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Ryou awoke feeling a little better than he had before he
fell asleep, but still felt horrible on the inside.
"You know, I have never appreciated being lied
to."
He just wanted to make Marik happy, he didn’t want to hurt
him that’s why he didn’t say anything…he seemed happy too, at least for a
little while. He sat up in bed ignoring his body’s rejection to movement as he
went into the bathroom to take a shower.
didn't want to face Marik he was obviously upset about last night, so he might
as well make himself useful as he stripped the bed of its sheets...he
remembered seeing a laundry room and decided to take them to be washed. He
couldn’t help but touch the dried bloodstains that were evident on the white
sheets; he cringed slightly and looked away placing them in the washing machine
and walking back to the room. He looked through the various drawers until he
found an extra set of bed sheets placing them on the bead quickly, 'I managed
to waste some time at least' Ryou though sitting upon the bed bringing his
knees to his chest thinking silently to himself.
Marik walked down the hall, brooding on last night events
still. He came to the bedroom door and
pushed it open, the sight on the bed making him quit breathing for a
moment. Ryou was sitting there, his
knees drawn to his chest with his arms hugging them. He seemed to have a serious look upon his face, making, if it was
possible, him more beautiful than ever.
Ryou quickly looked up as Marik walked into the room and stopped only a
few feet in the room. They made eye
contact for just one second, and then Marik turned around and strode from the
room.
"Wait!" Ryou said glad that Marik stopped from
leaving the room completely "I...I'm sorry about last night, I didn't mean
to upset you." Ryou said hoping that he would at least answer, even if he
did yell at him at him, at least he would say something.
The sound of Ryou's voice was like a knife to the gut. Quick and painful. He stopped for a moment, wondering if he should talk to
Ryou. No, he decided, I cannot take any
more lies. And he quickly walked
through the door, slamming it behind him. Ryou cringed at the sound of the door
slamming, closing his eyes feeling worse than ever. He didn't know how to fix
this...all he could really do was say he was sorry how else do you apologize?
He sighed laying down on the bed. He wanted to follow Marik but he probably
didn’t want to even look at Ryou so following him probably wouldn’t be the best
of ideas. He curled up on the bed hugging himself, 'give him a few hours and
maybe he'll talk to you' Ryou said softly to himself.
Marik spent the day on deck. Either swimming in the pool or talking to Joey. Even though he had been hoping to have a day
like this, a day away from his businesses and the constant worry of his digs,
it held no joy for him. The day was
wasted, wasted on the troublesome thoughts of Ryou. Of how much Marik had wished he could of spent the day with
him. How he wished he could be the one
to teach him the joys of swimming and so many other things. However, he thought to himself, Ryou ruined
it. Marik looked up at the sky, noticing the sun was already setting. Wow, he thought, is it that late? He sighed.
Maybe I should try and take a shower now, he said as he headed down to
the bedroom.
Ryou couldn’t help but to fall asleep as the hours passed,
he had hoped Marik would come down but he never did. His hunger didn't bother
him at all, his misery and self-guilt swallowed up any other feeling or emotion
he had and he soon fell into a dreamless sleep the only peace he had since he
had woken up.
Marik strode into the room, seeing the angelic figure on the
bed. He looks so peaceful, he thought
to himself. He sighed as he opened a
drawer and pulled out a pair of blue boxers.
He quickly went into the adjoining bathroom, allowing the room to be
filled with steam from the hot water before he went into the shower. He melted upon the tiled wall, letting the
water soothe him. God, how nice it
would be to be in here with Ryou, he told himself, smiling with the thought.
Ryou awoke to the sound of running water, as he sat up in bed. 'Please’ he
thoughts silently ‘don’t run off again, listen to me' Ryou thought as he
brought his knees to his chest hugging them as he usually did for comfort. He
wished Marik wasn’t mad at him he wished he could be with him at this very
moment but Marik seemed so angry when he last saw him Ryou didn't want to risk
making him even angrier. He heard the water shut off and he waited for another
chance to say he was sorry. Marik
stepped out of the shower, wrapping the towel around his body.
"Ah." He
moaned, feeling much more relaxed after the shower.
He quickly dried himself, rubbing the fluffy towel over his
skin, and then yanked his clean shorts on.
That's better, he thought to himself as he opened the door to the
bedroom. He stopped after just one
step, seeing the look on Ryou's face.
Has he been crying, he asked himself? Ryou opened his mouth but no sound
came out. He hated it when his body did this to him, why the hell couldn’t he
speak? It happened at the most inappropriate time too. He looked away from
Marik thinking it might help. Marik mentally shook himself. What does it matter if he cried? He started walking towards the door. Maybe I can sleep in one of the smaller
bedrooms, he thought.
