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You Don't Know What You Have Until It's Gone com	By : Wicabeth Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 5029 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Disclaimer: Don�t own Yu-Gi-Oh!

A/N: Jeez, I would have updated much sooner if the other hostess at work would fucking come so I don�t have to keep covering for her!

This chapter is the longest, but I like it.

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"How ya doing these days, Ryou? Ya look a lot happier. I always see ya an' Yug smiling."

Once again, it was lunchtime and the five friends sat in their usual spot while they ate. Ryou had just finished listening to Yugi giggling something in his ear when Joey spoke. The snow-haired teen smiled a genuine, warm smile back.

"I'm doing quite well now, Joey. Yugi and Yami have been most kind in letting me stay with them and they have helped me becoming happier after all that has happened."

Inside, Ryou felt a sadness clutch at his heart, but he did not want to upset anyone again. Truthfully, he was feeling much happier now. Of course, he still has a feeling of incompleteness without his darkness, but he was getting enough affection from his two lively lovers to help ease the pain. He wished he could see Bakura again, even if it were just passing by, but to see his face...

"Joey! You've gotta try some of my lunch! Ryou made it for dinner one night and now Yami and I keep begging him to make it again," Yugi offered a fork to his blonde friend who took it eagerly.

After chewing a mouthful thoughtfully, Joey grinned, "This is great, Ryou. Ya should come over ta my house an' cook sometime. It's not fair that Yug gets ya all ta himself!"

The petite duelist giggled again and hugged onto Ryou tightly, "No way, Joey! We would starve without Ryou. I mean, Yami can't even cook instant noodles without burning something!"

Ryou just blushed and shyly smiled from the praise. He thought also about the new 'relationship' he was starting with the two, tri-color haired teens. He felt unsure the next morning about what they had done and afraid that his friendship would change, but Yami and Yugi only decided to pamper him for the day to show how happy they were. Yugi was much more openly affectionate now and would always find some excuse to remain in physical contact with the other light, whether it be a gentle hand upon the shoulder to a full-scale cuddle like he was doing now.

Yugi didn't go around telling the others about their intimate bond, deciding to let Ryou tell them if and when he was ready. To the smallest, this was merely a form of healing by showing Ryou all the love he could, rather than a committed relationship.

After school, Ryou walked side by side with Yugi as they headed towards the game shop. Yugi was the one to first grasp his hand while they strolled and Ryou was content to return the favor. He even had a tri-color haired head leaning against him towards the end.

Just as they were heading up the walkway, Yugi suddenly stopped and tugged his arm back. His violet eyes looked around the house anxiously.

"What is it, Yugi?"

".. Yami just told me to wait.. He doesn't want us to come in just yet."

Ryou's brow rose slightly, "Did he tell you why?"

"He said he was talking and that we should wait until he says it's okay to come in."

"... Do you know who he's talking to?"

Yugi was quiet for a moment while he communicated through the link. He gave a sudden jump, his features becoming worried, but gave a nod, even though Yami would not be able to see it.

".. Ryou? Bakura is inside right now. Yami wanted to see why and make sure it was safe.. You don't have to go in right now if you don't want to. We could go to the arcade or something for a bit instead."

The pale teen hadn't heard anything after Bakura being inside the shop. He looked at the door, or rather, was looking through the door while he attempted to sneak a listen into Bakura's side of the link. His end was well guarded and Ryou found out very little.

He gathered his courage before stepping inside, Yugi following, and made his way toward the low sound of his darkness' voice. They found the two spirits in the living room, almost appearing to having a civil chat, but Ryou saw Bakura appeared rather beaten.

Rust colored eyes lifted to gaze into chocolate. There was no emotion upon Bakura's face. It was not a frown, but it wasn't a smile, it wasn't anger, but it did not seem to be relief either. He simply looked blank.

"What brings you here, Bakura?" Ryou asked politely.

Yami was the one to step in. He stood and walked over to Yugi's side while he spoke for the other spirit, "He says he wanted to ask a question, but he needed you to go back with him."

