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It's My Secret to Keep
By : Hideki LaShae
Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > General
Views: 3903 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0Disclaimer: I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. - Chapter List
Disclaimer: All Yu-Gi-Oh! characters and
references belong to their respective owners. The songs He Drives Me Crazy
(Misty’s Song from “Pokémon”, Hold Me (Savage Garden), Cinderella
(Cheetah Girls), and Gotta Get Through This (Daniel Bedingfield) belong
to the artists and the companies that recorded them and were used in this story
with the best of intentions. Story elements © Hideki LaShae. No money was
gained in the writing of this story.It’s My Secret to
KeepBy
Hideki LaShae
Chapter Four – Naishobanashi
I ring the
doorbell at the Kaiba mansion, and I smile at the butler who opens it for me.
“Hi… I think Kaiba’s expecting me.”“Right this
way,” says the butler leading me towards the living room.I stop in
the hallway. I hear singing coming from the living room, such a perfect voice…“Is
something wrong?” asks the butler noticing that I’m no longer following.“I think I
can find my way,” I say, “I don’t need to be escorted.”The butler
nods and heads back to his duty.For a
moment, I stand and listen to the music.“Oh, yeah…
He wanders off; he’s just lost without me. Doesn’t matter what I say. I try to
give advice, I tell him twice. He won’t listen. Gotta do it his own way,” comes
Kaiba’s voice quietly to my ears.I hold my
breath as I walk closer to the living room.“He drives
me crazy all of the time. He drives me crazy. He drives me out of my mind. So
why do I worry ‘bout him? Why do I care? I don’t know why I let it faze me, but
he drives me crazy. He drives me crazy,” sings Kaiba.I move to
the doorway and glance into the living room. I see Kaiba standing in front of
the fireplace with his back to the door where I stand. I smile.“He’s here
and there, ev’rywhere, just looking, always finding something new. I know he’s
kind of strange; he’ll never change. Oh, tell me…” Kaiba sighs. “What’s a girl
supposed to do?”I smirk. I
was sure he’d skip that line.“He drives
me crazy all of the time. He drives me crazy. He drives me out of my mind. So
why do I worry ‘bout him? Why do I care? I don’t know why I let it faze me, but
he drives me crazy. He drives me crazy,” sings Kaiba, “Just go on, in your own
direction and see if anybody cares! Just don’t come running back to me, Ash Ketchum!
He’ll be wishing he had listened then ‘cause I told him time and time again.
Hey, yeah…”I step into
the living room quietly.“He drives
me crazy all of the time. He drives me crazy. He drives me out of my mind. So
why do I worry ‘bout him? Why do I care? I don’t know why I let it faze me, but
he drives me crazy. He drives me crazy,” sings Kaiba, “He drives me crazy all
of the time. He drives me crazy.”“He drives
me out of my mind,” I sing along with Kaiba.Kaiba spins
around to face me with the cutest blush on his cheeks. “Puppy!”“Hi, Kaiba…
Am I early?” I feel the heat in my face. Dammit. I must be blushing too.“Yes!”
exclaims Kaiba. His face brightens even more.“I didn’t
know you sang,” I say quietly, “You should do it more often. You have a very
nice voice.”“A long
time ago, I had a friend who loved to sing. I guess her addiction to it rubbed
off on me,” says Kaiba.I smile at
him. I can’t believe he shared information about himself willingly. “She must
have been something special. Was she the girl you knew… at the orphanage?”Kaiba
closes his eyes and nods his head. He looks like he’s in pain.“Who
adopted her?” I ask quietly.“She wasn’t
an orphan. She lived nearby, but she would always come over with her little
sister to play with Mokuba and I,” says Kaiba.“If you
want, we don’t have to talk about this,” I say.“Thank
you,” says Kaiba. He looks at my face and takes the few steps needed to reach
me. He reaches up and brushes his hand against my jaw. “You found a better way
to cover your bruise, I see.”Shit. I was
hoping he’d forget. “Yes, I did.”“Tell me
what happened,” says Kaiba grabbing me by the waist and pulling me over to the
couch. He pulls me down onto the couch beside him.I take a
deep breath. “What do you know about me?”“I know
what I need to know.”I shake my
head.“Just tell
me what happened,” whispers Kaiba, “Tell me who would dare to lay harm to what
is mine.”“Whoever
said that I belong to you?”“I say that
you belong to me,” says Kaiba, “and soon, I will lay claim to what is mine and
you will say it too.”“You barely
know me at all. Do you realize that? There is so much that you just can’t see
because you’re blinded by this irrational desire to make me a piece of your
property. You know though… I’m not property,” I say, “I’m a person,
gods-damn-it! And I know that with you, that doesn’t say much. But what the
hell do I have to do to earn a little respect from you?” Is that a way to turn
the tables or what?“You can
start trying to earn my respect by telling me who hurt you,” says Kaiba gently
stroking my wounded jaw.Shit. It
didn’t work. I look away from Kaiba.“What are
you afraid of?”“I’m not
afraid of anything!” I snap as I turn towards Kaiba again.“Then why
won’t you tell me?” asks Kaiba staring deep into my eyes, “Who are you trying
to protect?”“I don’t
have anyone… There’s… My situation is kind of complicated, but I have it under
control,” I say.“Like hell
you do! If it was under control, you wouldn’t have come into school with those
massive bruises!” exclaims Kaiba grabbing me forcefully by the arms, “Where
else did you get hurt?” He looks at me sadly. “Tell me, puppy. Tell me the
truth. Who hurt you, and why?”“Why? Why?
