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Azizi	By : NihilEtNemo Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2066 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own YuGiOh!, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
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Once it had grown dark outside, Mokuba left his room once
again, and headed back to Seto's. He knocked lightly on the door, not wanting
to interrupt Seto if he was doing something, "Niisama?"

Seto sat up at the sound of Mokuba's voice. "Come in,"
he said, moving back on the bed.

Mokuba stepped into the room, and closed the door behind it.
He walked over to the bed, and sat down on the edge, "So..." He
looked at Seto, waiting for him to explain completely.

Seto patted the bed in front of him. Incredibly, he found
himself looking forward to this. He waited for Mokuba to sit down before
explaining. "I want to prove that I can love you without hurting you...
Mokuba, will you allow me to make love to you?"

Mokuba's cheeks burned a bright red at the question. This
whole situation was confusing, and he wasn't sure if he really loved Seto that
much...But if this would help to make the voice leave, he would do it,
"Yes, Niisama..." He said, looking up at him.

Seto smiled reassuringly at his brother. "It's all
right," he assured him. "I promised I wouldn't hurt you,
remember?" He smiled gently and leaned forward to kiss him lightly.

Mokuba smiled slightly, and kissed hi back, "I
know...I'm just a little nervous..." He said quietly.

"There's no need," he told him. "It doesn't
hurt much..." Of course, should Mokuba happen to remember what had
happened to Seto, he might be more nervous still.

"But it hurt you..." He said, biting his lip
slightly, "I'll try to be strong though, okay?"

"It hurt me because he was trying to make it hurt me.
Don't worry." He kissed him again and gently laid him down on the bed.

Mokuba nodded slightly, and kissed him back again. His eyes
slipped closed slightly as he wrapped his arms loosely around Seto's neck.

Seto gently ran his hands down Mokuba's slender form,
allowing himself to enjoy the feel of him. Gently, he pushed Mokuba's shirt off
and tossed it around, and kissed his chest.

Mokuba felt a bit odd when Seto kissed his chest like that,
but it wasn't exactly a bad odd...It felt kind of good in a way...

Seto kissed his way down Mokuba's chest, to his pants, which
he proceeded to remove as well.

He could feel his cheeks burn, as a light shade of red tinted
them again. He couldn't believe that this was actually going to happen. He
reached down, and grabbed one of Seto's hands with his own, "I...love you,
Niisama..." he said, looking into his eyes.

Seto looked down at Mokuba's exposed body and smirked
slightly, his eyes seeming to harden a little. "I love you too," he
said, then crushed their lips together. "You little whore," he
whispered.

Mokuba looked slightly confused, "Niisama...?" Why
would his brother call him such a mean name, "Why'd you say that...?"
He asked, sounding a bit hurt.

"It's true," he said coldly, and pushed his legs
apart.

Mokuba looked even more confused, "N-no it's
not..." He didn't like how cold his brother's voice sounded, "I'm not
a whore..."

"You shouldn't tell lies," Seth hissed cruelly,
and suddenly drove himself into Mokuba's body without preparation.

Mokuba cried out in pain as Seth thrust into him,
"Niisama!! You promised you wouldn't hurt me!" He cried out, tears
streaming down his face.

"And you trusted me?" he sneered. "You always
were a weak little child - living in your fantasy world. The world isn't that
nice, though - and it's time you learned that." He harshly thrust deep
into him, holding back a noise of appreciation at the tightness and heat of his
body.

Mokuba cried out again, "Niisama please!" He cried
out, "It hurts so bad!" He tried to pull away, "I thought you
loved me!"

Seth's face darkened. "Love?" he sneered.
"Love you? A pathetic little bitch like you? This," he thrust cruelly
again, "is all that you are good for. "

Tears continued to roll down Mokuba�s cheeks, as he gripped
the bed sheets tight in his hand. He practically screamed when Seth thrust into
him again, "But I love you...please stop doing this...it hurts so
much..."

Seth ignored his pleas. "Why should I stop, weakling?
be cause you asked me to?"