Bakura's gaze drifted off as he said simply, "I didn't feel well and I knew you knew where you kept all that medicine shit and what kind I should take. I just need you to show me where and what to take. You can come back afterwards."

Ryou still looked uncertain about going alone, but he wanted to help his yami if he needed it. Yami spoke up again when he noticed the hesitation.

"I made him make a deal with me that if you weren't home after a certain time, then I was free to come over and make sure nothing happened.. Because I wouldn't just use words if anything did.."

Ryou nodded softly before answering, "I'll come with you.. I should only be gone for a half hour. I'll return as soon as I'm finished."

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It was a silent walk back to Ryou's house. The hikari had so much he wanted to say, but was too afraid. Bakura's expression made it impossible to tell what he was thinking.

Stepping back into the house felt strange after being away. Ryou was shocked to see that it was actually clean inside, save for the collection of empty liquor bottles upon the coffee table. He was sure everything would have been pawned or destroyed while he was gone.

Bakura cleared his throat to get Ryou's attention and seemed to be scowling some now, "So, where did you hide the shit?"

".. Oh! Of course. Some of it is in the bathroom, but there's also some in the kitchen cabinet and in the hall closet.. You said you weren't feeling well, was it a stomachache? A sore throat?.."

The other just mumbled something quietly, arms crossed in front of his chest as usual. "Why don't you just show me where everything is so I know?"

Ryou nodded and led him through the house to show what was kept where and explained what some of the different syrups and pills were meant for since Bakura already knew previously about aspirin.

On their way towards the bathroom, they passed by Bakura's room and Ryou noticed that it looked untouched. It was even clean for once. When they passed by Ryou's room, he nearly walked into the wall with surprise.

His room, which was always kept almost spotless, looked more like a disaster area. More liquor bottles littered the floor and shelves, the bed sheets were a mess, and most of his personal items were spread over the disheveled bedspread.

The delicate teen did not want to question, since he assumed Bakura was simply in the middle of sorting through what he wanted to sell or throw away. His pause in the doorway was enough to have the tomb robber speak up.

".. I've.. only been sleeping in here lately.. That's why your room isn't clean."

".. Oh.. I see..."

Bakura stared long and hard at him, looking like he expected Ryou to say more, but the boy reminded himself he was only there to show where the medicine was, not to start an in-depth conversation. He turned to continue down the hallway, but Bakura stepped in front of him, blocking his way, glaring. Ryou took a step back.

"Is that all you have to say? 'Oh, I see'? You're not even going to ask why? Or ask what I'm going to do with everything?"

His heart began beating faster as he took another step backwards, "I.. I just thought you were sorting it to get rid of it all.. I didn't want to offend you by asking."

The taller narrowed his eyes as he walked forward, driving the hikari further into the room. Ryou was terrified now. He drew in a sharp breath when his back finally met the wall and he found himself trapped.

"Ba-Bakura, I apologize for upsetting you.. Please, Yami and Yugi are expecting me home. I do not want to keep them waiting and have you get in trouble," a few tears began to well in his soft, brown eyes.

"Why didn't you want to ask me? You just assume that the moment you're gone that I will sell everything of yours to get money.. DID YOU EVEN NOTICE THAT I DIDN'T TOUCH ANYTHING OF YOURS AND SOLD MY OWN??"

The light slid down the wall while he started crying. Bakura turned away, growling in disgust. Ryou wiped at his eyes, scolding himself harshly for not being able to stop crying in front of his dark half.

Bakura had opened his end of the link more and felt overwhelmed by the emotions and thoughts he was receiving from the boy. They were all directed only to Ryou and bordered on complete self-loathing. In fact, the little voice he was using to talk himself down did not even sound like Ryou anymore. It had changed some, warping into something dark, until it could almost be mistaken for Bakura.

".. Stop it, Ryou.."

The teen bit his lower lip hard to keep his in sobs.

"... I'm sorry, Bakura.. I'm trying.. I know how much you hate me to cry..."

The spirit trembled slightly with anger and wanted so desperately to beat the living hell out of something. He turned back around, snarling viciously before slamming his fist upon the windowsill beside him.

"THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!... I want you to stop talking to yourself like that!.. I don't care if you cry! Go ahead! I've given you enough reasons to!!"