Must there really be a reason for some people?” I pull away from Kaiba and
stand up, turning my back to him as I walk up to the fireplace and stare into
the flames. I hear Kaiba stand and walk up behind me.Kaiba wraps
an arm around my waist gently.“In a few
weeks, none of this will even matter,” I say.“Why not?”
asks Kaiba setting his chin on my shoulder.I sigh. I
might as well tell him. All he would really have to do to find out is talk to
the cops or my friends anyway. “I’m moving out of my dad’s place.”“What does…
He’s the one who’s been hurting you?” Kaiba’s eyes widen and he backs up
away from me.I turn
around to look at Kaiba. I’ve never seen him so shocked before.Kaiba steps
closer to me, and I step back instinctively.The fire
licks at my legs, and I yelp loudly as I jump forward into Kaiba’s arms and
knock us both to the floor. I land on top of Kaiba, my lips just an inch from
his.Kaiba lifts
his head, and I turn mine just as quickly so that his lips brush against my
cheek rather than my lips.Why did I
do that? I want to kiss him, don’t I? I hide my face in the crook of his neck.Kaiba wraps
his arms around me and squeezes me tightly. “How long has he been hurting you?”“A long
time,” I whisper, “but not for much longer. I just have to avoid him for a
little while.”“Where are
you moving too?”I hear the
pain and worry in Kaiba’s voice, but I ignore it. “I’ll be house-sitting for a
friend,” I say, “So I’ll still be here in Domino. I’m not moving that far away.
Just to a slightly better neighborhood.”“Good. I
don’t want to have to travel far to visit my puppy in the kennel.”“I’m not a
puppy,” I mumble into Kaiba’s neck. My stomach growls loudly.Kaiba
chuckles. “Come on, puppy. I’ll feed you.”I roll off
Kaiba.Kaiba rolls
over on top of me and smirks as his body pins mine to the floor.I swallow
hard and stare into the blue eyes.Kaiba licks
his lips and stares down at me.“Seto! Is
Joey here yet?” calls Mokuba running into the living room. His eyes widen when
he sees me on the floor beneath his big brother. He blushes slightly, but not nearly
as much as Kaiba or myself. “I take it he’s here then! Dinner is on the table,
so we can eat whenever you two are done!”“It’s not
what you think, Mokie!” I exclaim trying to push Kaiba off me, but Kaiba
doesn’t budge. If anything, I’d say he presses harder against me… particularly
in the pelvic area.“Really?”
asks Mokuba innocently, “And just what do I think?”Oh, hey…
look at that, my arms are turning bright red! “Um… um… um…”“Mokuba,
stop embarrassing our puppy,” says Kaiba smirking at me, “Although, he
does look very attractive when he’s blushing.”My stomach
growls again.Kaiba sighs
as he climbs to his feet. He holds his hand out to me and helps me up. He
strokes my head gently. “Let’s go feed you, puppy.”“I’m not a
puppy,” I say as we walk towards the dining room.Kaiba
whispers into my ear, “You are to me. My puppy. My beautiful
puppy.”I look at
Kaiba and blush again. I move away from him as we enter the dining room, and I
sit down in my usual seat.Mokuba
smiles happily at Kaiba and me. “Are you two dating now?”“No… We
can’t date,” I say.“I don’t
understand why not!” exclaims Mokuba pounding his small fist against the table
as he flops down into his own chair.“There are
circumstances that are just beyond comprehension, Mokie,” I say slowly as I
stare into the younger Kaiba’s blue eyes, “You couldn’t possibly be able to
understand everything that goes on within my home and within my life. I don’t
understand it all, and I live with it. But I refuse to put that weight on anyone
else around me. I haven’t dated anyone because I won’t risk getting them into
some mess because of my life.”“What’s so
wrong in your life?” asks Kaiba, and I suddenly turn towards him.“It’s not
necessarily wrong,” I say quickly, “It’s just… unexplainable really.” I sigh.