Mokuba stared up at the ceiling, not able to look at who he
thought was his brother, "I...I -can't believe that a-all this
t-time...h-he was right....y-you were just lying t-to me..." He said
through tears. He closed his eyes, trying to block out what was happening to
him.

Seth sneered. and thrust in a few more times before he
finally released, then unceremoniously pulled away and stood up. "I expect
you gone by the time I return," he said dismissively. "You know the
drill." He walked into the bathroom.

Mokuba had no idea what he was talking about, but when he
tried to move from the bed, he found that he couldn't. Every time he tried to
move, pain laced through his whole body, "I...I can't..." He
muttered.

"Do it," he said from the bathroom.

Mokuba bit his bottom lip and tried to move again, but still
couldn't force himself to do it. "Niisama...it hurts so bad...why..."
He had trusted Seto completely and now this? But Mokuba figured he deserved it,
after the way Seto had been hurt...

Seto stopped as Mokuba's words reached him. Then he slammed
the door and began to throw up...

Mokuba gripped onto the bed sheets once more, and gave one last
attempt to move. It was no use, he was going to be stuck here for a little
while. He could feel a warm liquid trickling down the insides of his thighs,
and he felt sick to his stomach.

Seto dropped his head. He had hurt Mokuba.. he had promised
him he wouldn't, then something had snapped and he had done it.. just like
before... He didn't deserve to live.

Mokuba was confused. He didn't know what to do...Whenever he
needed comfort, he'd always called out for Seto, but now...who could he call
to? He closed his eyes tight again, and cried against the mattress.

"I'm sorry..." Seto was whispering over and over
again. "I'm so sorry, Mokuba..." He wanted to apologize, but he
couldn't... he couldn't face him...

There there,
Mokuba...I'm so sorry you had to go through that...I know the pain of having
someone you love do that to you...
"I should have listened to you..." Mokuba
sniffled. He should hate Seto, and he knew that, but he just couldn't bring
himself to hating him...

Seto pushed himself against the wall. He couldn't. He
couldn't ever touch Mokuba again. He couldn�t force Mokuba to live with him any
longer...

Mokuba lifted his head up from the bed, "Niisama...I'm
sorry for whatever I did to make you so angry with me..." He couldn't
believe he was actually apologizing to Seto... "Please...please don't hate
me..."

Seto gagged again at hearing Mokuba apologize. "No...
gods, no, Mokuba, please... don�t apologize... It was me, I did it, I didn't
want to but I hurt you..."

Mokuba shook his head, "It's okay, niisama....I
deserved it...I hurt you so many times...It's only fair..." He hated this
so much...He just wanted things to be the way they were before...

"No... No, Mokuba, that wasn't you. You would never
hurt me. I... I did this to you..." He griped his hair tightly in both
hands.

"Even if it wasn't me...it was my fault...I let it
continue, by not doing what I could to prevent it..." He looked around the
room desperately, trying to find something. And then he spotted it. A letter opener....It
would do just fine. He forced himself to get up, crying out when he felt the
pain, but it was okay, he wouldn't feel it in a few moments anymore. He managed
to crawl over to Seto's desk, and grab the letter opener off of it, "But
I'll make up for it now...I'll do what I have to do..." He clutched the
object tightly.

Mokuba's words just washed over him, and it took a moment
for him to realize what Mokuba meant. He looked up in shock as he did and
scrambled for the door, throwing it open, grabbing Mokuba just before he could
hurt himself.

Mokuba looked at Seto like he was crazy, "No niisama!
This is what I have to do...you'll be so much better off...I won't be able to
hurt you anymore...Please niisama...just let me do it..."

Seto was crying as he shook his head. "No.. no, I
can't. Mokuba, understand me - this was not your fault. This has never been
your fault. I'm the problem. I'm the only one who can fix it. Please... please,
you don't deserve this fate..."

Mokuba was crying as well, as he stared up at Seto.
"Niisama...this was all my fault...When I started to have feelings for
you, that's when he made himself present, and started hurting you...If I wasn't
such a disgusting freak, none of this would have happened..."

