Regret | By : BishojoShadow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3086 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Marik is the Yami NOT the Hikari.
The amazing thing about sex, Marik thought as he walked down
the hall to his bedroom, is how wonderful you feel afterwards. Almost like, you can take on the whole
world, he told himself, whistling a tune from the now famous musician
Goose. Marik stopped in mid-note as he
opened the door and say the most ravishing vision before him. Ryou was in his bed. Ryou was lying half naked on Marik's red,
velvet sheets, with only a pair of boxers covering his delectable body.
"Oh, God."
Marik groaned to himself, feeling the immediate rush of blood flowing to
his groin.
He had forgotten he had told Joey to give Ryou this room,
thinking they would be sharing it together.
Slowly, as if he couldn't help himself, Marik began walking towards the
massive bed, his eyes locked on the small of Ryou's back. He could see Ryou's side rise and fall with
each breath, a tantalizing feat in the blue moonlight that peered through the
bay window. God, Marik thought, one day
he will be mine. Ryou shifted slightly when Marik's hand came in contact with
his cheek, as he rolled over on his back, his lips parted slightly as he
breathed slowly. Marik leaned closer to his sleeping form as he gently placed
his lips on the other boys. Ryou's eyes flew open as he pushed Marik off him
knocking him off the bed in doing so, he was more startled than anything else
not really meaning to offend the older boy.
"S-sorry...you scared me..." Ryou said looking
back down at the sheets slightly embarrassed.
Marik sat on the floor, stunned tremendously at the amount
of physical force the boy possessed. He
will be an awesome lover, Marik thought; I just have to make him want me.
"It's okay. I
am sorry. I didn't mean to startle
you. You just looked so peaceful,
sleeping like that." He said as he
slowly got to his feet and sat on the edge of the bed. "Are you alright, Ryou? You look somewhat pale. Don't worry though,” Marik added as he began
to take off his shoes, "I can help you."
"I...I'm fine really." Ryou said inching away.
He just had sex with Joey how could he possibly want more?
Ryou thought coming to the edge of the bed. He grabbed the sheet bringing it up
over his legs noticing his lack of clothing and for some reason felt the need
to cover himself. Marik looked at the boy, puzzled. What the hell is wrong with him now, he thought.
"Are you cold, Ryou?
I can get more blankets. Of
course, once I get in bed to sleep, I think you will warm up quite
nicely." Marik said as he reached
to pull down the covers.
Ryou stood taking the sheet with him, so that Marik couldn’t
take it away. He felt his cheeks getting hot and felt stupid, 'of all times to
blush I have to now...why of all times' Ryou said to himself.
"I'm not cold...I’m fine." Ryou said pressing his
body against the wall, waiting to see if he really needed to be worried,
although Marik’s behavior was confirming his intentions by the second. Marik
just looked at Ryou funny.
"Are you going to sleep standing up?" He asked.
"Because if you are, can I have the sheet. I have every intention of getting some sleep
tonight."
Wait a minute, he thought, looking at Ryou. He thinks I am going to fuck him. That isn't
too bad of an idea, Marik smiled to himself.
It's obvious I won't get any sleep next to Ryou anyways. Seeing Ryou just did things to Marik, things
he had no control over.
"Do...do I have to sleep in here?" Ryou asked not
believing him.
Ryou noticed his puzzled expression but his eyes changed so
drastically it made Ryou re-think getting in bed with him.
“Well, unless you want to sleep on deck. All though, I warn you, it looks like it's
going to storm” Marik told Ryou, stretching luxuriously on the bed.
This is actually quite fun, he thought. Watching the panic in Ryou's eyes, as he
kept looking from the door to Marik. Of
course, he could sleep in other rooms.
He just didn't want Ryou to know that.
Marik knew that Ryou wanted him, even if Ryou didn't know it for
himself. Ryou sunk to the floor slightly unhappy. Why was Marik like this?
"Didn't having Joey satisfy you?" Ryou said
looking up at him with his chocolate brown eyes glistening. "Can't we
just...sleep?" Ryou asked although he knew Marik would have what he wanted
in all truth whether or not Ryou protested it.
"What do you mean 'having Joey?" Marik asked suspiciously, peering into
Ryou's tell-tell face.
"You!" Marik exclaimed,
jumping off the bed and towering above Ryou.
"Did it turn you on?"