"W-wait!" he managed though his body didn't want
to react "Please Marik, is this how you want to spend the rest of our time
together?" Ryou sighed deeply "I-I’m sorry, I didn't mean to upset
you...if you don't want to see me that’s fine I’ll stay out ofr
wr
way..." Ryou said hanging his head slightly.
"You didn't mean to?" Marik thundered, stopping dead in his tracks and whirling around
to face Ryou. "How can you not
mean to hurt someone if you lie to them?
And no, I had more pleasant things planned for us, but I refuse to be in
the company of liars!"
"I just didn't want to upset you..." Ryou said
adverting his gaze from the older man, not knowing what to say every word he
said seemed to only make Marik angrier. "This is your room...I’ll stay
somewhere else." Ryou said standing, afraid to move to close to Marik who
was blocking the only way out of the room.
"It's a little late not to upset me, don't you
think?" Marik asked, realizing
that Ryou had said he was sorry, and that the only reason he was yelling at
Ryou was to hurt him. "How could
you do this to me?" He asked his
voice a little softer. "I have
tried everything." He said,
seemingly to himself. "And none of
it mattered. You don't even care."
"I do care..." Ryou said softly keeping his gaze
to the floor "It sounds stupid but that’s why I lied, you were so
happy...I didn't want to ruin that for you." Ryou sighed "I know all
that is irrelevant now but that’s why I lied in the first place...it wasn't
meant to hurt you, I just didn't want to spoil your mood." Ryou said
hugging himself.
"No, instead you made it worse. You just don't understand. If I am hurting you, you have to tell
me. I have to know. Moreover, if you just lie about it, it will
make me think you just don't love me and don't care whether you enjoy what we
do. I hate that feeling." Marik told Ryou softly. "I want to make you happy in bed."
"It was a little late to do anything about it
then...and I wish to make you happy as well, it would have upset you if you
ended up hurting me...at least I think I would .&qu." Ryou leaned up
against the wall "Again I’m sorry...what else do you want me to say?"
Ryou asked looking at Marik finally his eyes shinning like diamonds.
"Oh baby, please don't cry." Marik said seeing the tears in Ryou's
eyes. He quickly closed the distance
in-between them, and wrapped Ryou in a fierce hug.
Ryou smiled as he leaned into the much-wanted embrace, he
stood on his tiptoes and wrapped his arms around Marik's neck returning the
embrace as he buried his face in the crook of Marik’s neck. Marik held Ryou
like that, not wanting to let go. He
had spent a day of hell away from him, denying himself the one thing he wanted.
"What would you
like to do now, my love?" He asked
Ryou. "Are you hungry?"
Ryou shook his head no; he just wanted to be held in all
truth. "I'm still sorry..." Ryou said pulling away slightly and
resting his head on Marik’s chest. "I should make it up to you..."
Ryou smiled softly "Anything you what of me I will be more than happy to
do." Ryou said softly.
"Just promise not to lie to me again. That is enough." Marik told him softly. "I have an idea. Why don't I go get us some snacks, and we
can lay on the bed together, munch, and watch movies. Does that sound like a good idea?"
Ryou smiled brightly "I promise." Ryou said
hugging him strongly "I'd be content just to lay with you...I like hearing
your voice." he said softly.
"It's settled then.
Wait here, I will be right back."
Marik said as he leaned over and kissed Ryou on the forehead. "The movies are in the cupboards,
underneath the TV. Pick something out
for us, will you?" And with that,
he headed out the door.
Ryou reluctantly let go and sighed relived that everything
between them had been resolved. He shuffled over to the cupboards looking at
the various movies deciding on 'Quills' Bakura, his older brother who had moved
out of the house a few years back, had said it was a good movie.
Marik looked in the refrigerator, surveying his vast
selection of food. He found some
strawberries, red and ripe, chocolate pudding, and some cool whip. That takes care of dessert, he said, smiling
to himself. He looked in the pantry and
found chips, cheese dip, and some ham and cheese lunchables. This should do he said, putting everything
in a brown paper shopping bag. He
picked it up, hurrying back to the bedroom.
Ryou watched the beginning of the movie wincing slightly as
a woman was decapitated. He unconsciously grabbed his throat.
"Ouch..." He said trailing off but smiled when
Marik walked in.
"Don't worry."
Marik told Ryou, grinning slightly.
"I wouldn't dare do anything like that to your head." Marik sat the bag filled with food down on
the bed. "I got us some
treats." He told Ryou as he began
to take everything out of the bag.