Ryou jumped when the window rattled and stared in slight confusion at his other half. His watery eyes widened when he saw the faint glisten of tears in Bakura's eyes.

"... Are you crying, Bakura?...."

Immediately, the frail hikari braced himself for the slap he was sure to receive for asking such a question. Bakura stalked forward until he loomed over Ryou.

".... Yes.. because I've broken you instead of making you stronger.. Ryou, I know how you feel about me, but there is no fucking way that we could be together.. I just wanted to drive you away..... You deserve better.."

The last part made Ryou's head reel slightly in shock. Not only was his yami crying, he was nearly admitting that Ryou was too good for him! He was starting to rethink now if he had only fainted before or if he actually had died.

"... W-what?.."

The ancient thief pulled away, ".. I know that you think you 'love' me, but I could never change who I am enough. If you were with me, Ryou, you would eventually be corrupted.. You would turn dark, cold, and spiteful like me and the thought of that scares me.. Do you understand, Ryou? You are a purity and I am a cold-hearted robber. There is nothing to 'save' with me, but you can easily fall into the darkness like me."

Ryou listened, but stayed quiet, trying to comprehend everything. He came to his feet slowly before willing himself to stand before his other half and looking him straight in the eyes.

"Bakura... I am not afraid.. If that is the price, then, so be it. I only want someone that cares about me. That's all I've ever wanted. Now I understand just how much you do, in your own way. I will stay beside you, even if it means that I must suffer to make you happy.."

".. Ryou..! You can't love me. I can't love you back!.. How can you say that you are willing to suffer just to stay with me?"

".... If that's what makes you happy, then I can learn to live with the pain. I have been alone for so long and when you finally received your own body, I was happy at last. I would be able to have someone to care about, even if I did not get anything back, other than your presence.. All I've wanted since you came was to tell you I loved you and hope that eventually you would accept me.. I know that you care, and even if you say that you cannot change, I'm sure that it can happen, even if minutely.. Please, Bakura.. I've missed you so much.."

The shorter sniffled before throwing himself at his dark half, clinging to him tightly and afraid to let go. Bakura held his arms away, mentally fighting with himself on if he should just throw the boy off or let him continue. Slowly, he wrapped his arms around Ryou's back, startled by the pained gasp and hard sobbing that followed.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!"

//... This is all I've ever wanted all of my life... It's only been a dream for me, but now, it's really happening..//

Bakura let out a long breath before hugging the light tighter and letting the sniffling die down on its own. He didn't know how to be tender and soothing anyway, that was Ryou's department. If he was going to even attempt to change, he would have to think about what the boy would do or how he would act. He was so used to being aggressive and rough, but he was blessed with a delicate and tender hikari and he would have to start treating him accordingly since Ryou had made up his mind about staying.

Once Ryou had calmed down, he lifted his head to look deep into Bakura's eyes. Cautiously, he leaned up, closing his eyes and pressing a loving kiss to the other's lips. Of course, the thief had no idea what to do at first, but Ryou stayed persistent and drew the kiss in deeper.

He parted his soft lips, licking at Bakura's mouth and begging for admission. The taller opened his jaw, intent on mouthing off. Instead, he found his little light devouring him from the inside out in the hungry kiss.

Seeing this forcefulness from Ryou was surprising, but it was certainly working to turn him on. Bakura returned the kiss, drawing a whimper from Ryou, before he started to run his hands down the boy's back and to his clothed buttocks.

//So the Pharaoh and his brat have been teaching you something. They teach you how to fuck, too?//

Ryou blushed, //.. Not exactly.. I told them I wanted to save my first time... I wanted it to be with you//

Bakura groaned in pleasure, feeling his cock harden from that confession. He wanted to just throw Ryou to the floor at that moment and fuck him senseless. No, no.. Have to be gentle.. Be like Ryou..

He pulled away for air and had trouble controlling himself when he gazed at the half-lidded eyes, flushed face, and kiss bruised lips. It was even harder when he heard Ryou whisper in a slightly huskier voice.

"... Make love to me.. Please, 'Kura..."