“Can we just eat and forget the fact that I’m going to be a bachelor for life?”“Is that
what you want?” asks Kaiba, “To be alone for the rest of your life? To die an
eighty year old virgin?”No. That’s
not what I want. I sigh. “I do… I like being alone.”“I don’t
believe you,” says Kaiba simply.“I never
asked you to.”“You’re
hopeless!” exclaims Mokuba making up his dinner plate.I hurry to
fill up my own plate and start eating.Kaiba sighs
as he makes up his own plate.I glance at
Kaiba’s plate and notice it to be mostly empty. I drop my fork onto the table
noisily and lift his plate out from under him. I move around the table quickly
filling up Kaiba’s plate with more food. Then I set it down in front of him
again and take my own seat. “Now, eat, Kaiba!”“Why should
I? There are circumstances that are just beyond comprehension, Wheeler,” Kaiba
says throwing my own words back at me, “You couldn’t possibly be able to
understand everything that goes on within my home and within my life. I don’t
understand it all, and I live with it. But I refuse to put that weight on
anyone else around me. I haven’t dated anyone because I won’t risk getting them
into some mess because of my life.”“Is that
true?” I whisper.Kaiba meets
my gaze, and I know in an instant what his answer is. “Yes.”I slide
from my chair and wrap my arms around Kaiba’s neck. I hold him tenderly and
press up against him.Kaiba winds
his arms around my waist and pulls me into his lap as we share our embrace. We
have more in common than we are willing to admit.“Would you
like me to leave you two alone?” asks Mokuba in between bites of food.I blush as
I look at Kaiba, but I don’t move from his lap. My stomach growls.“No need,
Mokuba,” says Kaiba gently pushing me from his lap, “Our puppy really needs to
eat now. So we can continue this at another time.”I sit down
in my own chair and start to eat.“Joey, do
you think you could sing a song for us after dinner?” asks Mokuba.“What?” I
ask and my eyes bulge. I can’t let Kaiba hear me sing! He’ll… he’ll… he’ll know
me!“You sing,
puppy?” asks Kaiba, “Well then you must sing for us tonight.”“And what
if I refuse?” I cross my arms over my chest.“Consider
it repayment for the food you’ve eaten here,” says Kaiba, “unless you want me
to charge you for the hundreds of dollars of puppy chow I’ve given you.”“So… I sing
tonight, but what if I come to eat here other days too? You offered me food
whenever I was hungry. Would I have to repay you for that as well?” I reply stiffly.“No… One
song will provide you with all the food you can eat,” says Kaiba.I nod and
smile. “Okay then. I can live with that.”We eat in
silence for a while. Then we all head into the living room, and I look through
the lists of CDs to provide background music for my voice.I pick a CD
and look through the songs before placing it in the stereo and tuning into the
song I want. I look at the brothers sitting on the couch together with a little
room in between them but not enough for me to sit down without having them
move. I begin to sing as the music comes out of the speakers around the room.
“Hey. If we can’t find a way out of these problems then maybe we don’t need
this, standing face to face. Enemies at war we build defenses and secret hiding
places.”Mokuba
stares at me in awe at my stunning tenor voice.“I might
need you to hold me tonight. I might need you to say it’s all right,” I sing
while staring into Seto’s pure blue eyes, “I might need you to make the first
stand because tonight I’m finding it hard to be your man.”Kaiba licks
his lips as I start to sway to the music.“Hey. More
than angry words I hate this silence. It’s getting so loud. Well, I want to
scream,” I sing. I have to remember to lay off the charm. I can’t let him know.
“But bitterness has silenced these emotions. It’s getting hard to breathe so
tell me isn’t happiness worth more than a gold diamond ring?” I continue to
sing as I approach Kaiba’s position on the couch, “I’m willing to do anything
to calm the storm in my heart. I’ve never been the praying kind, but lately
I’ve been down upon my knees. Not looking for a miracle, just a reason to
believe.”Kaiba grabs
me by the waist and pulls me into his lap. He strokes my lower back as I
straddle him.“I might
need you to hold me tonight. I might need you to say it’s all right. I might
need you to make the first stand because tonight I’m finding it hard to be your
man!” I sing, “Do you remember not long ago? When we used to live for the
nighttime, cherish each moment. Now we don’t live we exist. We just run through
our lives, so alone. That’s why you’ve got to hold me.”“I am
holding you,” whispers Kaiba pulling me even closer to him.“Hey. If we
can’t find a way out of these problems then maybe we don’t need this, standing
face to face. Enemies at war we build defenses and secret hiding places.”Mokuba
watches Kaiba and me with our bodies intertwining in such an intimate way. He
smiles at us.“I might
need you to hold me tonight. I might need you to say it’s all right,” I sing,
“I might need you to make the first stand because tonight I’m finding it hard
to be your man.”One of
Kaiba’s hands moves up to my neck, and he pulls me closer as he licks his lips.
