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Title: Frustrations
Part: 6/8+
Author: Usagi
[miakalikestamahome@hotmail.com]
Warnings: lemon,
fluff, masturbation
Genre: Romance, PWP, AU
Pairings: Atemu x
Yuugi
Criticism:
Constructive criticism welcomed

Disclaimer: Nothing
is mine, I don't make money from fanfiction.

Description: 18 year
old Yuugi is fed up with people thinking of him as a young teen thanks to his
small build. He also feels kind of frustrated because so far he has not been in
any kind of relationship. Upon a suggestion from Jonouchi, Yuugi tries out
something new - A Dating Site on the Internet. And there he stumbles upon a
site which awakens a curiosity no one would think 'sweet, shy, little Yuugi
Mutou' possesses.

Thanks to my
betareaders Deb and jkateel for the usual quick work. ^^

***********

Another week had
passed since their first phone conversation. Yuugi lay on his bed, his mobile
phone in his hand, breathing still heavy from what he had just experienced with
the other, not once, but twice this night. Having the phone still near to his
ear, he was able to hear the harsh breathing coming from the other end of the
line. It took them both some time to come down from their high.

In the end, Egyptian
Dreamer was the first one able to speak again.

"So, aibou, what
was it you mentioned earlier in our chat? You will be meeting with your friends
again tomorrow, and so you don't know when you will come online in the
evening?"

Yuugi stifled a yawn,
nodding his head unconsciously, forgetting the other was not able to see it.

"Yes, we will
meet again. We're planning to go to a big party this Friday, and we wanted to
talk about what to wear. One of my friends had this idea about everyone coming
in the same colors maybe, just something to show that we are a group."

"I see,"
Dreamer replied thoughtfully. "Tell me, aibou, where do you usually go
with your friends? And what time will you meet tomorrow?"

"Oh well, we
will meet at our favorite cafe. It's called 'Sakura'. That's our usual meeting
place. They make really, really good hot chocolates by the way. So, you just
have to love that place."

Egyptian Dreamer
chuckled on the other end of the phone.

"You have a
thing for sweet drinks, have you not?" he asked, amusement clearly heard
in his voice. "I've already noticed that during the talks we've had over
the past two weeks."

"Well, I can't
help it, it just tastes so good," Yuugi admitted shyly. "And as I
said, especially in 'Sakura', the hot chocolates are really great. Oh by the
way, we're meeting around three o'clock... why do you want to know for
anyway?"

"Just
curious," the other admitted. "It's not the first time you've met
with your friends and I am just curious as to where you go when you are not
busy chatting here with me. I was also wondering if you and your friends just meet
somewhere in town, or if you go out to discos or such in the evening. So, I
thought if I know around what time you will meet them, I'll be able to guess
what you are doing. I am really surprised though that you people are able to
sit in a cafe for about six hours. I mean, you're not sure when you'll be back
and you meet so early in the day."

"Oh no, you've
got it all wrong," Yuugi replied laughing. "Most of the time we meet
at a later hour. We usually don't spend more than one or two hours in the cafe.
Okay, sometimes it might be three if my best friend stays behind because he is
often waiting for his boyfriend to meet him there after work and so as he won't
be too bored and alone I usually keep him company."

He paused for a
second before he continued.

"But, it's true
that we often meet around town, but mostly in Sakura. At least, I do," he
admitted quietly. "My... friends often go out to the discos and karaoke
bars later but... I don't feel like joining them. Not often anyway."

"Why not?"
Dreamer asked softly. It seemed he had noticed the slight sadness Yuugi held in
his voice. The delicately built duelist sighed.

"I feel... a
little left out," he admitted quietly. "My friends always come with
their boyfriend, or girlfriend. For some time, two of my friends, Honda and
Anzu, hung out with me when all the other couples were dancing. But lately I
have the feeling that something's happened between them. I don't know. At least
they like to dance together a lot. I know they always ask me to join them, but...
the way they dance... I start to feel like I am interfering with something when
I'm present. So I usually leave for the bar and stay there on my own."

"That's really
not good. Your friends should pay more attention to you."

"They do, they really
do, Dreamer," Yuugi affirmed with a small smile on his face, his voice
full of warmth and understanding. "But they are in love and what kind of
friend would I be to deny them their heart's desire to spend time with their
beloved alone? In the end, I am the one who vanishes so they don't have to
worry about me. I always tell them I just hide from the girls which so often
approach me for a date."

He sighed.