The tomb robber could practically feel his brain short circuiting. Rational thought wasn't going to be an option anymore. He scooped Ryou off his feet, holding him bridal style, and carried him off towards Bakura's bedroom to deposit him onto the bed.

Ryou lay back upon the dark sheets breathing heavily. His snowy locks haloed his head, adding to his appearance of an angel fallen from Heaven above. Bakura pulled his shirt off quickly, tossing it absently to the floor.

He paused in his undressing when he felt worry coming from his hikari and noticed Ryou's gaze focused on something behind him. Taking a quick glance over his shoulder, he saw one of his favorite knives that was stuck into the dresser top, glinting in the light. He used a similar knife for his 'rituals', so he was not surprised that Ryou had recognized it, but he did feel a bit guilty. The boy's side of the link played over every time he had been cut with the blade. The thoughts turned to the times Bakura had drawn blood from him, then, they became laced with dread that Ryou would have to bleed again now.

Bakura walked over to the dresser, catching the stifled whimper of fear from Ryou as he pried the knife free. He opened a drawer and dumped the knife inside to put it out of sight and came back over, seeing the shorter's confused look.

He inquired with a slight irritation in his tone, "What?"

".. I.. I thought you were going to use that is all.."

Rusty colored orbs stared hard as he stated simply, "I'm not going to use a knife on you again, Ryou."

Returning to his work, he tugged at Ryou's shirt impatiently. He would rather just cut the damned material to ribbons, burn them, and send their ashes to the Shadow Realm if they were going to keep him from his wanting and horny light, but he knew he needed to stay under control.

The fair teen removed his T-shirt and Bakura pounced. He hungrily suckled at the soft neck while a free hand traveled down Ryou's stomach to the top of his jeans. Just as easily as it was for him to pick a lock, he unfastened the button and zipper of the garment before proceeding to fondle the hidden treasure inside.

Ryou mewled, winding his hands into Bakura's untamed mane and bucking into the touch. The taller moved to nibble at the juncture of the boy's neck and shoulder while he pulled the hardened organ free to start stroking.

"Ah... 'Kura... Ngh.. Feels so good.."

The rest of their clothes were soon shed. The two lovers lay tangled upon the bed, kissing, nibbling, and groping one another. Ryou gave a soft push to get away, panting heavily and looking flushed.

"Wait, Bakura.. I.. I'd like to do something.."

He pushed himself up, "What?"

Ryou blushed darkly, but gently coaxed Bakura to sit in a reclined position, legs akimbo. He knelt before his darkness' turgid rod and parted his lips, taking the moist tip into his mouth. The elder groaned in approval, letting Ryou continue. He took more into his cavern, lapping and sucking like a professional, until he had Bakura clawing the bed sheets in a death grip.

//Holy fucking Ra!.. Where the fuck did you learn to do that?!//

//.. Yami and Yugi..//

'Maybe I should give a bit more credit to that asshole pharaoh and his brat if they can teach Ryou this!'

Bakura could feel himself at the brink of ecstasy now. Just a few more licks and he would be there...

*BAM!*

"RYOU? ARE YOU IN HERE?" Yugi's voice called out after the front door was thrown open.

'Fuck it. They are going to die a SLOW, AGONIZING, DEATH...'

The delicate hikari jumped from the sound and started coughing from swallowing wrong before he could call out in reply. Footfalls came closer, drawn by the coughing, but stopped short in the doorway.

Yugi squeaked softly as he ducked behind Yami. Bakura glared at them with deadly venom. Ryou was finally able to breathe again, but couldn't find anything to say in his compromising position. However, Bakura was kind enough to take that problem off his hands.

"I'M GOING TO CUT OPEN YOUR FUCKING STOMACHS AND HANG YOU WITH YOUR OWN ENTRAILS!!!"

"You remember the deal, Bakura. Ryou was supposed to be home in a half hour or we'd come to see if something is wrong. He's been gone for almost 45 minutes, so, here we are.." Yami stood defiantly, arms crossed before his chest. "Are you all right, Ryou?"