He asked. "Did you like
watching Joey suck my cock, or did you like me bending him over the bars and
taking him the best? Yeah," he
added. "I bet that was your favorite part. I bet you got all flushed and hot, sitting there watching me fuck
him. I knew you wanted me."
And with that, Marik gently reached down and picked up a red
faced Ryou and gently deposited him on the bed. Ryou looked up at him slightly
angry.
"It was an accident! I was going up to apologize to you
forlingling at you! You're the one who should be ashamed, after all your talk
about love! How can you possible love me, if you making love to somebody
else?" Ryou said the last part a bit calmer not really stunned about being
picked up, he was used to it by now.
"I thought that's what you wanted!" Marik exploded, throwing his hands in the
air. "You sat there and told me I
was hurting you. You sat there and told
me you wanted the choice on what we did.
And since it's clear about what you don't want to do, went and got my
release with someone else. And now, you
are saying I can't even do that! What
the hell is wrong with you?" Marik
said, his hand shaking in rage as he pushed back his hair impatiently. "I
am a flesh and blood man. Do
und
understand that? My entity may not be,
but my body needs what every man needs.
And if you aren't willing to give it to me, I have to find someone who
is." Marik stood there, tall and
proud, panting with his anger and desire for Ryou. “That wasn’t making love
either, that was just fucking.” He added.
He looked at Ryou who kept opening and closing his mouth, as
if he had something to say, giving Marik a tempting view of his tongue. Wait, he thought, Ryou just said he was
going to apologize to me. To me? Why?
I thought he hated me.
"That’s not how a relationship works! You're supposed
to wait till the one you love is ready for that kind of contact...and wait
patiently not go and release your frustrations on the nearest body." Ryou
sat up "And you do hurt me, I know half the time you don't mean too...but
it still hurts." Ryou said looking away.
"You love me."
Marik said, not as a question, but as an age-old knowledge. "I knew it. That's why you were going to apologize, isn't it?" Marik studied Ryou, admiring his smooth
shoulder lines. "I am
sorry." He said, dropping his eyes
to the floor. "If I had known it
was going to hurt you in any way, I wouldn't of been with Joey. I swear." He added.
For the first time in his life, Marik was truly ashamed.
Ryou swallowed a bit unnerved by the sincerity in Marik's voice not really
knowing how to react to it, he bit his lower lip trying to think of a reply
although when he opened his mouth no words came out.
"Do you realize what it means to love someone,
Ryou? Do you realize what you are
doing? To love someone is to ache for them
twenty-four hours a day. To constantly
feel their presence. The thought only seemed to do the impossible, make Marik harder.
Tears cascaded down Ryou’s soft delicate features, as he
looked up at Marik still not understanding why he was acting so sincerely and
if he cared so much why didn’t he ever say anything to him. He wasn’t crying
because he was sad, he was actually quite happy now understand why his emotions
were so mixed up…but nonetheless he still wasn’t sure if he loved Marik or not.
“How can I realize love if I’ve never experienced it?” Ryou
asked looking up at Marik his eyes shinning like diamonds.
"You will learn, my love. And soon, you will wonder what you ever did without it, with out
me." Marik added huskily. "Let me show you. Open up to me." He said as he slowly reached out a hand and
started caressing Ryou's bare shoulder.
"I can make it not hurt. I
can show you all the wondrous ways my body can tell you how much I love you. Just give me a sign. Tell me what you want, and I will make all
your dreams and fantasies come true."
Marik gently pushed Ryou on his back as he laid himself on
top of Ryou gently kissing his neck and shoulder. Ryou closed his eyes letting
his body react to the feeling. He wrapped his legs around Marik’s waist letting
his knees gently caress his sides as he brought Marik’s lips to his own in a
soft dem demanding kiss. Marik was taken aback slightly, completely
un-expecting the soft and persuasive lips that sought for his. At the same time, he feyou'you's hand
exploring in between their two bodies, tracing the line of brittle hair to
Marik's swollen hardness, teasing, and then moving aside to play with his inner
thighs. Marik began to rub his body, up
and down Ryou's, pushing his groin against Ryou's, excitedly noting how rock
hard he was. Ryou pulled away from Marik stopping their kiss, withdrawing his
hands and looking at Marik curiously. Ryou hugged him pressing his body firmly
against Marik's allowing his hands to run through Marik's hair. Ryou smiled
even though Marik couldn’t see him.
