop myself from screaming, Bakura stopped moving his fingers and kissed and licked my neck. I closed my eyes again; I was getting confused whether I should moan in pain or in pleasure. “Take deep breathes, relax or it will hurt worse.” He said. It surprised me how sure he was about this, like he has done this before. I did as he said and relaxed; I felt stupid when I was surprised it actually worked and I didn't feel as much pain. I opened my eyes and smiled at Bakura and he smiled back, maybe I was doing the right thing after all. He moved his fingers again and the pain came back, but this time, I felt something else there too. I took deep breathes and relaxed again like Bakura told me to and the pain when away, it was replaced by something else, people would say that he hit my ‘special spot’, but I say that he just shot a bolt of electrical pleasure up my spine. My back arched and I screamed, god, that was… it was… I can't even describe it clearly, there were only bad words to describe how I felt, and by bad words, I meant curse words, this feeling was anything but bad. I grab his private and pumped it every time I got that feeling, so Bakura was practically screaming with me the whole time. Maybe I was doing it too hard, but I was enjoying myself too much to care at the moment. He put in another finger and I stopped pumping and my eyes snapped closed in pain, and I couldn’t stop myself from screaming. I opened my eyes when I heard Bakura scream and felt something wet on my fingers, I looked down at his private and saw that he, uh… he, well, you know… he… oh never mind, you know what I mean. I loosened the grip I didn't know I had on his private and relaxed again, I don’t think I can handle another finger. Bakura moved his fingers and the feeling came back, but much, much stronger, I couldn’t help but move with his fingers. It was like there was this giant itch inside of me, and I needed something big and long in me to scratch it. I pump Bakura's private again and enjoyed the feeling of it getting hard again, I want to lick it again, but that will have to wait for another day, his private has a new job today. I pulled out Bakura's fingers and pressed his private to my, uh… what do people call it? Oh well, I pressed it to my entrance. Bakura hesitated again and I was getting frustrated that we seem to be repeating things a lot. I moved his private away from my entrance and sat up, he wasn’t telling me something. “Bakura, what’s wrong, isn’t this what you wanted?” I asked. He looked ashamed and I instantly felt bad, maybe he was having first-time jitters. “This is what I want, but is this really what you want?” he asked. “What do you mean, of course I want this.” “Sure, but am I rushing things, are we doing things too fast?” I shook my head, “If this is what you want, than I am willing to do what ever you want, as long as it’s not life threatening.” “But this is life changing, once we start, we can't stop. Once we do it, we can't undo it. So you can't have regrets after this, you understand this right?” he asked, and the fear in his eyes came back. “I understand, but why all of this questions?” He looked away, “Because my first time was not as pleasant as I would have liked.” So much for first-time jitters, “Tell me about it, please.” I doubt that we will get anywhere I he doesn’t let this off his chest. He looked at me with surprise, but he told me anyway. “2 years ago, I dated this girl, I really loved her, and I thought that for sure she loved me. One day, when we were alone at my house, we thought that we could take our relationship to the next level. Everything went fine, until we got to the sex, one look at my dick and she gets all excited and plants herself on me. It hurt like hell for the both of us, and she expected me to make the pain stop, but I didn't even know what the fuck was happening. So I started moving in and out of her, but that only made it worse, than she started yelling and insulting me and hitting me. Most people would have called me stupid, but I was scared and I didn't know how to stop hurting her, and because of that, I don’t think I can have it in me to hurt someone again.” It’s weird, but I think I heard something like this before, but I can't remember where. “If that’s true, than why do you fight Marik all the time at lunch?” “Because he knows, and we both agree that for a man, a fear of hurting people is not a good thing. So he’s helping me get over my fear, and I think I'm getting better.” I nodded, things made since now, “Don’t you feel better now that you’ve told me?” Bakura smiled and nodded, I don’t think I will ever get over his smile. “Good, because from now on, I'm going to help you too.” I