He looks desperate. He looks desperate to kiss me. He looks desperate for
me. He looks the way I feel!I move
closer, but I bypass Kaiba’s lips to kiss him on the cheek and whisper into his
ear, “We can’t do this, Kaiba.”Kaiba tries
to pull me close as I pull away from him. He never realized I could be that
strong when I want to be.“I need to
get home. I promised Serenity that I would be home when she called tonight,” I
say looking away from both Kaiba brothers.“I’ll have
the limo take you home,” says Kaiba breathlessly.Dammit.
Next time I say I need to lay off the charm, that means no charm at all!
I nod and walk out of the living room.Mokuba
hurries after me to speak to the limo driver for me. “What’s happening with you
and my brother?”“What do
you mean, Mokuba?” I reply.“You two
were totally about to start fucking in there!” exclaims Mokuba, “I’m sure the
reason he’s not driving you home is because he needs to go take an ice
shower! Joey… I know that you love him, and I know that he loves you very
much!”“I think I
could use a cold shower myself,” I say chuckling. “I think we were about to
start fucking. I think that’s what I was afraid of. That’s why we had to stop.
I’m a virgin, Mokuba, and I’m not ready to have sex. If I stayed in his arms a
moment longer, I would have been the one to end up hurting in the end.”Mokuba nods
as we head outside.The limo
driver opens the door for me. “Mr. Wheeler.”I climb
into the back of the limo.“Did my
brother call you?” asks Mokuba.The limo
driver nods briskly as he closes the door. “I will take care of everything.”“Thank you,
and be careful with him,” whispers Mokuba, “He’s going to be my brother’s
boyfriend. I just got to get them together.”I blush
slightly in my knowledge that Mokuba doesn’t know I can hear him.The limo
driver climbs into the driver’s seat, and I relax as we move along the street.I head into
my house not long after and lock myself in my room. I dial Serenity’s number on
my cell phone, a gift from my boss Selene so that whenever he needed my special
help he could just call me.“Hello…
Wheeler residence! Serenity speaking!”“Hey,
little sister!” I exclaim into the phone.“Jojo,”
hisses Serenity quietly, “I’m going to take this in the other room. Hold on,
okay?”I nod
before Serenity puts me on hold.After a
long, tense moment, the line picks up again. “Hey, Jojo!”“Siren!” I
exclaim happily, “I’ve got great news!”“What is
it, Jojo?” asks Serenity.“There’s
another duel monsters tournament! Kaiba gave me an invite!” I exclaim with a
wide grin on my face, “I’m gonna duel!”“I’ll be
there cheering for you, Jojo!” exclaims Serenity; her happiness clearly sounds
in her voice.“You’d
better be there, Siren! I can’t duel without my heart beside me.”“And I
wouldn’t dare miss it!” Serenity sighs on the other side of the phone line. “Joey…
Jono… Jojo… I’ve been thinking a lot recently, about what that fortune teller
said.”“Lady Raven
is a quack. I mean… she knows her stuff all right,” I say, “but our Mentor sent
her. I think that she was supposed to tell us that it’s time for me to quit
hiding behind my mask as Joey. But it’s not really a mask at all!”“I know,
Joey,” says Serenity.“You know…
I miss the days when Jono and Jojo were getting into trouble together and
little Siren was tagging along for the fun of it all!”“I miss
that too, Joey,” says Serenity.I hear a
muffled sound on the other end of the line.“I’m sorry…
I have to go, Joey,” whispers Serenity.“Good
night, Serenity.”“Oh, I hope
so,” whispers Serenity, “bye.”“Bye.” I
hang up the phone and grab my jacket before heading out to go to work.* * *
The next
two weeks fly by in a blur.I keep
heading to Kaiba’s house for dinner, and he drives me home. We haven’t done
anything with each other. He looks at me with that same look in his eyes, but
he doesn’t try to touch me or kiss me again. I don’t know whether to be glad
about that or completely and utterly depressed.Here I am
again, nearly five in the morning after having sung and danced for hours before
with my ‘lessons’ in between, dancing on stage dressed up as a girl. “When I
was just a little girl, my momma used to tuck me into bed, and she’d read me a
story. It always was about a Princess in distress and how a guy would save her
and end up with the glory. I’d lie in bed and think about the person that I
want to be. Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn’t for me…”The crowd
is getting especially riotous. They don’t act this way often, so we have extra