"I'm really an idiot sometimes..." Ryou said a
soft laugh escaping his lips "I knew you loved me but I refused to accept
it, I’m sorry for yelling at you all those times and saying such terrible
things." Ryou said releasing him and looking at him eyes shinning. "I
love you..." Ryou said taking a breath afterward and smiling at Marik
softly a few tears escaping his eyes.
"No harm, no foul." Marik told him, his voice not showing the emotions that were
surging through him.
He loves me, he thought gleefully. I knew he would.
"I love you too."
He said as he reached over and licked one of Ryou's tears off his face,
starting at the corner of his mouth.
Ryou caught Marik's tongue pulling it into his mouth,
sucking upon it gently. He smiled slightly seeing the slightly shocked
expression on Marik's face and he let go. He ran his hands down Marik’s shirt
feeling his muscles beneath it as he pulled it up taking one of Marik’s nipples
into his mouth biting down gently and soothing it with his tongue.
Marik slowly dropped to the bed, relishing the feeling of
Ryou's mouth on his body. He couldn't
ever remember any one else who excited Marik this much. Ryou was like a gift from the God's of
passion. And then Ryou's mouth started
trailing south,ardsards the enticing rings of blonde hair in-between Marik's
legs. Marik let out a gasp as he
realized if Ryou was to go down there right now, it would all be over too
quickly.
"Come here, you wanton thing, you."
Marik said as he slid off the bed taking Ryou with him and
making him bend over the bed. Marik stayed
on his knees and with his hands began caressing and teasing the two delectable
cheeks in front of them. I know, he
thought, as he spread Ryou's butt cheeks, his tongue seeking the tiny hole
in-between. He slowly circled it with
his tongue, than gently began to invade the tiny little space with his tongue
and finger. Ryou squeaked slightly when Marik did this, no matter how good it
felt he was still slightly afraid, it had hurt so many times before.
Unconsciously his body tensed as he gripped the sheets although he knew Marik
wasn’t going to try and hurt him he seemed to do it anyway.
"Don't tense, love." Marik said, noticing the death grip Ryou was giving the sheets.
He removed his
finger, and ted ted making love to Ryou again with his tongue. He started thrusting his tongue in and out,
knowing very well what wonderful sensation that could bring; relishing the
feeling as Ryou unconsciously clenched and unclenched himself around Marik's
tongue. He noticed with satisfaction,
that Ryou was no longer gripping the sheets, and seemed to be thoroughly
enjoying his new sensation. Ryou's breath came in short gasps, how wonderful it
felt as Marik pleasured him with his tongue. Ryou slightly cursed himself for
all the times he could have enjoyed himself but refused. He trembled slightly
when Marik’s movements sped up as he thrust one of his fingers inside his
passage. He arched his back at the sensation before letting himself rest back
down on the soft silken sheets as he panted slightly when Marik paused a short
moment allowing Ryou to adjust before he continued. Marik began to slowly move
his finger, stroking the inside of Ryou.
He was right, Marik suddenly realized, he is small. Moreover, never once did I try and stretch
him before I entered him. It will be
different this , he, he decided. He
began to move his finger in small circles, feeling the resisting muscles slowly
relax. Ryou began to move, trying to
take more of Marik's finger in him.
Marik smiled at him knowingly, and inserted his second middle finger
into Ryou, feeling him stretch, and started moving his hand in the back and
forth rhythm. Ryou moaned at the
sensation, arching his back and gripping the sheets. Marik smiled as he moved
his fingers in a scissor motion stretching Ryou even further making him gasp
and his muscles tighten around his fingers, then slowly relax. Ryou whimpered
as he inserted a third finger and slowly drew them in and out of him making him
toss his head from side to side.
"Marik...p-please..." Rsaidsaid in-between gasps
clasclass=MsoNormal>"Is it too much?""N-no..." Ryou said softly as he smiled to himself
hearing how concerned he actually was "Please take me further." Ryou
said closing his eyes
Marik felt like a God.
Having Ryou want him, to beg for him, was the best high he had ever
had. He began moving his hand again,
back and forth, pounding into Ryou.
"Do you want me?
Are you ready for me?"
Marik asked, silently pleading with himsthatthat Ryou would say yes so
he could release this pent up feeling Ryou always caused in him. Ryou gasped
when he began to slam his fingers in and out of him.
"You shouldn't...tease me." Ryou said whimpering.
"No more then, my love, no more!" he vowed as he
stood up and deposited Ryou onto the bed, keeping him on his hands and knees,
his butt at the edge of the bed.
