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Chapter List
- 3
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Ehehe, by the way
chapter five is not really done right now, so don't expect the next post to be too
soon. ^^; *runs off to hide from next killing rampage*

Title: Frustrations
Part: 4/?
Author: Usagi
[miakalikestamahome@hotmail.com]
Warnings: lemon,
fluff, masturbation
Genre: Romance, PWP, AU
Pairings: AtemuxYuugi
Criticism: Constructive
criticism welcomed

Disclaimer: Nothing
is mine, I don't make money from fanfiction.

Description: 18 year
old Yuugi is fed up with people thinking of him as a young teen thanks to his
small build. He also feels kind of frustrated because so far he has not been in
any kind of relationship. Upon a suggestion from Jonouchi, Yuugi tries out
something new - A Dating Site on the Internet. And there he stumbles upon a
site which awakens a curiosity no one would think 'sweet, shy, little Yuugi
Mutou' possesses.

Thanks to my
betareader Deb and Jkateel for the usual quick work. ^^

Translations:
Dorobou � means
"thief" but as you will notice in this case it is meant as a family
name. *grins* Sorry, just could not resist. ^^;

***********

"Yuugi? Hey, Yuugi!"

Katsuya Jonouchi
waved a hand in front of his best friend's face, who seemed to be far, far away
with his thoughts. Sighing, the blond started to grin as an idea occurred his
mind.

"Hey, Yuugi,
there's another twelve year old who wants to speak to you."

This brought the
smaller one back to reality immediately. Out of reflex he groaned.

"Noooo!"

Then the quiet
snickers of his other friends made him realize that there was no twelve year old
girl to be seen anywhere. Pursing his lips, he glared at Jonouchi who was
sitting beside him in their favorite cafe, right next to Seto Kaiba, the
blonde's current boyfriend.

"Sorry,
Yuugi," his best friend apologized but couldn't help the cheeky grin.
"But you were spaced out that much that none of us were able to get your
attention. Something had to be done to get you back to earth.

Being told the
reasons, Yuugi couldn't help but blush in embarrassment.

"Uhm... well,
sorry about that," he stuttered and tried to avoid the curious faces of
his other friends, Bakura Ryou, Honda Hiroto, Ishtar Malik and Mazaki Anzu.
Only Kaiba Seto and Dorobou Bakura, the boyfriends of Jonouchi and Ryou who
were still trying to become accepted by the other friends of their respective
partners, looked rather disinterested.

"So, Yuugi, what
is it that your mind is so occupied with that you couldn't hear Anzu's question about going to the
disco on Friday?" Malik, a platinum blond youth with dark skin and
sparkling violet eyes, asked curiously.

"Um, well,"
Yuugi stumbled out, still avoiding looking at everyone. "It's nothing
really important. Just me thinking over some things that Jonouchi suggested to
me last week. But it has nothing to do with you guys."

The delicately built
young man tried to smile but the eyes of his friends had suspiciously focused
on the before mentioned blond.

"Okay, Jonouchi,
does the 'suggestion' Yuugi mentioned have anything to do with porn?" Anzu
asked dryly and with a raised eyebrow.

"One of these
days Yuugi will become a sex-obsessed maniac, if you continue to go on like
this," Honda commented with a shake of his head, but he couldn't help the
smile of amusement playing on his lips.

"Hey, you are
accusing me of something I didn't do!" Jonouchi shouted holding up his
hands in defense. "I haven't said or done anything to Yuugi that involves
porn for over a month now."

"Just let me get
this right. We are talking about PORN here?" Bakura asked his boyfriend
and raised an eyebrow. Ryou became red immediately.

"Uhm well, we
sometimes used to watch it," he mumbled out, embarrassed. But Bakura just
snickered.

"Cool, now this
gives me some really interesting ideas," he announced with a smirk,
causing his poor boyfriend to swallow hard and become even redder. Anzu on the
other side let out a groan.

"Too much
information," she whined and buried her head in her arms on the table,
cheeks already red from what she'd heard. Yuugi nodded his head in agreement as
did Seto.

"Now, this is the
first time that Katsuya has dragged me over here, and you are talking about
that kind of stuff," Seto murmured, making his first comment for the
night. An eyebrow raised, before a smirk broke out on his face. "Though,
it doesn't surprise me to hear something like this coming from Katsuya."