bouncers in the room, and I’m confined to the middle of the stage.“I don’t
wanna be like Cinderella, sittin’ in a dark old dusty cellar, waiting for
somebody, to come and set me free. I don’t wanna be like Snow White waiting for
a handsome prince to come and save me on a horse of white,” I sing as I shake
my body seductively, “unless we’re riding side by side. Don’t want to depend on
no one else. I’d rather rescue myself!”Mako and
Nicolitta stand together at the door into the bar. They both wear their street
clothes, and they smile at me when my eyes turn towards them.“Someday
I’m gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart, and mind, who’s not afraid to
show that he loves me. Somebody who will understand I’m happy just the way I
am! Don’t need nobody taking care of me,” I sing thrusting my hips forward, “I
will be there for him just as strong as he will be there for me. When I give
myself then it has to, got to be, an equal thing!”My mind
drifts to Serenity while I attempt to sing. I’m doing this for her. I’m doing
this for me. I’m doing this for Jono and Jojo. I’m doing this because I’m strong
and because I’m weak. I’m doing this for freedom!“I don’t
wanna be like Cinderella, sittin’ in a dark old dusty cellar, waiting for
somebody, to come and set me free. I don’t wanna be like Snow White waiting for
a handsome prince to come and save me on a horse of white,” I sing running my
hands along my heated skin, “unless we’re riding side by side. Don’t want to
depend on no one else. I’d rather rescue myself!”A man in
the back of the room whistles at me.“I can slay
my own dragons! I can dream my own dreams! My knight in shining armor is me, so
I’m gonna set me free!” I sing passionately. This song is about me. I am going
to be my own hero.Mako nods
to me before he turns around and leaves.Nicolitta
smiles before following Mako.“I don’t wanna
be like Cinderella, sittin’ in a dark old dusty cellar, waiting for somebody,
to come and set me free. I don’t wanna be like Snow White waiting for a
handsome prince to come and save me on a horse of white,” I sing as I turn my
back to the audience so they can get a good look at my wiggling butt, “unless
we’re riding side by side. Don’t want to depend on no one else. I’d rather
rescue myself!”The crowd
bursts into applause causing quite a ruckus.I see the
bouncers waving me off the stage as they move into the audience. I bow quickly
and hurry off stage. I take a deep breath of air as I reach the safety of my
dressing room.A man sits
on the bed wearing an eagle-head mask and a crisp, crimson business suit. Yeah…
that’s my boss, Selene, for you. “Hello, Jojo. How was the performance?”“Hi,
Selene,” I say flopping down on the bed beside him, “The night’s been going
well for me. Everyone left me satisfied, and I sang my best.” I yawn.“I hear
that the Big Bad CEO is holding an invitation only tournament,” says Selene,
“Did you get an invitation by any chance?”“Yes, I
did. I think he’s in love with me,” I say. Why did I just blurt that out?Selene
bursts out laughing.“Did I just
say what I think I said? The Big Bad CEO couldn’t love anybody other than
Little CEO!” I exclaim.“You know
that isn’t true, Joey,” says Selene finally calming his laughter, “He was quite
fond of you when you were… what? Eleven? Twelve?”“I was ten
actually,” I say keeping my eyes trained on the floor. “The year everything I
cared about was taken from me.”Selene
pulls me into his lap as he sees me sinking into myself. He wraps his arms
around me to comfort me. “Joey…”“Everything
was taken from me that year. He was the first thing to go…” I sob and bury my
face in Selene’s shoulder. “Everything…”“Not
everything,” whispers Selene, “You still have your life, and you can get back
everything you lost… almost the exact same way you had it before.”“Do you
actually believe that? You know what’s supposed to happen to me on my next
birthday! Do you really think that I could just change all that and be who and
what I really want to be?” I ask pushing myself away from Selene. I wipe the
tears from my eyes as a deep rage boils my blood.“Honestly,
Joey.” Selene sighs. “I know that there are ways to prevent your inevitable
pain of trying to live up to your parents’ unrealistic expectations of you.”I scoff.
“I dislike
the Big Bad CEO, but I know that if you want to be with him, you can!”“What if I
don’t want to be with him but I don’t want to do what my parents wish either?”