Standing, Marik spit in his hand, rubbing the saliva all
over his dick. With a trembling hand,
he spread Ryou and slowly entered him, trying his best not to just plunge into
his sweetness. Ryou forced himself to relax as Marik entered him with
gentleness and care. He knew he was small and would probably end up bleeding
anyway but didn't care, it was all right. He breathed heavily onto the sheets
wanting Marik to just pound into him but he knew that would probably hurt like
hell, besides good things are worth waiting for he thought feeling Marik slowly
push himself inside. Ryou moaned softly. Marik stopped himself, staying still for
a moment with only the head of his dick inside Ryou, trying to let him get used
to his size. Marik gasped as he felt
Ryou's muscles hugging him.
"You feel so good." He told Ryou, licking his dry lips as he moved just a little
farther into Ryou.
Ryou smiled and pushed backward on Marik's length pushing
Marik’s manhood inside himself further. He turned his head so he could look
into Marik's eyes.
"It's all right...." He said softly "Please don’t make me wait any
longer..." Ryou said looking into his eyes.
Those words were just the encouragement Marik needed. He thrust himself into Ryou, unable to
control himself any longer. He began
pounding into him; hold Ryou's hips still for deeper penetration. Shit, he thought, I am going to come. He screamed as he released his seed into
Ryou, unable to comprehend why Ryou had been able to make him come so
fast. He looked down at Ryou, noticing
how happy he looked, watching Marik as he came. Ryou felt himself tear slightly
when Marik began to pound into him, but didn’t mind, half expecting it anyway.
He smihapphappily at Marik as he pulled out of him lying on his back next to
Ryou. Ryou lifted himself taking Marik's length into his mouth sucking upon him
gently at first knowing how sensitive he would be at the moment but soon picked
up his pace until he felt Marik become hard again. He smiled mischievously as
he straddled Marik’s waist and kissed him softly before impaling himself fully
upon Marik’s manhood. Ryou was surprised when Marik flipped them over so now he
was on. He immediately pulled out of Ryou, yanking him around, and began
lick and sucking Ryou as Ryou thrashed around the bed, gasping for air as he
emptied himself into Marik’s mouth. Ryou whimpered slightly after his release
tears gingging the back of his eyes as he gasped for air. He knew he was
bleeding sliy; hy; he blinked a few times a few tears escaping his eyes when he
did so.
"Why are you crying, you silly goose?" Marik asked indulgently. "That is what you wanted isn't
it?" It sure as hell is what I
wanted, Marik thought, able to still taste the bitter sweetness of Ryou. Ryou
smiled and wrapped his arms weakly around Marik
"Yes..." he whispered exhausted "It's what I
wanted" he said nuzzling Marik's neck as he pulled him closer to him.
He wasn’t meaning to cry, the sensation was new and
different for him that’s why his eyes watered, he moved slightly but cringed at
the slight pain in his legs and backside and stopped his movement.
"Just lay still, baby." Marik told Ryou.
"Drift off to sleep, and when you wake tomorrow we will be able to
start our whole new life together."
Ryou smiled weakly letting himself relax as Marik pulled the
covers around them and held him close. 'New life...' Ryou thought for a moment
his lids becoming heavy as he snuggled closer to Marik despite the pain.
"I...I love you." Ryou said softly and a bit
unsure
“I love you too.” Marik whispered softly in Ryou’s ear.
“Sleep now love, you’ve earned it.” He said softly as Ryou soon slid off into
sleep.
What a beautiful night, Marik thought to himself, knowing he
wouldn't get any sleep. The night held too much magic for him. How wonderful, he thought, I finally found
someone to love.
I hope you enjoyed it! PLEASE REVIEW!!!
While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
All works displayed here, whether pictorial or literary, are the property of their owners and not Adult-FanFiction.org. Opinions stated in profiles of users may not reflect the opinions or views of Adult-FanFiction.org or any of its owners, agents, or related entities.
Website Domain ©2002-2017 by Apollo. PHP scripting, CSS style sheets, Database layout & Original artwork ©2005-2017 C. Kennington. Restructured Database & Forum skins ©2007-2017 J. Salva. Images, coding, and any other potentially liftable content may not be used without express written permission from their respective creator(s). Thank you for visiting!
Powered by Fiction Portal 2.0
Modifications © Manta2g, DemonGoddess
Site Owner - Apollo