Adult-FanFiction.org : Yu-Gi-OH

Wishing upon a Dark Star	By : MystikIvanow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2525 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 3
- 4
- 5
Pairing: Seto/Jou, OC/Seto
Beta: Jennie B - too good to be true
Chapter three
Jou was glad that he had decided to look for a psychiatrist. Since he had started having sessions with Dr. Mihara, his nightmares had decreased drastically. The woman certainly had a way with words. She reminded him of Yugi, and that certainly helped him to trust her.

The only thing about all of that that was worrying the blond was that he hadn't told Seto anything about his sessions; he hadn't even mentioned that he was seeing a psychiatrist for that matter. He tried to tell himself that he didn't even know why he was hiding something like that from the brunette. But, truth be told, he did know why. He was just trying to overcome the guilt that he still felt around the other, and how could he tell Seto about the psychiatrist without telling him about his wish? A wish that would certainly make Seto truly believe that Jounouchi was going crazy. But Jou knew that that part of his life had happened. They were as real as the other memories he had. Those sessions with the doctor were just helping him to sort them out, and choose the real ones.
Even if he didn�t know which ones they were.
-----
The brunette tapped his foot impatiently on the carpeted floor as he sat on the couch and waited for the blond to return. He had been noticing the stranger behavior of the other for some time now. And, if there was one thing that Seto Kaiba wasn�t, it was stupid. Today, he would confront his lover and get the truth. All of it. Because with the way they were currently living, it was becoming unbearable. He heard the front door of the mansion close, and he sighed, closing his eyes for a few seconds before opening them. He saw the blond enter the living room, smile at him and approach. Jou sat down next to him on the sofa and gave him a peck on his cheek.
�Were you waiting for me?� he asked him.
�Yes.� Seto breathed deeply and continued, �Katsuya, we need to talk.�
�About?�
�What are you hiding from me?� the young CEO asked straightforwardly. Jou looked at him, his eyes widening in surprise, and it was at that very moment that the brunette knew it was something serious. The brunette crossed his arms, now glaring at his lover. �Spill.�
�Seto, I��
�Now!� the teen added for good measure.
Jou sighed in defeat, and looked away, whispering so low that Seto had to lean in closer so that he could hear. �I went to a psychiatrist.�
Seto blinked for good three seconds. �What?�
�What you heard,� answered Jou, still not looking at him.
�But why?� He was still incredulous. He watched the blond get up from the sofa to pace the carpet, frowning. Seto arched one eyebrow. �I�m waiting for your explanation.�
�You would never believe it.�
�Try me.�
Jou finally looked at his lover and sighed, blurting out everything that had been tormenting him. �It was my fault that you were kidnapped and raped.�
�WHAT?!� exclaimed the brunette hotly. �Explain yourself.�
The blond felt tears in his eyes as he said, �I wished for it. There�s something else you have to know. My daddy, he�� he sighed painfully, �Raped me when I was twelve.�
Seto fell silent at that, not knowing what to say. He got up and approached the blond, touching his arm lightly. �Jou, I��
He drew back, still not looking at the dark-haired teen. �No, I wished for you to suffer the same as I had! But I never thought that my wish would come true! You have to believe me!�
�Jou, hold on��
�But, I will compensate you for that; you will see,� babbled the blond, as if he hadn't heard the CEO. �Just trust me; everything will be the same as it was before�or at least the best it can be.�
�Jounouchi, will you listen to me?!� exclaimed the brunette hotly, grabbing the other by the shoulders.
That action made the teen stop talking. Jou looked up at him, his eyes glimmering with unshed tears, his breath uneasy. He whispered slowly, �I�m so sorry, Seto.� He looked away, sobbing uncontrollably now. �God, I�m so sorry!�
�Please stop crying,� the brunette said as he hugged him. �It�s not your fault. It just�happened.�
That sentence made Jounouchi sob even harder. It was the same thing that his doctor kept telling him, session after session. Strange enough, those words had never entered his stubborn mind until Seto had said them. He hugged the young CEO back, hiding his face in the cotton shirt the other was wearing, sobbing, and feeling all of his guilt and inner turmoil around those �two� memories blending together into one big mess in his heart. More than ever, his plan had to work. Only with that would he find some peace for himself�and be there for his lover.
-----
Seto touched his hair almost reverently, a sweet smile adorning his lips. No one was watching him, so he could do it in peace. He approached the other's body and touched Jou�s hair more completely. The blonde opened his eyes and smiled.
�Hey�I fell sleep?�
�Yes. I carried you here,� answered the brunette, their faces mere inches from one another.
�No! You aren't supposed to lift that much weight yet!� protested the blond, but he was silenced with an elegant finger to his lips.
�I used to do that all the time, and I�m not going to stop now. Besides�� Seto seemed almost...shy. �You are so cute when you're sleeping.�
Jou blushed. Deeply.
�Are you feeling better now?� Seto asked suddenly.
�Yes�thanks for asking,� Jou answered, smiling and adding, �There�s something else that I need to tell you, but only when I can be�certain of it. Will you wait?�
�Of course.� Saying that cost the brunette a lot in terms of trust.
�Thanks for understanding. I should be the one doing that,� said the blond, and slowly, he closed the distance between them and kissed Seto.
The brunette kissed him back, an intense feeling of happiness, relief, and various other emotions, warming up his heart. With his arm he brought the blond closer, and when their bodies touched, he groaned, feeling a spark of electricity between them that made his body tingle with anticipation.
Jou felt that, too, and for a few seconds, that feeling really scared him. At least until his tongue connected with the brunette's. It was then and there that he felt something really strong: desire. Pure, primal desire that ran through his veins, pooling in his lower body, and burning with a carnal intensity, making Jou long for something that he really didn�t know much about. After all, he was a virgin�at least, he had been in his other life. �Seto�� He finished the kiss and tried to breathe regularly. �I don�t think we should��
�Are you disgusted by me?�
Jou looked at him, obviously surprised. �What are you talking about?�
�This is first real kiss you've given me since I was rescued,� exclaimed the brunette.
�That�s not true!� replied the blond defensively. Seto just crossed his arms and stared at him. Jou sighed deeply, and whispered, �It�s just that�in my �other life��you know�I�m still a�� He blushed, not knowing how to continue without embarrassing himself.
�Do you really believe that?� asked the young CEO.
�I do! And it's driving me crazy!� He stared at his lover. �Seto, please, don�t think that I�m lying to you.�
�I don�t think that,� Seto said with a sigh. �It�s just that�nevermind.�
�No. Say it,� pled Jou as he reached out to touch his face, making him look at him.
�During that one month�I�the kidnappers�said some things that�I can�t help but remember now.�
�What kind of things?�
�That you would be disgusted by me. There, I said it,� the brunette finished, once again looking away.
Jou smiled sadly, his heart clenching. How he could he have been so stupid?! He approached the other and hugged him, whispering in his ear, �I could never be disgusted by you. We were tainted in the same way�but this will only make us stronger.�
Seto laughed a little and hugged him back. �Only you could come up with a answer like that.�
�I know.�
They slept together with their bodies entwined for the rest of the night.
-----
�Is everything settled?�
�Hell yeah! I confirmed it with my uncle today. They will enter the place in two days.� The stocky brunette smiled at his friend.
�And us?�
�Tomorrow.�
Jou smirked at Honda's pleased tone. �Seto is going to come with us.�
�Why?�
�It�s his revenge�I arranged all of this for him.�
�Suit yourself." Honda shrugged. "Where will I meet you guys?�
�Tokyo tower; does that sound good to you?�
�Perfect. See you tomorrow Jou.�
�Bye, Honda.�
The blond hung up the phone and looked at the photo he held in his hands. He never mentioned to his friend that this would be a chance for him to get some revenge of his own, as well.
TBC
- 3
- 4
- 5
You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.
Report Story

Wishing upon a Dark Star