said. He looked surprised, but he was still smiling, “Fine, but don’t get mad at me if I hurt you.” I smiled, “Fine, but don’t get mad at me when I want you to hurt me.” “Oh really, and when will that be?” he asked. “Right now.” The smile was wiped clean from his face, “What?” “You heard me right, penetrate me, now.” I liked the authority in my voice. “Ryou, if you ask me to hurt you, I would do it, but not for this, anything but this.” He said. “But this is where your fear originated from; you won't get better until you get to the root of the problem.” “But…” “Besides,” I pulled Bakura down and kissed him, and I moved his private back to my entrance. I pushed a little of it in, enough so he could feel it and I broke the kiss and finished my sentence. “I like it rough.” It wasn’t a complete lie; there were times where I did like pain. I seemed to have gotten through to Bakura; he nodded and pushed all the way in. my back arched off the bed and I screamed in pain, but he didn't stop, he slowed down, but he didn't stop. I calmed down and looked at his face, his face showed nothing but pleasure, but I feel the stress in his muscles, he wanted to go faster. “Bakura, more.” He sighed in relief and went faster and pounded harder, it still hurt, but it was a good type of pain. I opened my legs more and he went in deeper, my moans were getting louder and higher pitched, but I can still hear Bakura moaning with me. I moved my hips with him and closed my eyes, it can't get any better than this, and of course; Bakura proves me wrong. He moved differently and hit that ‘special spot’ in me and my world went white. I couldn’t breath, I couldn’t see, but I felt him, going in, out, in, out, in, out, in— “Fuck, Ryou, you're too tight for this slow pace!” Bakura said, he sounded like he was in pain. I still couldn’t speak, so I just nodded. Bakura pulled almost all the way out, and slammed right back in. my back arched and I sucked in a deep breath, but I lost all of that air when I screamed in pleasure. Bakura was going so fast, I can't keep up, I can't think. I feel something building up in me, ready to explode. Bakura leans down and bites my neck so hard that blood is coming out, it hurts, but I love it. I tangle my hand in his hair and bring him closer; he moves faster than I thought possible, I can't take much more, I'm going to— Rrriiiiiiiiiiiiiinnggg!!!!!!! My eyes snap open and we both stop, the sound of students pouring down the halls scare the both of us, but Bakura snaps out of his shock first. He grabs my hips and pounds into me again, my back arches and I scream so loud that I know some students heard me. I try to stop him, but I can't focus, the feeling is too much. I give up, I wrap my arms around him and bring him close, I close my eyes and let the feeling consume me. Bakura and I moan in each other’s ear, but I still hear the students, but they got quiet, like they're trying to hear us. It embarrasses me, but I think I like the attention, I whisper it to Bakura and I can feel his smirk on my neck. He thrusts become faster, even faster than before the bell rang. His nails dig into my skin as I scream louder and higher, I'm losing control, I'm going to explode! “BAKURA!!!!!!” I scream his name nice and loud so everyone can hear us. I spill my fluids on our stomach and jump a little when I feel Bakura's fluids spill in me. “RYOU!!!!!!!” I felt a little burst of pride when Bakura screamed my name. Bakura shutters and falls on top of me, and I turn us over to our sides, nothing can ruin this moment, nothing. “What in the world are all of you doing out here?” the nurse said from the other side of the door. Both me and Bakura jumped out of bed, wiped our stomachs and put on our clothes, but I still felt disgusting as Bakura's fluids ran down my thigh. I grabbed some paper towels and wiped my thigh and Bakura made sandwiches, good thing too, because I was starving. We sat back down on the bed and pretended to look innocent and ate the sandwiches Bakura made. By the time the nurse got in the door, I was finishing my third sandwich. We smiled at her and she smiled back, she went to the back of the room and did something with some files. While she did that, we hid the sheet and replaced it before she got back. When she did, she clapped. “Well done boys, you did your mess and cleaned up nicely, good job.” She said. We looked at each other and looked around the room, it’s spotless, so how could she have known we… did it? Bakura voiced my question and her smile got bigger. “Simple, you forgot to cover up your smell; it reeks of sex in here.” I blushed and looked away, and Bakura just laughed. 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