"That's another
reason why I dislike discos. Always there are little girls who think I am about
their age, and if we go out later at night, I am always the only idiot who ends
up having to show his identification to confirm that I am old enough to enter
in the disco or visit a bar. My friends think these are the only reasons why I
started to dislike going out lately. They know about my problem with the girls
and my height and I will never tell them that there is another reason why I
don't like to go out so much anymore. They would feel bad and I don't want
that."

Somehow, it was good
to finally have someone to talk to about this. So far, there had been no one he
was able to tell about his frustrations. His friends would normally have been
his first choice, especially Jonouchi, to talk about his problems too. But, in
this case, they were out of question.

But now that he had
Egyptian Dreamer, now that they had started to talk about Yuugi's friends, it
was as if something had snapped and he had not even realized it. But it was a
relief to be able to finally talk about what had been causing his heart to ache
for a long time.

And Dreamer's voice
was soft and calm, full of concern, understanding and even filled with slight
respect when he responded.

"You are a good
friend, aibou. Your friends should call themselves lucky that they have someone
as modest and generous as you by their side and no matter what you may look
like on the outside, on the inside you are far more mature than any other
eighteen year old I know. And this is my sincere opinion."

He paused for a
second before he softly added.

"I think... I
like you a lot, aibou. You are the most wonderful person I have ever met."

Even though Yuugi was
very tired from their former activities, pouring out his heart and also because
it was late, his heart started to pound violently when he heard that last
confession. His lips and throat suddenly felt so dry that he was sure he would
need a whole river to wet them again. And he was not really sure why he felt
such great joy and a deep aching in his insides at the same time.

"I...," he
tried to speak, but Dreamer interrupted him immediately.

"Don't," he
said softly, his voice tender now, something Yuugi had never heard before from
him. "Just don't say anything, aibou. I don't expect you to answer, reply
or anything. But I would be happy if you would accept my words for what they
are - the whole truth, just the way I feel."

The delicately built
duelist was silent for a second, thinking over what the other had said. Then he
smiled, the strange aching and happiness he felt increasing.

"I can do
that," he whispered. "Thank you, Dreamer, thank you so much."

"You are
welcome, aibou," Egyptian Dreamer replied kindly. "And... I know this
won't help you at all in your current position, but... I would like to let you
know that if I had the chance I would offer my accompaniment to you when you go
out with your friends."

"And I would
have happily accepted," Yuugi breathed, now totally flattered.
"Again, I thank you so much, Dreamer. You are one of the kindest people I
have met."

"Thanks,"
the other chuckled quietly. "And now I think it's time you went to bed.
You sound very tired right now."

"Yeah,"
Yuugi yawned. "I think I am. All this has worn me out a lot."

"I can
imagine," Dreamer said and the small built youth could have sworn he could
hear the other grinning on the other end of the phone. "I'll talk to you
tomorrow then?"

"Yes, I very
much hope so," Yuugi replied. "I just don't know what kind of plans
the others have for tomorrow besides discussing Friday night. Though I hope
very much Jonouchi doesn't want to drag me into another of those strange discos
again. He's done that a lot lately after I'd started to retreat from the usual
nightly activities."

"Don't worry,
aibou," the other replied, chuckling again. "I am sure it won't turn
out that bad and I am positive that we will talk to each other during some part
of the day. I'll be waiting for you then. Have nice dreams, aibou!"

"Yes, you too...
well much later," Yuugi added, chuckling when he remembered the time
difference between them. "Bye."

"Bye,
aibou."

***

"FINALLY!"

Jonouchi, who had
spotted his best friend the moment he entered the caf�, yelled and jumped from
his table to greet the other at the door. Yuugi smiled sheepishly at the blonde
before he turned to his other friends to greet them as well.

"Sorry I'm so
late," he apologized and sat down on the same seat bench, Jonouchi had
been sharing with Honda and Anzu. "Jii-chan asked me to do an important
errand for the shop and it took me longer than expected.

"Nyaaa, that's
OK, Rishido and I only arrived a few seconds ago," Marik, who sat in the
opposite seat bench together with his boyfriend Rishido, informed him. "We
were barely able to order our drinks before you arrived."

Yuugi smiled at the
blond thankfully and changed his gaze to look at all his other friends.
Together with Marik and his boyfriend, a tall, dark skinned Egyptian, Ryou and
Bakura were sharing a seat on the same bench. Yuugi blinked though when he
noticed someone still missing.

"Where is
Kaiba-kun?" he asked his best friend, who just sighed and shrugged his
shoulders.

"Work, as
always. Someone at the company has made some stupid mistake and now Seto has to
work overtime to fix it. You all know how he is. He won't be satisfied until he
is assured that everything will flow again when he leaves the office."