I ask.“I’m your
Mentor, Joey, and I will help you with whatever you decide,” says Selene.I growl in
frustration. “What the hell were we talking about? Dammit. Big Bad CEO’s
tournament! I don’t know how long it’s going to be for, but I’ll need that time
off!”“I know,
Joey. I wouldn’t expect you to work unless it was an absolute emergency,” says
Selene, “And even then it would have to be a Supreme Higher Power level
emergency.”“Great!
That’s settled! Um… I’m… I’m tired,” I say keeping my eyes averted, “Maybe I
should go home and get some sleep. I have school in a couple hours. And… uh… I
have some paperwork to fill out. I have the deposit for the apartment I want to
buy. So I have the loan papers to write up.”“How much
more money do you need to buy the apartment outright?” asks Selene.“Well…
since I’m so young and I can’t get any assistance buying the place… I need a
humungous deposit… I swear, it must be two-thirds of the asking price! I’ve got
eighty grand saved up for the deposit, and they’re asking for another twenty
after that. So… I need the loan for twenty grand,” I say, “Twenty grand… Oh, if
I need it, would I be able to get an advance on my next paycheck? I’ll need
some cash for food and stuff.”“What if I
give you an advance for the twenty grand?” asks Selene, “You could work it off
by doing all of your singing free for a while. Then you’d just be getting paid
for lessons taught.”“Can I
think about it?”“Of
course.”I nod.
“Go home
and get some sleep now, Joey,” says Selene.“Um… yeah.”
I hug Selene quickly before hurrying behind a wooden room divider to change
into my street clothes. I hear the door close as Selene leaves me alone. After
I’m dressed, I leave the club and head back home. I climb into bed and fall
asleep.* * *
I wake up
with a kick to my ribs. I gasp and look around, but the entire room is dark. I
know he’s here.My father
stands behind me. He grabs the back of my neck and pushes me down onto the
mattress so I’m forced to lie on my stomach. He pulls my pants down as he
hisses, “Little bitch!”I hiss in
pain as my father, the strongest bastard I’ve never been able to beat in a
fight, pushes his engorged erection into my rear entrance.He holds me
down as he tears into me.I don’t
even have enough air in my lungs to try to struggle against him. I try to
breathe as he slides in and out of my body. I feel my blood start to flow and
lubricate my passage and his penis within me. Tears fall down my face. I start
to chuckle silently to myself as my mind races back to my night at work and a
song that I had performed as Jono. I hear those words again, echoing through my
ears and drowning out the sounds of my father pleasuring himself on my body. ‘If
only I could get through this, I gotta get through this. I gotta get through
this. I gotta get through this. I gotta make it, make it, make it through! I
gotta get through this. I gotta get through this! I gotta take my, take my mind
off you!’A loud moan
interrupts my thoughts, and I struggle slightly. I cry out in pain as my father
pounds into me harder and faster.‘Give me
just a second and I’ll be all right. Surely one more moment couldn’t break my
heart. Give me ‘til tomorrow then I’ll be okay. Just another day and then I’ll
hold you tight.’ Seto! Seto! I want you to hold me! This wouldn’t be so bad
if this were Seto! I would accept this pain if it were Seto’s doing. ‘When
your love is falling like the rain, I close my eyes and it falls again. When
will I get the chance to say I love you? I pretend that you’re already mine.
Then my heart ain’t breaking every time I look into your eyes…’“So tight
for me,” moans my father, but it isn’t his voice I hear.I bury my
face into my pillow so that I don’t risk opening my eyes and seeing that the
fantasy of being in Seto’s bed with him is not the reality. ‘If only I could
get through this. If only I could get through this. If only I could get through
this! God, gotta help me get through this. I gotta get through this. I gotta
get through this. I gotta make it, make it, make it through! Said I gotta get
through this. I gotta get through this! I gotta take my, take my mind off you!’Seto’s
hands grip my waist painfully tight and force me to arch back onto him.‘Give me
just a second and I’ll be all right. Surely one more moment couldn’t break my
heart. Give me ‘til tomorrow then I’ll be okay. Just another day and then I’ll
hold you tight.’ Oh, Seto! I love you!A feral,
possessive growl almost snaps me out of my fantasy, but my mind twists the
sound into my fantasy.Seto! My
dragon! Growl for me! Prove to the world that I belong to you! Prove that I am
your puppy! ‘When your love is falling like the rain, I close my eyes and it
falls again. When will I get the chance to say I love you? I pretend that
you’re already mine. Then my heart ain’t breaking every time I look into your
eyes…’Seto moans
loudly as he fucks me faster.‘If only
I could get through this. If only I could get through this. If only I could get
through this! God, gotta help me get through this. If only I could get through
this! God, gotta help me get through this. If only I could get through this!