"It's *not your fault* Seto repeated again. "It's
mine. I�m the one who hurt him so badly, made him come to you... if anything, I
deserve this. I deserve any punishment. I don't need you to die, though...
That's too much punishment for even my crimes..." He stared at him tearfully.
"Please, Azizi, if you're there... you won�t let him die. Please..."

Mokuba's eyes changed, and when he spoke, his voice was
different, "Seth...You proved that you have truly not changed at all over
these years...I can't allow another boy to lead the same life I did...he would
be better off dead then where you could get to him...at least he'd die knowing
he was protecting the one he loved...not being killed by him..."

Seto bowed his head, tears falling. "Then take your
revenge... I know it's what you want. Kill me instead, and take care of him...
You're right, he deserves so much better..."

Azizi placed his hands on either side of Seto's face, and
tilted his head up, "I can't kill you, Seth...After everything you did to
me, I still love you...I don't understand why myself...Maybe still, after all
these years, I'm just waiting for the day you'll accept me..."

"I'm sorry," Seto nearly whispered. "I'll
only hurt you both. Please, don't... don't let him hurt himself..."

"I'm sorry....but I will not stop him from doing
this...I can't allow him to stay alive, and be hurt this badly every
day..." Azizi sighed heavily, "This, Seth, is your punishment."

"No," Seto said. "No, I won't allow it. I'm
so sorry for what I've done. But *I* will pay the price, not him. Not my little
brother..."

"I know him well, Seto..." He said, "I have
heard all of his thoughts, since the day he was put on this earth. And the one
thought that has always gone through his mind is, "I don't know how I'd
make it without Niisama." Do you really think he won't follow you into
death? He loves you more then anything..."

"And you think I won't follow him?" Seto/Seth
asked quietly. "I love him more than.... more than life. I only want him
to live, to be happy..."

"I'm sorry...but after today...all hopes of him being
truly happy are gone..." Azizi shook his head slightly, "All in all,
I envy him...at least his feelings aren't unrequited..."

"I loved you..." Seto whispered. "I did. I
didn't know how to show it... and it all went so wrong. It was never supposed
to happen that way..."

"I don't understand why you lie, Seth..." He said
softly, "Today you proved that you never cared about me...I always thought
you would change� thought you'd see how wrong you had been all those years
ago..." Tears stung his eyes, and he tried to wipe them away, "But
you haven't changed...You're still a cold heartless bastard...I'll never
understand how you could cause someone so much physical and mental pain, and not
feel any remorse..."

"You think I don't feel any remorse?" Seto yelled,
tears still streaming down his cheeks. "You think I like what I did to my
brother? You think I can live with myself after this? You're wrong! It doesn't
matter what you do, I can't live with this. Whether Mokuba lives or dies, I
just... can't. I'm going to kill myself. I have to."

"I know you do, Seto...I'm speaking to Seth...and I
know he can hear me...Seth is the one who did this to your brother. You,
Seto...Have no reason to feel guilty..." Azizi sighed, "Seth doesn't
know how to love anyone...the only thing he knows is hate...and if Mokuba
lives, he will continue to hurt him..."

"No," Seto said quietly. "If *I* live, he will
continue to hurt him. Mokuba can have a happy life without me.. it might take
him years, but he would. Since he was born, my life has been for nothing but
him. I can't survive without him. And Seth and I... were aren't separate. We
aren't like you. I am Seth. We�re one. Anything he does, I do."

�Mokuba will never be happy without you...His heart already
belonged to you since the day he was born. He's always loved you, and he always
will, no matter what. The degree of devotion has changed over the years from
the devotion of a brother to a lover, but that is irrelevant. You two need each
other more then anything, and that, Seto, is what makes you separate from Seth.
Seth never needed anyone...He wasn't capable of love.. you are though,
Seto...You and Seth are separate, just like Mokuba and I...You just have to see
it for yourself..."