Ryou smiled, "I would hope so..." He said ignoring
how he emphasized the word head. "Sorry I didn't wait, I could find the
remote and your VCR's weird to me." Ryou said laying his head down in
Marik’s lap.
"That's okay, love.
I have seen this movie. Sit up
and have something to eat." He
commanded softly as he handed Ryou a lunchable. "They have those pouch drinks in them." Marik said to Ryou. "I love them."
Ryou giggled slightly at Marik’s childish yet cute behavior.
He was usually so serious about things...about everything really. He munched
quietly on the lunchable his hunger finally coming into existence as he leaned
against his lover and sighed happily just to be close to him.
"This is my favorite part." Marik told Ryou. "He makes the maid girl kiss him for
his story, giving them both something they deeply want. Females don't really do anything for me, but
she is pretty in a way. Nice and
innocent. I know they don't tell you
now, but she is a virgin, reading his stories like a common whore. All though, he does come up with some nice
ideas."
Ryou shrugged “you make it sound like masturbation is
whorish, everyone has their own secret ways of satisfying their lust when they
don’t have a man or woman to do it for them...she reads...and he obviously
writes." Ryou said becoming more interested in the movie. "How much
older is he anyway?" Ryou said unexpectedly.
"Old enough to be her father, I am sure. And yes, she reads and he writes. Nevertheless, you will see how she isn't so
satisfied with it after awhile. Just
like, he isn't so satisfied with just writing it.n stn style="mso-spacerun:
yes"> He wants to live it, breath it." Marik stopped for a moment, watching the maid hand over the story
to the man on horseback. What did he
say, Marik asked himself, thinking back to what Ryou had told him. "You like masturbation, huh? Any chance of letting me watch? It would be better than the movie."
"I...I didn't say that..." Ryou stammered and
blushed furiously. "Besides you've already seen me 'please' myself last
night.” Ryou said diverting his eyes.
"You are right.
I did. But why not a nice, long
private show?" Marik said as he
ran his hand up Ryou's leg, feeling the coarse hair undis his hand. "That would be wonderful."
Ryou sighed happily as Marik's warm hands gently caressed
his inner thighs making him blush deeply. He kissed Marik's neck and shoulder
gently and straddled his waist. "I'm sure it would be great, can't I just
please you though?" Ryou said allowing his hands to rest on Marik’s hips,
"Would that be so bad?" Ryou asked tilting his head to the side.
"It depends."
Marik said, giving Ryou a sly smile.
"Are you planning on using that sweet little mouth of yours?”
"If that’s what you want..." Ryou said kissing him
softly and letting his hands slip underneath Marik's shirt to feel his smooth
skin.
Marik groaned as Ryou's small fingers made contact with his
nipple, then began gasping as Ryou started pinching and twirling the nipple
in-between his finger.
"You know that is what I want." He breathed.
Ryou smiled kissing him again pushing him on his back as
Marik's strong arms pulled him closer to deepen the kiss. Ryou unbuttoned his
shirt trailing kisses down his well-toned torso and stomach and using his teeth
to unbutton his pants and unzip them. He stopped momentarily after freeing
Marik from his quickly restraining pants, gently running his fingertips across
his growing erection.
"For once you tell me what you want." Ryou said
teasingly.
Marik immediately grabbed Ryou by the hair, making him cry
out. Marik took advantage of Ryou's
mouth being wide open, and shoved him down on his up thrust member, making Ryou
almost gag.
"Is that a good enough hint for you?" He asked as he started pushing and pulling
Ryou's head up and down his hardness.
Ryou would have smiled if his mouth hadn’t been preoccupied
at the moment. He felt Marik's hands tighten around his hair but they were no
longer leading him simply releasing tension, although Ryou didn't mind. Ryou
ran his tongue over the head of Marik's penis running it across the slit softly
then deep throat-ing him and he gently caressed the underside of his head. All
Marik could do was moan. He stared at
him, watching Ryou as he took him in his mouth. God, he thought, I now know your true meaning of beauty. Marik began caressing Ryou's hair, unable to
do anything else do to the delightful sensations he was causing.
"You are wonderful, you know that?" He said.
Ryou pulled away slightly to smile at him sweetly as he
wrapped his hand around the base of his shaft and began sucking upon the head
of his penis hard as he stroked the rest of his length and massaged his sac
with his other hand.
"Boy, we are a greedy little fellow today. Don't I get to taste you? Marik asked as he
began to run his hands on Ryou's back.
Ryou pulled away and smiled at him "If you want me to
stop." He said straddling his waist again, "You want me to
stop?" He asked softly.