God, gotta help me get through this. If only I could get through this!’ My
eyes open wide as I feel the burning hot liquid spill into my body. I gasp,
“Seto!”My father
pulls out of me and pats me on the back of my head. “For a boy, you make a good
little bitch. That was the best fuck you’ve ever given me! We’ll try that again
when you get home from school!”I shiver in
disgust as I pull my pants up, and my father leaves my bedroom. I wipe the
tears from my eyes. I climb from bed and check to see my father passed out in
his bedroom before I head into the bathroom to take a bath and wash the filth
from my skin. I can’t believe that I was imagining Seto… Kaiba fucking
me. What I have even more trouble believing though is how good that idea made
me feel.I climb
from my bath and hurry to get ready for school. I grab a breakfast bar as I
head out of this hellhole, and I start to eat it as I make my way towards the
school. I’m hurt, but I’ll live. I don’t even show any signs of being raped. I
hide it that well.“Joey!”
calls Yugi as soon as he sees me. He smiles and waves happily.I pick up
my pace a little and hurry towards Yugi. “Hey, Yug’!”
“Are you about ready for
Kaiba’s tournament?” asks Yugi as soon as I reach him, and we start to walk
towards the school together.“I have my
deck all prepped and ready to go!” I exclaim, “And Serenity’s going to come to
watch me duel!”“Tristan
and Duke had better watch themselves then,” says Yugi innocently.I sigh.
“You know… she doesn’t like them. She thinks they make great friends, but she
isn’t interested in either of them. She likes someone else. She always has.”“Oh! A
longtime crush! Anyone I know?” asks Yugi.“Maybe… who
all do you know?” I joke.Yugi
laughs.I smile at
Yugi as we walk onto the school grounds.“Hey, Joey!
Yugi!” exclaim our friends as they hurry up to us.“Hey guys!”
exclaims Yugi.“Hi,
everyone,” I say.“Hey, Joey!
Is Serenity going to come for Kaiba’s tournament?” asks Duke.“Leave my
sister alone!” I growl.“Down,
mutt!” exclaims Kaiba walking past me.I turn
around and lunge at Kaiba, grabbing him and pulling him down to the ground with
me. Unfortunately for me, he lands on top.Kaiba
raises an eyebrow at me. “If you’re really that anxious to be sprawled out
beneath me, all you had to do was ask.”“Shove it,
Kaiba!” I snap.“Spread
your legs a little more for me, and I will shove it,” Kaiba whispers into my
ear, “As hard and as fast as you want.”My heart
starts pounding as the blood rushes to two completely different places of my
body. Not only am I blushing, but I’m also fighting against my self to try to
prevent me from doing exactly as he asked so that he can ‘shove it’ hard and
fast into me. My voice sounds weak and fragile as I speak, “Get off me, Seto.”Kaiba
climbs up and pulls me to my feet. He ruffles my hair. “Silly puppy.”I humph as
I turn and walk away from everyone to head into the building.“Kaiba? Why
do you always fight with Joey?” asks Yugi.I glance
back to see the small smirk on Kaiba’s face.“I would
think that should be obvious,” says Kaiba.“It is… I
was just hoping to hear you admit that you love Joey,” says Yugi.“In your
dreams, Yugi!” exclaims Kaiba.I walk into
the building and head towards the classroom.* * *
I fidget
all throughout dinner.“Is
something wrong, puppy?” asks Kaiba after Mokuba heads off to play a little
before going to bed.I shift in
my seat. After having gotten home expecting my father to be out getting drunk
only to find him there and subsequently getting raped again, I’m feeling a bit
sore. “I’m fine.”Kaiba
raises an eyebrow at me. “You don’t look fine.”“Well…” I
sigh. I won’t tell him the truth. “I got into a fight with my dad after school,
and I think I pulled a muscle. But I’m okay, really.”“You’re not
okay,” says Kaiba standing, “Come with me, puppy.”I stand up
from the table. “Where are we going?”“Just
come,” says Kaiba, “What muscle do you think you pulled?”“A muscle
in my lower back,” I say, “Now where…?”Kaiba
shoots a glare over his shoulder at me, and I shut my mouth. He leads me into
the living room where he takes the cushions from the couch and drops them onto
the floor.“Kaiba?
