Zanshi | By : BishojoShadow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1428 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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MWAHAHA! Sorry this chapter took so long so I will not bore
you with my ranting! ENJOY!!!
Ryou hated this feeling, waking up to a whole world of pain.
His body aching in every possibly place and way. He found his hands bound to
the bedpost as well as his ankles. He was completely naked, spread eagle upon
the bed Malik had more than likely raped him on. He felt tears sting the back
of his eyes; he couldn’t understand why Malik wouldn’t hear him out, why
wouldn’t he listen to him at all? He wanted to explain why he kissed Yami he
also wanted to know why he couldn’t communicate with him anymore. Ryou guessed
it was because they were away from each other so long but he needed to know
where Malik had been and why it felt like he was dead. He pulled weakly on the
restraints, which he found to be leather straps, but they were too tight and
strong to wriggle out of or break he would be here until he was untied.
“You’re awake now…” Malik said sitting beside him and sighed
deeply. “You would sleep with anyone wouldn’t you? Even that bastard Keith
doesn’t disgust you does he?” Malik said sneering at Ryou.
Ryou blinked confused “What do you mean?” Ryou asked softly
his voice feeling weak.
“You honestly don’t remember do you?” Malik asked
Ryou shook his head ‘no’ he remembered before the drug took
it’s effect and when he woke up but during…of course not, he never did
remember.
“If it’s any consolation I didn’t use you, I couldn’t not
while you were like that. If I was g tog to have you, I wanted you to be there
with me, while I did it, not somewhere else. Your body was here but you were
not.” Malik said. “So I’ve waited for you to wake up.” He said simply.
“But then why…why does my body hurt so much?” He asked, if
Malik didn’t use him…who did then?
“Mai and Keith decided to have a little fun with you, you
become quite the little wonton under that drug.” He said uncaringly as if it
was normal.
“Y-you let them…you let them use me! You bastard! I thought
I loved you! I thought you loved me! Why the hell are you doing this to me!
What did I ever do to you!” Ryou screamed unable to take it any longer.
“I saw you kissing Yami! I though I loved you too!” He
yelled back
“I thought you were dead Malik! I waited three months for a
sign that you were alive but nothing ever came…I couldn’t feel you anymore as I
once could. I didn’t mean to kiss Yami but I don’t regret it either…I was
trying to move on with my life, I was trying to say goodbye to the man I
loved.” Ryou said.
“That’s a lie! I know you can tell if I’m alive or dead! Yes
I died but only for a little while I was only in that coma for three months
and…” Malik stopped. If what he was saying was true then this was all a
misunderstanding, but he couldn’t believe that. “If what you aayinaying is true
then something severed our connection, but regardless why didn’t you come to me
that night like you promised? Why did you leave me out there?” Malik asked near
tears himself.
Ryou frowned “I…I couldn’t go to you Yami wouldn’t let me,
he gave me ecstasy while I wasn’t paying attention so that I wouldn’t go help
you.” Ryou said, “I wanted to! I tried but Yami kept me from going I tried so
hard to fight off it’s effects but it didn’t work…it took over and by the time
I woke up I couldn’t feel you anymore I thought you had died!” Ryou cried.
Malik felt his heart constrict “Yami…he kept you away form
me?” Malik asked
“Yes…I do accept some responsibility of course but I wanted
to go to you, I wanted to so badly.” Ryou sobbed looking away.
“But our connection! What about that!” Malik asked
“I guess the coma threw off my senses…maybe they got
confused and just figured you were dead…or maybe I’m to stupid to tell the
difference. But you still feel the same…I can’t tell if you are alive or dead
right now, you don’t feel like you once did.” Ryou said
Malik came closer to Ryou kissing him softly; Ryou at first
retreated but couldn’t help but relax into his lover’s lips…so inviting and
warm like they always had been. He then felt a spark…he could slightly feel
Malik again as if he was alive again. Malik broke the kiss.
“Maybe I need to convince your body that I am alive…and that
way you can feel me again.” Malik said cupping Ryou’s cheek gently and kissing
his forehead.
Ryou was at first happy but then he grew angry with Malik.
“No.” He said firmly “Even if my senses were simply confused, do you think I
could simply forget what you have done to me? You wouldn’t even let me explain
myself Malik…and you delid med me right into my enemy’s arms! You even let them
rape me!” Ryou yelled at him making Malik’s face falter into a guilt-ridden
expression.
“That was the last thing I wanted for you Ryou! Please…I’m
sorry, I didn’t mean for things to go so wrong.” He said as he began to untie
Ryou’s arms and legs as he kissed his wrists as if to will away how cut up they
were from the struggling. He placed Ryou’s hand on his cheek as his tears fell
freely. “All I ever wanted was to be with you Ryou, you have no clue how much
it hurt me to see you with Yami of all people! You said you would be mine, you
would give your soul to me.” Malik said. “If you want to go…go I won’t blame
you but please run now while you still can.” He said still holding Ryou’s hand
to his face as if trying to draw all the life out of Ryou so he could have a
piece of Ryou with him if he did leave.
Ryou trembled slightly as he threw himself in Malik’s grasp
hugging the boy who returned the embrace.
“Don’t get me wrong Malik, I do hate you right now, you’ve
hurt me worse than that bastard who used me like a whore for so long…but I also
love you…I love you more than anyone in the world.” Ryou sobbed slightly.
“…And Yami?” Malik dared to ask
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