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I Never Knew	By : BishojoShadow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3155 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Huza! Another update
sorry I�m being slow with all this, its no intentional please be patient, I
always finish my stories, I hope you like chapter 6 to �I Never Knew� ENJOY!!!

Lost in time I can't
count the words

Said when I thought they went unheard

All of those harsh thoughts so unkind

'Cos I wanted you

�Never knew what?� Seto pressured feeling horrible for
trying to bring something so painful out of the fragile boy who was already
crying.
�I can�t say anything!� Ryou practically wailed as he got
out of bed and headed for the door but Seto stopped him.
�Ryou please!� Seto said holding the boy firmly which seemed
to only make him more frantic.
�Let go!� He screamed and thrashed until he broke down into
uncontrollable sobs and could barely stand on his own two legs.
Seto picked him up, carried him back to the bed, and waited
until Ryou�s cries had subsided as he rocked the youth in his arms.
�Please Ryou at least tell me what has happened to you.�
Seto asked softly.

(And) now I sit here
I'm all alone

So here sits a fucking mess, tears fly home

A circle of angels, deep in war

'Cos I wanted you

Tears fell from
Ryou�s eyes although he made no sound whatsoever. He wanted to tell Seto to
tell him all his troubles and all his pain, but he didn�t want to burden the
CEO he already had a company to take care of and a brother he didn�t need
anymore responsibility. He pulled away form Seto.
�I want to tell you,
I wish I could�I fear I would burden you though, you already have so much on
your shoulders as it is how can I ask you without feeling guilty?� Ryou said a
bit sadly.

Weak as I am, no
tears for you

Weak as I am, no tears for you

Deep is I am, I'm no ones fool

Weak as I am

�Just tell me what
happened? How and what does Yugi have to do with this�at least tell me that
much.� Seto pleaded
Ryou sighed, �He was
in love with Yugi�� Ryou said trailing off
�So? Is that grounds
to hurt you?� Seto asked
�No�but Yugi
rejected him�because he said he was in love with me.� Ryou said holding himself
slightly. �He blames me for Yugi rejecting him.� Ryou said softly.
�But you and Yugi
are not even together�from what I heard he asked you out, but you declined.�
Seto said
�I don�t feel that
way about Yugi�I never did, I tried to explain that to him but he wouldn�t
listen to me.� Ryou said sniffling slightly.
�But that was a
while ago�why is he still hurting you?� Seto asked, �What exactly does he do to
you?� Seto asked
�He thinks I
rejected Yugi so that he would leave me alone, but it only mad him angrier at
me saying I shouldn�t hurt one as pure as him�that Yugi deserves the best even
if what I am is tainted�I am the one he wants and it was wrong of me to reject
the light�because that is what I am �supposed� to be as he put it.� Ryou said

And what am I now
but loves last home

I'm all of the soft words I once owned

If I opened my heart, there'd be no space for air

'Cos I wanted you

Seto paused
reflecting on one word �tainted� he wanted to ask but decided to save it for a
later time than now.
�Ryou, it sounds
like a Yami iing ing this to you, they are the only ones who would care about
you being a Hikari�but Marik and Bakura are away the only one left is Yami
himself�but it doesn�t fit how and who Yami is.� Seto said connecting the dots.
�I know�but you
asked, I just told you what has been happening and you don�t believe me, which
is fine�just don�t mention it to him�he�d be really angry with me if he found
out I said something to you about it.� Ryou said stepping from the bed.
He shouldn�t have
been so stupid to think that anyone would believe that Yami was hurting him,
Bakura possibly even Marik could fit the description�but Yami not in most
people�s wildest dreams would hurt a Hikari.
�I didn�t say I
didn�t believe you Ryou.� Seto said grabbing his arm
Ryou looked at him
tears in his eyes �But you don�t have to say it, I know you don�t believe me! I
didn�t believe it the first time either; I thought it was all a bad dream at
first! I�I wish it had been.� Ryou yelled holding his head upon remembering
that horrible night upon others.

FLASHBACK

�Hanashite!� Ryou
pleaded with Yami as he tried to break free from his grasp although Yami was
much stronger.
�You�ve begged me
before Ryou and it never does any good what makes you think I will answer you
pleas now?� Yami asked smugly throwing Ryou face down on the couch.
�Onegai yameru��
Ryou said meekly
�No, I don�t think
so�� Yami said unbuckling Ryou�s pants and making it to where his legs hanged
over the side of the couch. �You�re in a very tempting position�it would be a
shame not to take advantage of this.� Yami said pulling Ryou�s pants down and
depositing them to the corner of the room.
Ryou tried to get up
to move away from Yami as tears streamed down his face but Yami kept his arm
firmly placed in the small of Ryou�s back making it difficult to move, much
less get away.
�Onegai
Yami�B-Bakura will be home soon and�� Ryou said trying to discourage the
lustful Yami to stop.
�I don�t plan to use
you to long, I�ll finish long before he gets home.� Yami said unzipping his own
pants.
Ryou closed his eyes
as Yami drove into him painfully hard, he hurt Ryou on purpose just to hear him
scream�and Ryou did scream, no preparation was made all that Yami ever did was
drive into him, satisfy his lust, and leave him a broken mess. Ryou cried out
in pain when Yami picked dup his pace almost immediately after driving into
him.
�Itai!� Ryou yelled
although it fell upon deaf ears.
�Damare!� Yami
threatened, �You should just lay there quietly and be happy that I don�t plan
to stay the night, no be quite or I will make sure you�re in more pain than you
would like.� Yami said as he continued hi actions
Ryou cursed Yami in
his thoughts; he wished he could understand why he hated him so much? What did
he do wrong, he turned Yugi down he apologized until his throat was raw and
begged for him to stop until he was blue in the face�but nothing could make him
stop. He wondered what he had done wrong to deserve this type of punishment in
life.

END FLASHBACK

�Ryou�I want to
believe you but�how could it go unnoticed by everyone? I didn�t notice, Yugi
didn�t and Bakura would have surely noticed something was wrong.� Seto said.
�Since when do you
notice me? Since last night if I�m not mistaken�and I avoided Yugi as much as I
could, using his feelings an accuse�although I feel terrible about that.� Ryou
paused �And Bakura didn�t know anything because I blocked him, he was curious
as to why but he didn�t contradict me about me�and Yami did the same to Yugi.�
Ryou said becoming increasingly upset. �This is why I didn�t want to say
anything!� Ryou yelled, �He and I both knew no one would believe me! It�s just
another sad fact that he�s so respected that he could probably end up killing
me and no one would blame him�and the way things are going he is going to end
up killing me!� Ryou yelled, �If you don�t believe me that�s fine just keep
your mouth shut toward Yami.� Ryou said furiously. �I go unnoticed by almost
everyone, I fade into the background�that�s why, I�m guessing of course, Yami
is still causing me all this pain�you don�t even know the half of what he does
to me even, and you don't believe me. What makes you think you�ll change your
mind now or ever?� Ryou said, �just forget I ever came by, just forget
everything I�ve said.� Ryou said wrenching his arm from Seto�s grasp.

With this tainted
soul

In this weak young heart

Am I too much for you

Seto was shocked
about Ryou�s behavior, he never yelled, he did fade into the background, he was
quiet calm Ryou. Seto allowed Ryou to leave but decided it was best to follow
the young Hikari, without Ryou�s knowledge of this.

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