What are you doing?” I cock my head to the side curiously.Kaiba looks
at me and smiles, a genuine smile that melts my heart. “Lie down here on your
stomach, puppy, and don’t argue.”I take a
deep breath and obey the command. “I’m not a puppy.”“But you
obey just like one,” says Kaiba setting his hands on my lower back.I gasp as
pain shoots up my spine.“Well, I
found the problem,” says Kaiba as he starts to massage my lower back. “Just
relax.”“Easy for
you to say! You’re not the one in pain!” I snap.Kaiba’s
hands work like miracles to relax the muscles in my back and ease my pain.I relax
beneath his touch. I almost don’t notice when his hands slip beneath the pale
T-shirt I wear.“Let’s take
off this shirt,” whispers Kaiba.I jump when
I feel the fingers against my flesh and I jerk away from him. I reach back to
slap away his hands. I don’t realize that I jar my shoulder when I move. I look
at Kaiba with panic rising in my chest. “Don’t!”Kaiba looks
at me guiltily. “I’m sorry. I’m moving too fast.”I take a
deep breath and exhale slowly. “It’s okay… I’m just… I’ve never… no one’s ever
seen me without clothes or touched me the way you do…”“I
understand.” Kaiba nods. “Lie back down, and we’ll continue on the way we were.
I won’t ask you to remove your shirt again.”“Thank
you,” I say lying back down on my stomach.Kaiba
places his hands on my back again and begins to massage me.I moan in
pleasure at the feelings Kaiba’s hands instill in me. “What time is it? I have
to get home pretty soon, I think. I have some homework left to finish and some
chores to do, and do you have to make this feel so fucking good?”“I’d much
rather it be good fucking,” mumbles Kaiba nearly inaudibly.I blush and
bury my face in my arms.“It’s
nine-thirty,” says Kaiba with a sigh.“I need to
go home,” I say, but I don’t move.“Are you
sure? You could stay here with me,” says Kaiba.“I’m sorry.
I have to go,” I say.“I’ll drive
you home,” says Kaiba standing up.I look at
Kaiba as I stand, and I see the pain and disappointment in his eyes. I wrap my
arms around his neck and pull myself up close to him. I nuzzle his cheek. “I
wish I could stay, but I can’t…”Kaiba wraps
his arms around me so that one hand rests on my shoulder and the other firmly
against my butt. He smiles as I nuzzle him. “I understand, puppy. Come on.
Let’s get you back to your doghouse.”“I’m not
even going to argue with that statement. Compared to this mansion, it is a
doghouse,” I say.Kaiba
laughs as he guides me out of the living room.I love his
laugh.We hardly
talk during the trip back to my house, but when we get there, Kaiba walks me to
the door.“Thanks,
Kaiba. Thanks for everything,” I say turning away from the door and smiling at
him.“You can
call me Seto, puppy,” whispers Kaiba stepping closer to me.I step
backwards, and I press against the wood of the door.Kaiba steps
up close and presses his body against mine.I fit
perfectly up against Seto… Kaiba… Seto.Kaiba licks
his lips and takes my face gently with both hands. He tilts my chin up and
lowers his lips into a chaste kiss. He kisses me again and his tongue slips
from between his teeth to wet my lips.I open my
mouth to the kiss even as I close my eyes.Kaiba
closes his eyes and slides his tongue into my mouth as we kiss.I’m
hesitant at first because I have another person’s tongue in my mouth, but I
respond soon enough and fight back against Seto as he tries to taste me. I push
his tongue out of my mouth and open my eyes to look at him.Seto pulls
back just slightly to take a gasp of air, but he barely inhales before I pull
him back in for another heated kiss. He tenses in slight shock and his eyes
widen as I force my tongue into his mouth. His eyes slide shut as he succumbs
to the pleasure of my kiss.I close my
eyes again and we duel, not with the cards but with our mouths and our tongues.
I pull away breathlessly and move to nip lightly at his neck while I try to
regain my breath.“Come back
to the mansion with me,” whispers Seto.I shiver at
the thought of what could await me just beyond the door, but I have to go to
work. I promised Mako that I’d do something special with him tonight.Seto pulls
away from me and looks into my eyes. “Is this good night?”I nod.
“Maybe next time,” I whisper, “Maybe…”Seto nods
and heads back to the car. He climbs in and watches me until I head into the
house.I hear the
car drive away.Then he
attacks me. “You fucking slut! How much did that snob pay you to fuck my
property?”“He didn’t
pay me anything!” I exclaim.“So you’re
fucking him for free! You whore!” shouts my father, and my world blacks out.************************************************************************
He Drives Me Crazy - Misty Song “Pokemon”
Hold Me – Savage Garden
Cinderella - Cheetah Girls
Gotta Get Through This – Daniel Bedingfield
Naishobanashi – secret talk
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