"If we need each other that much, then how can you let
this happen? How can you let him die? The only reason I need anyone is because
I've had Mokuba my entire life - if not for him, I would be as utterly
incapable of love as Seth... and it wasn't his fault. He tried. He showed you
the most compassion and caring he ever showed anyone, but it went wrong. It was
an accident. He loved you. He wanted to love you. You... you started to get
through to him, and you scared him, and he punished you for it. He was afraid.
If... if he hadn't killed you - and he never meant to kill you, your death was
an accident - you would have gotten through to him..."

Azizi growled at Seto's words, "If any of what you just
said was true, then why did he rape Mokuba the same way he did me?! Seth is a
liar, a cold hearted bastard, He showed me no compassion..."

"He was afraid of you..." Seto said quietly.
"He didn't want to feel how he did - and he knew Mokuba was you. He... he
didn't like you hurting me. He was punishing his slave..." He swallowed
thickly.

Azizi shook his head, "I'm still nothing but a slave to
him..." The words Seto spoke, hurt him so deeply, even though he had heard
them so many times from Seth himself, it still hurt. "I'm sorry for
everything that has happened to you, and Mokuba...but the final choice on
whether he lives or not, will be his..."

"You're his slave because he's too afraid for you to be
anything else..." Seto said quickly, and swallowed again. He didn�t know
what he was going to do - just that he couldn't let Mokuba die...

Azizi sighed and merely shook his head again. "I have
the feeling Mokuba will be killing me soon...I won't have to be anything else
to him then..." Azizi looked away from Seto, and the next pair of eyes
that landed on him were Mokuba's "Niisama...I'm sorry...but this is what
has to be done..."

"No," Seto said quietly. "No, please, Mokuba.
You can't. You aren't helping me any...you aren't protecting me from
him..."

"Niisama, if I go, he goes with me..." Mokuba
picked the letter opener back up from the floor and held it in his hand, and
when he spoke, the sound of two voices came from him. His own, and Azizi,
"I'm sorry I was such a disappointment to you...I wish I could have been
someone you would want to truly love. I hope someday, you'll find true
happiness..." He folded one hand over the other that was still gripping
the letter opener, and held it close to his chest, ready to plunge it in...

Seto gripped the makeshift weapon tightly, and stared into
Mokuba's eyes. "Please, don't." Amazingly enough, his own voice was
doubled as well. "You know that if you do, I die as well. I can't live
without you. I love you..."

His eyes went wide, and this time, the only voice that came
from him was Azizi's, "Seth...d-do you mean that?"

Seth nodded silently. "I do..." he admitted.
"I'm sorry for what I've done to you...I loved you too much..."

Azizi closed his eyes, and wrapped his arms tightly around
Seth, "All of the time I've been in pain, was worth it, just to hear you
say that now..."

Seth gently put his hand on Azizi's back. "Please...
leave them alone. Don't hurt Seto any more; he doesn't deserve it. He's never
hurt the one he loves, and he never will.... especially if I'm gone. Will you
come with me? We can finally go where we belong..."

Azizi grabbed the material of his shirt, clinging to Seth,
"As long as you love me, I'll go wherever you ask me to..."

Seth nodded and took Azizi's hand, and they slowly faded
away, leaving Seto and Mokuba in their positions.

Mokuba blinked, and looked around, before looking back up to
Seto, "They're finally happy, and together...The way it should have been
all along..." He said, smiling slightly.

Seto nodded, and set the letter opener down. He didn't say
anything.

"Niisama...?" He looked at Seto, tilting his head
to the side slightly, "Will we be able to be happy together...Or do you
still see it as wrong...?" he asked, his voice soft.

"No," Seto said quietly. "I think we can be
happy... I promise, Mokuba, I won't ever hurt you." His looked intensely
into Mokuba's eyes, very serious. He had been scared by Seth's situation more
than he would ever tell.

Mokuba smiled, and practically tackled Seto when he hugged
him, "I know you won't, niisama...Just like I'll never hurt you..."
He said happily, and kissed Seto's cheek gently.

Seto smiled and hugged Mokuba, resting his cheek against his
head.

THE END
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