"Hey," the
blond immediately protested but was effectively cut off when the brown haired
man leaned over to seal their lips with a kiss. The others just silently
snickered in amusement. All except Bakura and Ryou, because the slightly taller
white-blond used the example Seto and Jonouchi gave, and applied it to himself
and his lover.

Being busy with the
show, not one of the other young adults noticed the slight longing and sadness
shining in Yuugi's eyes. Seeing how happy and deeply in love his two friends
were, and knowing that Malik was in a
happy relationship as well with his older, adopted brother Rishido, he couldn't
help but feel a strong sting in his heart. Even Anzu and Honda had been a
relationship at least once.

Sighing silently, he
covered his negative feelings with an even brighter smile, shaking his head.

"You two and
your boyfriends are giving the whole cafe a show," he teased. Ryou had the grace to cut the kiss and turn
a deep shade of red, but Jonouchi, Seto and Bakura just glanced at Yuugi and
shrugged, bright smirks playing on their lips.

However, when
Jonouchi glanced over at Yuugi for a second time, he suddenly remembered the
reasons why he had been kissed, and it reminded him of Yuugi�s earlier comment.

"Gah, I nearly
forgot!" he shouted before jumping off his current seat on Seto's lap and
grabbing his best friend's hand. "Excuse us for a moment, but I need to
talk to Yuugi in private!"

And with that, he
dragged the smaller one over to a quiet corner where they were alone, but could
still have their friends in sight. Jonouchi had already learned the hard way
that Ryou's boyfriend was too curious for his own good, just like Malik was.

Having the required
peace, Jonouchi gave Yuugi a calculated, curious look.

"Okay, I want to
hear everything, now," he stated. "You said you had to think about
something which has come to you because of me. Don't tell me you've already met
someone interesting. That would be really quick � but, of course great as well."

Yuugi blushed,
quickly looking to the ground to hide it from his best friend, head shaking no
for an answer.

"Uhm, that's not
it," he admitted shyly. Even more curious, Jonouchi crooked his head.

"Not? Well then,
what are you thinking about that's causing you to space out like you
were?"

Blushing even more,
the smaller one started to stutter, not knowing what to say. He was not exactly
planning on telling his best friend about the little 'adventure' he'd had with
a certain fellow Egypt lover. On the other hand, that also wasn't exactly what
had been bugging his mind, but still, the topic was rather embarrassing.

But knowing his best
friend, he knew the blond would continue bugging him until he spit out the whole
story. Sighing in defeat he glanced up at the taller one.

"It's just...
well, as I said, I didn't find anyone on that dating page you gave me the
address for because the site was for hetero couples only. And... well, you know
I am not really sure if I am straight, and I still have the slight suspicion
that I�m anything but straight."

"Oh,"
Jonouchi mouthed, disappointment showing clearly on his face. "So, the
page wasn't exactly helpful at all. Damn, I totally forgot about this page
being for straight couples only."

He sighed, driving a
hand through his hair.

"But this still
doesn't tell me what is on your mind right now."

"Well, even
though the page you gave me was of no use, just when I was about to close it
and try to look for something else, I noticed this link for this other page
and..." he trailed of, his cheeks becoming deep red again. It felt just so
awkward to talk with Jonouchi about something as personal as this, even though
this was his best friend after all.

"Huh? A link to
another page?" the blond wondered, when Yuugi seemed to be too embarrassed
to continue for now. "Strange, I don't remember links being there for
other dating pages. Ah well, at least no other link beside that one for
sexdating..." he trailed of, his eyes widening when he suddenly realized
why Yuugi was standing in front of him, deeply embarrassed, cheeks glowing red
and all.

"NO WAY!"
he shouted out in disbelief before quieting his voice again. "You met
someone on this sexdating page? But, Yuugi, that page is not for love. It's
only for people who are looking for, well, just for some fun."

He shook his head
again, watching the smaller one fidget before breaking out into a wide grin.

"I never thought
you had it in you," the blond chuckled, causing Yuugi to sputter and his
eyes to widen.

"NO!" he
shouted before continuing in a whisper, "It's not that. I am not looking
for something like that. And I was just a little curious. I joined there
because I was wondering about the reasons behind people joining such a page and
I was hoping to find answers. I thought if I joined I could ask someone
there."

"Oh well,"
Jonouchi grinned, "that of course sounds exactly like you again, Yuugi.
So, you met someone to ask?"