The addressed youth blushed brightly as he nodded, "Y-yes.. Bakura and I were talking and.. well..."

"And we were about to start fucking before you two shit for brains came barging in.." the ancient thief growled in addition.

Yami ignored the other darkness as he came to Ryou's side to check his well-being. The most he found was a rather large love bite beginning to form on his neck and a few smaller ones peppered across his milky body.

"Get your hands and your dick away from him! He said he was fine!"

"I don't think you've earned any trust from me yet, Bakura. Ryou's welfare is important to Yugi and me and we want to make sure he's safe with you. He knows that we love him, that's why he's shared our bed since he's been with us."

Yugi slinked back. Ryou, now not the focus of the attention, joined him. He held his hands in front of himself with some modesty, but was still aroused.

"So that means he can only have you up his ass, Pharaoh? I wouldn't trust you with a ten foot pole.. much less a ten inch cock."

Ryou interrupted before there could be bloodshed, "Bakura?.. Yami and Yugi were very kind to me before.. I... I probably wouldn't have come this far if it wasn't for them.." he rubbed his arm nervously as he looked at his feet, "I'm not sure I feel completely comfortable being all alone.."

Bakura felt a bit put off now as he narrowed his eyes, "So you're just going to leave me like this??" He motioned to his erection that had begun to throb slightly from neglect.

"Well.. I.. I want to finish, but,.." anxiously, the young hikari looked to Yugi with pleading eyes. He took his hand and squeezed it to find some strength, ".. Yugi and Yami were considerate enough to let me join them, so,.. would you let them join us, Bakura?"

Said spirit's jaw dropped at the question, though, that's not to say the other pair was any less stunned by Ryou's request. The two dark halves eyed one another quietly as they weighed the pros and cons of the situation.

"You have got to be kidding me, Ryou.. You think I'm going to let this asshole get anywhere near me?" Bakura cocked his head to acknowledge the former pharaoh.

Ryou didn't reply, but smiled sheepishly as he sent some very suggestive thoughts and images his darkness' way. The ache in his groin only became worse afterward.

//You've become quite the pervert, little Ryou..//

".. Alright.. But ONLY if the Pharaoh stays as far away from me as possible.." Bakura warned, then found himself being kissed silly by a grateful light.

Yami and Yugi exchanged a glance. The small youth was a bit nervous about this. It was one thing to be with Ryou, but it was something else to also have Bakura. Ryou noticed the apprehensive look upon his friend's face after he came up for air. It was his turn to show how much he cared, so he came over to Yugi, took him by the hand, and pulled him closer to the bed.

"Don't be afraid, Yugi.. It can be just like before.." Ryou leaned forward and kissed the boy lovingly, slowly drawing him in deeper.

Yugi melted into the sweet kiss quickly as his companion poured all of his love and passion into it. The taller, spiky-haired teen watched, feeling that same spark of arousal growing again within him. Bakura looked stunned as he watched his other half slowly rid the other boy of his clothes until only his socks were left on.

Ryou managed to coax Yugi to stand upon his knees with him upon the bed as they continued to kiss sensually. The white haired yami glanced over to the other dark. They shared a silent agreement of a temporary truce in that look, then Yami carefully fished around in his pocket. He pulled something out and placed a small tube in the thief�s hand. Closer inspection revealed it to be a single use tube of lubricant. Bakura hadn't even thought about that beforehand, but was glad to have it now.

He began to unscrew the top while Yami undressed and joined the other three on the bed. The snowy haired darkness covered his fingers in the slick substance, reminding himself that he would have to be careful in preparing his other half.

Ryou gave a soft moan and Yugi answered with a gentle whine of pleasure as they caressed one another and Yami began to tend to his smaller look alike. Bakura licked at his lips while he gazed over the pale flesh of his soon to be lover and brought his coated fingers forth. The boy tensed in reflex once his entrance was probed and a tip of a warm digit breached.

Yugi grasped him and started stroking his weeping member, distracting Ryou from the questing fingers behind him. He stifled a soft gasp as a single finger slid in up to the knuckle and wiggled about. Bakura was amazed at the tight heat he was feeling and shuddered softly as he thought about it wrapped around other areas of his body.

