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Chapter Seven
– Moving Out
Yami’s POV
“I ‘m afraid I
won’t be able to help you with the store any longer…” I say quietly at breakfast.
Only yesterday… only yesterday I talked to Seto. So much has changed… I thought
long and hard about how to tell Yugi and Solomon that I want to move in with
him… and I still haven’t come up with a good way, even though I seem to have
already started to do so.
“Oh?” the old
man asks, looking down at me as I sit at the table. “Why
not?” Yugi’s big amethyst eyes look at me innocently as he munches on
cereal, wondering as much as his grandfather.
“I… I don’t quite
know how to say this, but I’d like to move out…”
Yugi’s eyes grow
to the size of dinner plates. “You want to leave, yami? Go out and live on your
own?”
Aibou… my poor,
sweet, innocent, adorable little Yugi… the friend I owe for breaking the cycle.
How will he take this, not having me around? I didn’t think about it yesterday,
just agreed without a second thought… but can I abandon my little hikari like
this?
“Not quite,
aibou…” I don’t look at them, munching my toast. I don’t want to look at them right
now.
“’Not quite’?” Solomon asks, stopping his task at the sink
in favor of looking at me. “So you’ve found… what? Someone you want to live
with?”
Then Yugi squeals, and I look up at him, in surprise. That noise came
from my little aibou? “Yami has a girlfriend!” he exclaims, looking at me with
those unbearably cute eyes. “Who is it?” He leans closer for this juicy bit of
gossip.
“More
importantly,” his grandfather says, turning back to the sink, “how did he keep
her hidden?”
“Not quite,” I
say again, then peer into my aibou’s eyes. “You don’t
mind?”
He shakes his
head vigorously. “Not at all, Yami. I just want you to
be happy… Just so long as you’re sure she’s not just some mooching fangirl who just wants you for your fame…” He frowned, and
I have to smile at that.
“Somehow, I
doubt that, little one…”
He brightens
again. “So who is she?”
“It’s… You guys
don’t mind if I leave?” I look worriedly between them. I had thought they would
be a lot more… distraught… at the news.
Solomon shakes
his head. “Of course not. If you want to go live with
a girl you love, we won’t stand in your way.”
Yugi stands,
tired of his question not being answered, leaning over the table and looking
square in my face. “Who is she?”
I have really no
choice but to answer. “Seto…” I say with a sigh, almost of defeat, looking
away.
Yugi literally
falls back into the chair, almost missing and hitting the floor. Even Solomon
stops suddenly and looks at me.
“Kaiba?”
“You want to go
move in with Seto Kaiba, yami?”
I just nod. This
is the reaction I was afraid of… They’re disgusted. This was why I didn’t tell them who it was. Belatedly,
I wonder if Seto wanted to keep it a secret from anyone… “Just forget about it,”
I tell them, standing up to leave the room, trying to give them time to get
used to that. “If you aren’t still comfortable with my moving out, I’ll stay. I’ll
just explain it to him…” I want so much to go to him, though. I don’t know if I
can stay here… even if they want me to.
Yugi grabs onto
my arm as I pass him, making me look down at him in mild surprise. He seems to
be doing very unexpected things today… “Yami, where’re
you going? I don’t care if you’re with Kaiba. I mean, I’m sure he’s a good guy
in there somewhere, if you can just get to him… But, anyway, why wouldn’t we
want you to go?”
I look at both
of them again. I… suppose I misjudged them.
“I can’t say I
like the boy,” Solomon adds, still tending to his dishes, “but I won’t stand in
your way, if you care for him.”
“…Thank you,” I
say to them both. “This means a lot to me…”
My blessed aibou
gives me his huge smile and gives me a hug, which I return after a few seconds.
“I mean it, Yami. I’m happy for you. Maybe you’ll be good for him…” He smiles
up at me, but I can see tears in his eyes. He’s so very sweet and sensitive…
“Will you be
okay without me here…?” I ask, suddenly concerned. I put my hand on his face,
searching his eyes. If he needs me… then… I don’t know. I guess I’ll have to choose between Seto and
Yugi… I don’t know if I can. I pray that I don’t have to.
But then he
wipes his eyes with his sleeve. “Yeah, I’ll be fine,” he says brightly. “You
don’t need to stay for me. I’ll miss you, but I’ll be okay.”
I smile and hug
him for a moment, thinking that he’s much braver and more grown up than he
looks. And I don’t have to choose between them… Thank you, Ra, or whoever is
controlling my destiny… I love them both, though in very separate ways. Yugi is
like my little brother, or a son, someone to protect and care for and make sure
that that world treats him fairly… I love Seto so much differently. I want to
protect him, care for him, make sure the world treats
him fairly as well… but it’s so much deeper. There’s so much more to it…
“Now,” Solomon
says, as Yugi exits the room, still slightly crying, but cheerfully. “The real
question is, how did you manage to keep him a secret?”
I smile at him
and don’t really answer. Do I really need to tell him that Seto and I were
nothing more than bitter rival with strange dreams until yesterday? No, I don’t
think so. They would never approve, because they could never understand. They
wouldn’t be able to understand how we’ve loved each other for millennia… how we’ve
always been destined to lose each other, every time, until this one came along…
How much I
really, really need to see Seto right now…
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