Yuugi nodded.

"Yes, I've met
someone who is living in Japan but currently staying in Egypt for summer
holidays. He likes Egypt a lot, and he also likes games. He�s really nice to
me, and he answers my questions without being offended or anything."

He blushed a little
before continuing, not able to hide the excitement in his voice.

"I've been
talking to him every night for a whole week now, Jonouchi-kun. Not just to ask
him questions, but to talk with him about Egypt and Games. He knows a lot, I just
can't believe that I've found someone like him on the sexdating page of all
places."

"Ah, I
see," Jonouchi replied slowly. He had a strange, thoughtful look on his
face, something very unusual for the carefree young man, as Yuugi noted. But
soon, it vanished to be replaced by a bright grin.

"Okay, Yuugi,
now you have me all curious about this guy," he declared. "How about
you tell me a little bit more about him when our friends are all gone? Since
Seto has to work later today, we�re not leaving together. So, it won't be a
problem for me to stay a little longer with you."

Yuugi nodded at this
suggestion, not even realizing the happy smile which played around his lips. He
did not really have a problem telling his best friend about the 'normal' chats
chats he had with Egyptian Dreamer, or about the conversations they had had
every night. But he was not planning on telling the blond about the little
'games' he had already dared to play with the other... twice.

He still couldn't
believe that he'd been the one who had asked Egyptian Dreamer if they could try
out the sexchat a second time. He had felt slightly guilty, as strange as that
was, about not being able to give pleasure to his chat partner. So, he had
dared to come up with a few actions of his own to add to the 'adventure'.

Banning those
embarrassing thoughts from his mind for now, he looked at his best friend.

"Sure,
Jonouchi-kun. I'd be happy to tell
you more."

***

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Hey Aibou, did you have fun with your friends today?'

Yuugi smiled at the
screen showing the greeting of his partially still unknown stranger. He just
had come home from the cafe, having spent a long time with Jonouchi after the
others had left, telling him more about Egyptian Dreamer.

'Gamer: Hey Dreamer!
^^ Yes, it was a nice day. Sorry that I wasn't able to make it within the time
I'd announced to you yesterday.'

'Egyptian Dreamer: No
problem, Aibou. *smiles* I was guessing that you were still with your friends.
*grins* I know from my own experiences how time can fly by when you are sitting
together with your friends. You also said that you weren't certain if you would
be able to make it around that time.'

'Gamer: Thanks for
your understanding. ^^ I still feel a little bad. After all, I was looking
forward to being able to talk to you and with being late, I really feared that
you would be gone when I come online. *looks sheepishly*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Nyaaaa, I was sure you would come online sometime and I was looking forward to
talking to you as well. I can always run around here in Egypt when you are long
gone to bed. *smirks*'

'Gamer: Ah, I see.
The time difference is around seven hours in summer, isn't it? So, it's around
three PM in Egypt?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
That's right, Aibou. Also it's better anyway
not to go out before late evening. ^^ Too freaking hot.'

'Gamer: Can imagine.
Was the same, when I was over there with Jii-chan. ^^ By the way, I've wanted
to ask you this for a week now... why are you still calling me
"Aibou"? For the... uhm other kind of chat, I can understand, but
you've kept calling me that ever since that first chat. *blushes*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*blinks* Don't you like? I just thought, "Gamer" would sound a little
funny. And when I suggested calling you "Aibou" back, it was not only
to give you a decent name for the sexchatting. I've noticed though that in my
opinion it fits very well. If possible, I would love if you could be my Aibou.
^^ I mean, just think about it, we both like games a lot and it seems we are
both good at them. So, imagine if we two could work together as a team, being
equals, you my aibou as I, yours. We�d be undefeatable. Maybe we would even be
able to win over the current "King of Games" of Japan. I've always
wanted to play against him. ^^'

Yuugi couldn't help
but let out a slight snicker when he realized that the other was just
unofficially challenging him and not even knowing it. But he also could
understand the reasons Egyptian Dreamer had named to explain to him why he
liked calling him 'aibou'. Ever since the two had found out that they both
loved games and were matching each other in knowledge and as it seemed also in
skill, he could relate to how Dreamer felt.