A soft keening noise caught Bakura's attention until he found that Yami had already finished preparing and was now impaling his lover and drawing him into a comfortable seat upon his lap.

//Oh, 'Kura! I want to feel you!//

Time to speed things up. The thief slipped a second finger, soon followed by a third, as he twisted them about and plunged them in deep. Brushing the tips across a small bump made the delicate teen go wild.

"'KURA!"

Bakura pulled his hand free, pausing only for a moment to coat his manhood with the rest of the lubricant, he grasped Ryou around the hips. Spreading his buttocks apart slightly, he brought the boy down and sank himself inside the writhing, bucking body. Ryou took a sharp breath as he arched his back, a small pain from the initial penetration.

The elder snowy haired teen was suddenly bombarded with emotions and thoughts through the link. The strongest ones all had the same message from Ryou: This is a dream come true.

//Please, 'Kura.. I need you..//

Holding Ryou about the waist, Bakura pulled back and began a steady rhythm. Ryou leaned forward more into Yugi as they locked into a passionate kiss once again. Only a glimpse of pink muscle could be seen occasionally as moans and dull smacking of flesh filled the room. Beads of sweat trickled down their bodies now as both couples were lost in their copulation.

A free hand snuck around to take up Ryou's bobbing arousal and stroke him briskly with his thrusts. The boy's entire body was flushed now, at last giving him a darker color.

//Ku.. ra.. Ah!... Kura!... Ohh... KURA!//

//You're so fucking tight, Ryou.. Ra.. I feel like I'm going to break my dick off in you..//

Ryou moved to bite at Yugi's collarbone. Now, with his mouth free, the shortest proved just how vocal he could be during lovemaking. He panted loudly and made guttural cries of ecstasy while he was being pounded into oblivion. As he neared his climax, his cries grew shriller in pitch until, at last, he arched back in a scream, shooting his completion forth to spatter upon the bed and Ryou. Yami's low, steady groan marked his own climax.

Bakura moved his head and bit down on his lover's shoulder, his thrusts growing frantic.

//Cum, Ryou.. DO IT!//

".. Ah... Ah!.. I.. I'm c.. cumm-aaahh!" Ryou's head snapped back as he reached his orgasm. Creamy strands of seed pumped freely, painting his flesh.

A few more thrusts and Bakura moved his hand back to Ryou's hips, pulling down to plunge in as far as he could go and spilling his essence deep inside. The chocolate-eyed hikari gave a soft whimper of pleasure while the warmth filled him.

Yami carefully pulled free of Yugi as the boy collapsed bonelessly into his arms in a sated slumber. Taking a moment to catch his breath and gather his strength, the ancient spirit lifted him up and carried him into the bathroom to clean up. Now alone, Bakura licked at the slight wound he had left upon Ryou's shoulder and slipped out of the lithe body.

Both sank down onto the bed to bask in their afterglow. Even though he was smiling and his eyes were closed, little tears rolled down his face. Absently, Bakura wiped them away.

//Now what's wrong?//

Snuggling closer, Ryou sniffled softly and hugged his yami tenderly.

//Nothing is the matter.. I'm just so happy... This is all I've ever wanted my entire life//

Bakura laid an arm over the other's side, effectively holding him close to the spirit's chest. Yami returned for a moment to collect their clothes, then shut the door behind him to leave them in peace. Ryou finally nestled his head underneath his darkness' chin as he began drifting off.

A breathy whisper drifted forth before he fell asleep, "... I love you, Bakura..."

The tomb robber listened to the light's breathing even out into a slumber's pace and gazed at the boyish innocence held in his face once more. He closed his own eyes, feeling the pull of somnolence upon himself.

All was quiet in the room now, except for one last, whispered promise.

"..... I love you too, Ryou...."

Fin

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A/N: Credit goes to Maggiemay for the use of the quote �I wouldn't trust you with a ten foot pole.. much less a ten inch cock." XD

But, other than that, this fic is finished. The next one in the works is inspired from a YGO yaoi doujinshi I have. Kind of a twist, but we�re going to have kitty boys *^-^*
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