"No, I want you to take off your pants, turn around,
and let me give you the same pleasure you are giving me. Do you think you can
handle that?" Marik asked,
unbuttoning Ryou's pants.
"Yes..." Ryou purred softly in Marik's ear as they
discarded the remainder of clothing they hand on the floor.
Ryou knelt beside Marik and pulled him further down the,
i,
instead of leaving him propped on the pillows, by his legs.
"Did you really expect to reach me up there?" He asked, smiling a knowing smile.
"I can reach you now." Marik said as he grabbed Ryou by his slim hips and placed his
buttocks on his chest, making him face the bottom of the bed where he could not
see Marik's face.
"Don't let me stop you." He said as he gently pushed Ryou's back, making Ryou get closer
to his dick.
Ryou moved himself over Marik, his hard member searching for
Marik's mouth. Ryou deep throated Marik quickly before pulling away slowly
gently grazing his teeth along the tender flesh and teasing him softly with his
tongue before moving upon his shaft slow at fist then faster and faster.
"Ohhh."
Marik groaned as he grabbed Ryou's buttocks and shoved his cock in his
mouth.
He began sucking Ryou, taking him deep into his mouth. Ryou
moaned around Marik's shaft sending vibrations through his penis, as he began
to suck harder upon his length allowing his hand to wrap around the base of his
dick as he pulled away his hand moved up and as he moved back down upim iim in
moved down as well. Marik gripped Ryou tighter around his hips, and started
moving him up and down into his mouth faster and faster. I want to taste him, he thought. I want to feel it running down my
throat. He began to renew his efforts,
pounding Ryou into his mouth.
Ryou moaned louder around Marik’s enlarged member as he
sucked harder, he wanted Marik to come; he wanted the fruits of his labor NOW.
He felt his body tense as he exploded inside Marik’s mouth. The same instant Marik felt the bitter
sweetness of Ryou; he felt now familiar warmth spreading over him as he came in
Ryou’s mouth. He laid underneath Ryou,
panting, feeling the tremors passing through his body as he rubbed his hand up
and down Ryou’s back. Ryou exhaled deeply trying to swallow as much as he could
as Marik shot his essence into Ryou’s mouth although some still escaped the
corners of his mouth. He pulled away trying to catch his breath when Marik
pulled him to his mouth kissing him deeply pulling upon his hair as he did so.
Ryou closed his eyes enjoying the attention.
“You are so wonderful, love.” Marik told Ryou softly.
“Do you realize how hard it is to find someone who will do that?”
Ryou shrugged slightly “Honestly…no” Ryou admitted Marik was
his first after all.
“Thank you so much.
You don’t even come close to understanding how happy you make me. And it just isn’t just the sex. You are such a great person to just be
around. I love you.” Marik told Ryou, kissing his forehead. “You will always be with me.”
Ryou rested his head against Marik’s chest sighing
contently. “I love you too…” He said softly trailing off a bit as he closed his
eyes. After a few moments he sprang to his feet dragging Marik along with him.
“We need a shower.” He said simply as he lead him toward the bathroom.
Marik smiled in an amused sort of way at how open Ryou had
become with him. He felt like a child being tugged byarenarent. ‘How simple
life can be’ he thought ‘and wonderful’ he added as he watched Ryou as he bent
over to start the water for their shower. Ryou yelped slightly when Marik
pulled him into another lustful kiss making him nearly fall over the side of
the tub although Marik had his arms around him keeping him from falling. Ryou
wrapped his legs around Marik’s waist slipping his tongue inside Marik’s mouth
kissing him deeply, as they stepped inside the shower. Marik slammed Ryou’s
body against the tile wall with his own body as his kisses became stronger and
more demanding. Marik took Ryou’s
tongue into his mouth, sucking it with fervor.
His hands slowly slipped down Ryou’s back, and he inserted his middle
finger into Ryou’s ass. Ryou took a
sharp breath as he allowed his hands to roam down Marik’s well-toned and
muscular chest enjoying his soft yet firm skin. He wrapped his arms around
Marik’s neck pulling him closer as he ran his hands through Marik’s hair
pulling slightly when he added a second and third digit inside him. Marik used his free hand to pull down Ryou
onto his three fingers, feeling Ryou instinctively pull away from the
invasion. He heard Ryou sigh, as he
relaxed against Marik. Marik began
moving his fingers in and out of him, using the palm of his hand to keep Ryou
uplifted. “Do you like this baby?” He asked as he nuzzled his mouth against
Ryou’s ear. Ryou purred softly as he
nodded his head yes before he managed to actually say yes.