'Gamer: Ah, even
though I think it would be a little difficult for both of us to team up against
the current "King of Games", I can see your point. ^^'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Great, you share my point of view, "Aibou". ^^'

'Gamer: _ Hey, no
teasing. You tease me often enough as it with the not so innocent stuff.
*sighs*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*looks innocently* Is that so, Aibou? I hadn't noticed.'

'Gamer: Ha ha,
veeeery funny. :p'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*grins* Speaking of "not so innocent stuff", any questions tonight?'

Yuugi was getting a
little nervous again. Over the past week, he had started to slowly become used
to asking all those 'not so innocent' questions. But today he was planning on
asking something he had been wondering about for a while now, but never really
dared to ask.

'Gamer: Actually...
yes... ^^;'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Uuuuh, nervous again? *laughs* Aaaaw, don't be, Aibou, it can't be that bad. ^^
And you should know by now that I am pretty open and willing to answer
everything, ne? ^^'

'Gamer: *smiles
sheepishly* I know, I know, but... this surely is really a stupid question. It's
just... since I've started to suspect that I may be interested in males, this
thought never crossed my mind before. I don�t have much knowledge about a
relationship between two men. ^^;'

'Egyptian Dreamer: Don't
worry, I won't laugh. I can understand your current situation. Shoot your
questions. ^^'

Yuugi took a deep
breath before he dared to go on.

'Gamer: OK, here it
comes. What I was wondering about... well, I have a slight idea about how
things are working between males but... if they really do it... ARG! Uhm
well... doesn't it... hurt? ^^;'

For a moment there
was silence, which Yuugi used to bury his head between his arms on his desk to
hide his embarrassment. Even though no one could see him, especially not
Egyptian Dreamer, he felt very uncomfortable after asking such a question. Only
the jingling announcement of an answer caused him to arise again from his
current position.

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*rofl* Now this is not the first time I've been asked this question, you know?
Some of the not so experienced girls have asked me such a question as well
because they were thinking about trying it out themselves.'

'Gamer: O//O'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*grins* Well, women are also able to have this kind of sex with a man. Let me
explain some things first. ^^ For a male there are usually two kind of ways to
have sex with each other. One of those ways is what I had described during our
little sexchats. It could be the oral or manual sex, when a man would use his
hands and/or mouth to pleasure and bring his partner into rapturous delight.
It's the most common way to indulge in male/male sexual activity.'

'Gamer: So I have
read. *blushes*'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*chuckles* Well, the other way would be anal sex. In this case, as you have
already guessed, one man, you can call him top, would take the other, bottom,
from the only entrance a man can offer. *grins* And of course it CAN hurt, just
as it can hurt for a woman on her first time. But it doesn't have to. It
depends on how experienced the one being top is, how tense the one being bottom
may be, the lubrication and so on.'

'Gamer: Oh...'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
For example, when I had my first time with my then boyfriend, it hurt just a
little bit, mainly because he'd already had a little experience and I was
slightly tense from excitement. On the other hand, when I took the two men I've
met from this page here, they said they didn't feel any pain, even though for
one of them it had been his first time being taken as well. He was one of those
who was curious about sex with males. ^^'

'Gamer: Gaaaah! *blushes* Uhm, okay, so it's just like in the case of
a male with a female, it can hurt, but it doesn't have to?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Yep. ^^ And even then, the pain won't be that bad and it will be soon change to
pleasure anyway, I can guarantee you that. *grins* If you want to be absolutely
sure you can of course be top in such a relationship. Both positions have their
advantage and let me tell you, being bottom can be quite the experience and a
lot of pleasure. Though, in my case, as I mentioned before, I like to dominate,
being the one in control and I love to give out pleasure. *smirks*'

Blushing deep red
again, Yuugi blinked, trying to come up with a decent reply to this last
comment.

'Gamer: *blushes even
more* Uhm, oh well... I see. ^^; And *lowers head and whispers* I guess, in my
case I would prefer to be dominated anyway, especially since I have no
experience. ^//^'

'Egyptian Dreamer: *smirks*
Would be my pleasure. ^^ I've already had a lot of fun in the two times you've
allowed me to give you some nice, little fantasies. Speaking of which, I hope
you don't mind me asking you a question... but after the moment we had our
second sexchat, I started hoping you would try something else with me. Don't
worry though, I'll understand if you wish to decline my request.'

Unsure, Yuugi looked
at the screen and read the question again. Already feeling the strong beat of
his heart, his hands shook when he started to type in his answer.