"Workaholic,"
was Bakura's only comment, which earned him a small punch to the side from his
boyfriend. Malik was laughing over the statement though and even Jonouchi
couldn't help but grin.

"It's okay,
Ryou, he is right after all," the blond assured. "If it weren't for
Mokuba and me I think he would have been married to his work long ago."

This caused everyone
at the table to chuckle. When they had calmed down again, Anzu was the first to
speak.

"So, since we
are all here now, what are we going to do about Friday night? Are we all in
agreeance about wearing the same kind of clothes?"

"We could wear
all clothes of the same color," Ryou suggested thoughtfully. "I doubt
that every one of us has the exact same kind of clothes at home. Also we know
that some of us prefer jeans over leather and such."

He grinned at Yuugi,
who had taken a deep liking for leather pants after Jonouchi introduced him to
the 'more mature clothes'. Yuugi just grinned back, knowing exactly what Ryou's
statement was meant to say. Anzu and Ryou for example were both not very fond
of leather clothing. The same went for Rishido.

Malik had tried to
get his boyfriend into leather pants once and it ended up in disaster and with
one very upset Rishido. So, of course the tall Egyptian and Anzu were both
nodding eagerly at Ryou's suggestion.

"So, same
colored clothes it is then," Jonouchi stated.

"Black
clothes", Yuugi added casually before turning to the waitress who appeared at the table to ask him for his
drink order. He ordered a Cola and turned back to his friends.

"But black
reminds me of a funeral," Malik protested.

"But you can
look hot in black as well," Bakura objected and grinned at his boyfriend.

"Well,"
Yuugi shrugged and smiled sheepishly. "I fear you have no other choice
here, Malik-kun. Most of my clothes are black and I refuse to wear my school
uniform outside of school. I've noticed that black makes me look more mature.
And as Bakura said, I think black can be hot."

"Wow, Yuugi,
such interesting words out of your mouth," Anzu stated in surprise.
"And here I was thinking that you were a little more mindful of what you
say than the others. Certainly, you have been full of surprises within the last
two weeks. Something happened that we should know about?"

She grinned when
Yuugi turned slightly red. All eyes were now on him as well and he shook his
head quickly.

"No, no, nothing
happened. Why can't I at least once talk as Malik-kun and Jonouchi-kun do so often?
Even Ryou-kun talks like them sometimes and you've never said anything when he
started commenting about someone looking 'hot' or 'sexy'."

With his name
mentioned, it was now Ryou's turn to become red, while Bakura just chuckled.
Jonouchi was grinning, as were most of the others, even Anzu.

"Well,
Yuugi," the blond explained, "in Ryou's case it's understandable,
because of his boyfriend. Sorry to say this so boldly now Bakura, but you
sometimes do have one hell of a bad mouth."

The white-blond just
shrugged and grinned back at the other.

"I don't mind.
It's the truth after all. I am the way I am."

"Gah, whatever,
let's go back to the main topic," Yuugi interrupted, eager for a change of
subject. "So, we all agree on black clothing and everyone is free to wear
whatever kind of clothes they like best?"

The others nodded.

"Well then, we
should discuss the time and the place to meet next," Honda suggested.
"Jonouchi will we get a ride in Seto's car again like the last time?"

Jonouchi nodded and
the friends started to discuss about the time of meeting and some other things
important for that Friday night. Later, when everything was organized, talks
turned to various topics. Like what each other was planning to do with the
remaining holidays that they had left, or if someone already knew what to do
after school since the upcoming year would be their final year.

Often laughter would
break out at the table and Yuugi was really enjoying spending time with his
friends. He hadn't done this a lot lately, because since the beginning of the
holidays, they often met at nights to go to
parties. This was something he joined in less and less for reasons only
a certain chat partner now knew about.

All too soon it was
time for Honda and Anzu to leave. Honda left because he had work to do and Anzu
went because she had dancing lessons in the evening. Her greatest dream was to
become a dancer and she was working hard for it. Yuugi admired her endurance
and strength.

Right after Anzu and
Honda left, Ryou and Bakura said their good-byes as well. They didn't say
exactly what plans they had for the evening but a look at Bakura's face told
Yuugi more than he was comfortable with knowing.

The last to leave
were Malik and Rishido. Malik had promised his boyfriend a date that night.
Lately, they had been so busy at the museum their sister Isis owned that they
didn't have very much free time, and even less alone.