“Yes” he said softly as he kissed Marik’s forehead softly as
his legs loosened around Marik’s waist but still held him up. The warm water kept running over their
melded bodies, making both Ryou’s and Marik’s bodies sery ery and
inviting. Marik felt Ryou’s deep,
labored breathing against his ear; the effect of the warm breath against his
wet ear tantalized his thoughts and made him speechless with desire. “Now that we are here where you wanted, what
do you wish for now?” He whispered
huskily.
Ryou smiled softly as he kissed Marik’s neck and shoulder.
“For you to take me, fuck me as you bluntly put it.” He said softly kissing the
tip of Marik’s nose.
“Your wish is my command.”
Marik said with a grin. He
reached around Ryou and grabbed his opposite leg just at the knee, and turned
him around. He put his hands underneath
Ryou’s knees, creating a kind of swing support, as he lifted Ryou up and slowly
brought him down on his up thrust cock.
After he had gotten the head of his dick in Ryou’s tight hole, he
stopped, allowing Ryou to adjust to his size.
“Don’t stop, I’m fine…” Ryou said softly allowing his head
to fall back on Marik’s shoulder as he pushed himself further inside Ryou. Ryou
locked his arms around Marik’s back pulling him closer and further inside
him.
“No.” Marik told
Ryou, as he inched his way inside of him.
“I promised not to hurt you.”
Damn me, Marik thought silently to himself. Why did I make that promise?
I’m not even sure I can keep it for too long.
“If you insist.” Ryou said softly kissing Marik’s cheek as
he unlocked his arms and his hands slid down Marik’s sides stopping at his
hips. He knew Marik didn’t want to hurt him but this suspense itself was almost
unbearable, damn preparation. Marik
started pushing Ryou down further, pushing his way into Ryou’s tightness.
“If you be a good boy and let me watch you get yourself off,
I may just go faster.” Marik told Ryou,
groaning at the exquisite sensations Ryou’s ass was causing.
Ryou groaned slightly but relaxed against his lover as he
slowly began to stroke his own aching member. He rested his head back against
Marik’s shoulder who lavished kissed along his neck and collarbone as he inched
his way further inside Ryou. Marik
watched in fascination as Ryou’s hand went up and down upon himself, the water
running down his chest. He began to
move Ryou faster and harder upon himself, the need of his release becoming too
great. Ryou began to pump himself faster as Marik’s thrusts became harder, as
he matched the rhythm with Marik quickly. God how he loved this, the bliss that
nothing else in the whole world mattered except this moment and this feeling
that they shared together as one…pure ecstasy.
Marik tightened his grip upon Ryou’s knees, feeling the beginnings of
his release. He yelled out, plunging
himself into Ryou as far as he could as he emptied himself into him. Ryou came
as well spilling his seed upon his chest and hand. He panted heavily as he
tried to catch his breath as feather soft kissed were planted n his cheek and
lips, he smiled softly and kissed back.
Marik watched the mixture of cum and water trailing down Ryou, the sight
making him smile with satisfaction.
He slowly put Ryou down, noting how shaky his legs were.
“Are you okay
love?” He asked Ryou.
“Fine…just a little shaky.” Ryou said depending on Marik’s
strong arms to help him maintain balance.
Ryou allowed the spray of water to wash off any remaining
evidence of his release. “We should stop showering together…” Ryou smiled
slightly “We only end up doing what we were trying to wash off in the first
place.”
“Why would we want to do a stupid thing like that, I enjoy
looking at your naked wet body.” Marik
said as he wrapped his arms around Ryou’s slender frame.
“Despite how much I enjoy myself, we never get clean.” Ryou
said relaxing into Marik’s embrace. “Last time we tried to shower we ended up
in your bed.” Ryou said turning around kissing Marik’s chest gently.
“If you’re so adamant about getting cleaned, why don’t I
help.” Marik said as he reached down for the honeysuckle body wash and the washcloth.
Ryou blushed under the gentle touches of his lover as Marik
lathered soap over his chest and abdomen gently nipping at his neck as he did
so. Ryou rolled his eyes, he could swear all Marik thought about was sex
sometimes…not necessarily a bad thing though he was enjoying himself very much
at the moment. Ryou took the washcloth returning the favor to Marik.
“How much longer will we be out to sea?” Ryou asked
curiously “Cause despite your…reassurances…my father will still worry about
me.” Ryou said moving aside to allow the water to wash the soap of Marik’s
chest as he stepped out to wrap himself in a towel. “Probably just three more
days.” Marik said as he turned off the water and stepped out of the shower,
grabbing a towel. Marik hurried and dried himself following Ryou’s example.
“Come on love lets go to bed.”
HUZA! I hope everyone liked chapter 7! Remember questions or
comments are always welcome!
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