'Gambler: *looks a
little unsure* What... do you wish for?'

'Egyptian Dreamer: I
want to hear your voice. I've always wanted to know what kind of voice belongs
to this sweet personality I've had the pleasure to get to know during this
week. ^^'

Yuugi paled and
stared at the computer screen in disbelief. He knew exactly what Egyptian
Dreamer was asking for. During the past week he had asked a lot of questions
and his chat partner had answered and explained everything. For the just asked
request, there was only one way to hear the voice of the other. And that was
over the phone.

The delicate young
man didn't know what to think anymore. He could feel his quick heartbeats, the
warm, fuzzy feeling in his stomach, the dizziness in his head and the shaking
of his hands. Was he afraid, or excited? Why had a simple 'no' never crossed
his mind when Egyptian Dreamer had asked him? Did he really want to try it? Did
he dare? With still shaking hands, he first wanted to confirm his suspicions.

'Gamer: You mean...
telephone sex? 0.0'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*smiles kindly* Yes, that is exactly what I am talking about. But, remember, I
am just asking here. You really don't have to accept. This is just me being
curious this time. ^^'

'Gamer: But... a
phone call from Japan to Egypt, isn't that kind of expensive?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*raises eyebrow in surprise* You are not answering with a strict 'no'?'

'Gamer: *whispers*
Tempted... *sweatdrops and blushes*'

'Egyptian Dreamer: I
understand. *grins* Well, I can offer experience... and I'll call you if you
are comfortable enough to give me your number. I have my own cell phone and I
have to take care of the bills on my own, so my parents would never know where
I called. I can afford the money, don't worry. I don't phone often anyway. ^^'

'Gamer: I... I could
give you my mobile phone number, if that's okay with you.'

While sending this
answer, Yuugi was going crazy inside.

'What I am talking about?'
he screamed in his mind. 'I am crazy, oh my god I am really about to allow him
to call me. What the hell am I doing here?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Aibou, do you really want to try it? I would be more than happy to do so,
but... to have online sex and to have telephone sex is quite a difference.
After all, you are hearing the voice of a person, you are not just reading
emotionless words written down. This is far more personal. Don't get me wrong,
I want to talk to you and I want to hear your voice, but I just want to make
sure that you know what you are about to agree to.'

Yuugi closed his
eyes, his body shaking violently now, partly because he was afraid of the
unknown and because he was excited.

"I would be able
to hear his voice," he whispered to himself. He would be able to hear what
the person sounded like who had such beautiful red eyes. He already knew that
the idea alone was too tempting to be declined. He could not decline this
offer. And again, he was curious as well.

The two times of
online sex they had had were enjoyable. He couldn't describe it any other way.
It was fulfilling over just being by himself. But now, with someone to give him
ideas, to lead out the instructions and all he had to do was to imagine them,
it was still a new and exciting thing to do.

But he'd already
noted that with written down words the emotions were missing. Words were able
to touch the heart, yes, but they were not able to mirror the exact feelings
and emotion someone would put into his voice.

And now, here was
Yuugi's chance to get an idea about what exactly it would sound like for
Egyptian Dreamer to speak what he only wrote before. Finally making his
decision, he took a last deep breath before writing his reply.

'Gamer: I just fear
that I may lose my voice when trying to talk to you... ^^;;;'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
Maybe some harmless little small talk will bring it back then? *smiles*'

'Gamer: Maybe? ^^;
You can try it out. Should I give you my number?'

'Egyptian Dreamer:
*smiles brightly* Go ahead. Just remember the rules. If you feel uncomfortable
you can always stop at any time. ^^'

'Gamer: I know...'

With shaking breath
now, he typed in the number of his cell phone and sent it off before he could
become too afraid again. Remembering that he would need the cell phone to be
able to answer the soon coming call, he jumped from his seat and rummaged
through his bag to find the small object. Finding it, he decided to sit down on
his bed instead in front of his computer. He felt a lot more comfortable on his
bed.

Heart now pounding in
his throat, he sat there, waiting until the sudden, quiet sound of his mobile
phone announced a call. Trying to calm down, though not succeeding at all, he
pressed the button to answer the phone.

"Hi?" he whispered,
his voice hoarse with nervousness.

"Hello,
aibou!"

TBC...
- 3
- 4
- 5
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