With all of their
friends gone now, Jonouchi and Yuugi were the only ones left. The tall, blond had
already told his best friend that Seto was supposed to pick him up after work
since Jonouchi was going to stay with his boyfriend for the rest of the week.

Knowing this process
from previous experiences, Yuugi offered to keep his best friend company as he
always did; and as always the offer was gratefully accepted.

The two young men
were content just sitting there, ordering some Coke's and talking about this
and that. Jonouchi even tried to get Yuugi to talk about his current favorite
topic - but since the blond had taken too much of a liking in teasing his best
friend about the mysterious chat partner, Yuugi refused to talk about Egyptian
Dreamer again.

Also, there was still
so much he had to come to terms with himself first. Since their last telephone
conversation the night before, Yuugi had not been able to stop thinking about
the other. The delicately built duelist
noticed that he had been thinking about the other a lot since they'd
first met. But after the sudden confession of the previous night, Yuugi's whole
world had been turned upside down.

He dreamt of the
other that night, something which had never happened before. Sure, in the past
a flicker of the other's eyes or a soft spoken voice had haunted his dreams,
but those small appearances had always vanished as soon as they turned up. This
time had been different though. He dreamed of red eyes, soft lips and a deep,
beautiful voice. Even though the dream surely had an erotic feel to it, greater
was the feeling of being safe, of being happy in that presence.

Yuugi woke up from
that dream with a pounding heart and burning eyes. He was still not exactly
sure what he was supposed to think about in regards to that dream and he wasn�t
sure what he was supposed to think about his feelings for Egyptian Dreamer, a
man he didn't even know in reality.

Sighing when he
realized that he had started to think about the other again, he played a little
with the straw in his already empty glass while he listened half heartedly to
whatever it was Jonouchi was telling him. Yuugi was only brought back from his
musings when suddenly a waitress showed up at their table, putting a big cup
containing a steaming, hot drink in front of him.

"Here you go,
one hot chocolate with extra cream," she said and smiled down at a very
confused Yuugi.

"Huh? I didn't
order another drink," he stammered, looking at Jonouchi who seemed at loss
over the whole situation as well. "I am not even sure if I am able to pay
for another chocolate."

The waitress just
shrugged, giving the delicately built teen a small smile.

"Well, the
chocolate has already been paid for and I was instructed to deliver it to this
table, 'to the petite boy with his blond companion'. Maybe you shouldn't think
anything about it and just take it. After all, you don't have to worry about
payment. Enjoy your chocolate."

And with a small wave
of her hand she left them to serve her next customers. Yuugi was still staring
at his cup in disbelief until Jonouchi suddenly started to chuckle.

"I think I
know," he told his delicately built best friend. "I bet this was
Malik's joke. After all, he knows how much you love hot chocolate, even in
summer. He ordered and paid for one more cup before he left with the others and
right now he is hiding somewhere outside, watching our confused faces and
laughing his ass off."

"I don't
know..." Yuugi trailed off, thoughtfully stirring the cream in his
chocolate. "I mean, I know he likes to play pranks on us, but wouldn't he
have ordered something for you as well then?"

"Well, maybe he doesn't
have enough money left to pay for two drinks." Jonouchi weakly offered.
Yuugi still didn't feel really convinced. But, since there was nothing he could
do to solve the current mystery right now, he decided to drink the strange gift
first and worry later.

His best friend
watched in amusement when he took his first sip from the drink and his eyes lit
up in bliss. The blonde knew as well how much the smaller one loved sweet
drinks, especially hot chocolate with cream.

Jonouchi continued
watching the other drinking. This was until he noticed from the corner of his
eye another figure standing not too far away, watching the delicately built
youth as well. Raising an eyebrow in surprise, he moved his gaze fully onto the
stranger, who noticed this and smiled.

Being spotted, it
seemed the foreigner decided to give up his position as a secret observer and
slowly he walked over to their table, his eyes never leaving Yuugi's form for a
second. He only removed his gaze from the delicately built teen once he had
arrived at the table to give a short nod to Jonouchi in greeting.

The blond didn't know
what to say or do, so he looked over at Yuugi. After all, it was obvious that
the stranger seemed to want something from the petite duelist. Said duelist had
stopped drinking his chocolate when he felt the presence of another standing
right beside him.

Blinking, he silently
debated with himself if he wanted to know who had just arrived at their table.
It was obvious to him that it couldn't be Seto. The CEO would never end up
standing beside him, but have already sat down beside Jonouchi by now. Usually
if someone approached his table and stood right in front of him, it always
ended up being one of those far too young girls having mistaken him for a young
boy again.

"Hey!"

TBC...
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