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Love & Lost	By : BishojoShadow Category: Yu-Gi-Oh > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2598 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I let a ghost of a smile grace my lips as I watched Ryou
smile and laugh with his friends, I couldn�t really remember the last time he
smiled around me. I wish he did, I truly wish he could be with me as well but I
also know I would make him miserable�and I simply cannot do that to him�I love
him to much to hurt him like that.
I used to have such a problem with saying that word�love, I
didn�t even think I was capable of that emotion and yet I am. However that
doesn�t mean I can express it, I still think I can�t express such a strong
emotion�so I hope Jou will treat Ryou like the royalty he is. It pains me
slightly to see Ryou with another man, but I promised myself I would give him
the chance to be happy so I simply cannot ruin it for him�it�s better for him
even if it�s killing me.

Ryou�s POV

I guess he really didn�t care about me�I thought maybe he
actually did considering the way he acted when Jou and me were walking home
that day. It was all false hope. He doesn�t care; I wish he did so much�I don�t
understand why he is like this and why I believe that he could actually care ut mut me in the first place. I sighed slightly to myself as Jou hugged me
softly making me blush.

�I have to get to work guy�s I�ll see
you later!� Jou said as he walked away from us giving me a gentle kiss on the
cheek and jogging off.
I touched my cheek slightly�and frowned. I didn�t feel
anything when he kissed me, which in itself was shocking. He was so nice and
sincere all the time with me in the first place and yet I felt nothing for him
and I should, what the hell is wrong with me? Also, why of all people do I have
to care for Seto�he doesn�t care for me so why should I give a damn about him?
I sighed heavily as I began to walk home. Seto would sometimes pull up next to
me and take me home�not to his place or take me home to share my bed, just home
and he would drop me off kindly. There were times when he was nice to me so
very nice�I had come to recognize every room in the mansion each one
represented a mood weather or not he noticed it I did. His light blue room was
the one that I have very fond memories of.

Seto POV

I stroked the empty space of my bed as if Ryou was lying
beside me. I was in my light blue room at the moment. We had never had sex in
this room; it was for other uses�it was for relaxing. We had napped together
many times and talk until the sun came up over the horizon. I had confided my
darkest secrets in him and he did the same to me, so many memories in this
room�God I want him back! I felt tears well in my eyes again. I couldn�t stand
it; I have been like this for days! I haven�t cried before in so many years yet
he can break me down so easily. Why can�t I let him be happy? He deserves to be
happy damnit! I brush away the tears furiously as I grabbed the nearest phone
dialing his number.
�Hello?� He answered on the other line.
I smiled just hearing his voice made me feel bette cou could
hear running water in the distance he was probably doing the dishes.
�Hello?� He repeated in the phone although I didn�t answer
there was a short pause before he spoke again. �Seto? It�s you isn�t it?� He
said as I smiled on the other line as if it was some sort of acknowledgement.

Normal POV

Ryou smiled hearing Seto�s soft breath on the other line as
he shook his head at him silently �Why are you calling me?� Ryou asked softly
�Why not?� Seto answered simply although his voioundounded
strained slightly.
�Are you all right? You sound�different� Ryou said noticing
the straining in his voice�as if he had been crying.
�I�m fine�� Seto voiced strained considerably when he said
those word�s gripping the phone handle tightly as if it was his lifeline to
Ryou�in a way it was.
�Seto I need to finish�� Ryou was cut off by Seto�s voice
�Don�t hang up me�please just stay on the line, you don�t
even have to speak just stay.� Seto sighed heavily �Take a nap with me�� He
said softly laying down on the light blue and white sheet�s imagining Ryou
beside him.
Ryou smiled slightly �You�re insane Seto�� Ryou said lying
down on the couch as he held the phone to his ear.
Seto smiled hearing Ryou laying down �You�re not objecting
though�� He said closing his eyes hugging a pillow to his chest unknowingly.
Ryou rolled over pressing his body against the back of the
couch as if it was Sas has he listened to his breathing and soon drifted off to
sleep. Seto smiled hearing Ryou�s breathing deepen as he soon followed.

Seto awoke to sunlight in his eyes as he rubbed his eyes
sleepily sitting up looking around him. He noticed he wtilltill holding the
phone to his ear and trembled slightly at the thought of being so hopelessly in
love with someone who left him. He wondered if Ryou still had the phone with
him too.
�Ryou?� He asked softly
�Hmmm�Seto?� He answered softly.
Ryou heard Seto�s sweet voice in his ear as his eyes opened
slowly for a moment he thought it was when they first made love in his living
room but realized he was fully clothed and remember the short conversation he
had with Seto.
�Good morning�� Ryou said trailing off.
�Good morning, you actually held on to the phone the entire
night?� Seto asked
�Obviously, I know you heard me fall asleep you won�t go to
sleep yourself unless I do first.� Ryou said knowing Seto liked to watch him
sleep not to mention he liked to be last to sleep and first to wake.
�You know me too well.� Seto said in a slightly dreamy tone
of voice.
�We have school soon.� Ryou said softly
�Let�s sleep in.� Seto said allowing a full smile to grace
across his features although he knew Ryou couldn�t see it.
Ryou smiled too giving a small laugh, �You really are insane
aren�t you?� Ryou said their moment being interrupted when the doorbell rang.
�Hold on a sec.� Ryou said setting the phone down for the first time in hours.
�Jou�what are you doing here?� Ryou asked
�We have school silly.� Jou said with a smile
Ryou frowned �Oh�well I was just gonna skip today you know
catch up on some�stuff.� He said his mind drawing a blank.
�We have that test Today Ryou, no way can you miss it now
hurry up or we�ll both have detention�unless you want to spend an hour with me
alone?� Jou said playfully making Ryou blush from embarrassment.
clasclass=MsoNormal>�Hold on a sec�� Ryou said rushing to the phone but before
he could get a word in Seto spoke.
�You better hurry or you�ll be late.� Seto said hanging up
the phone hard.
Ryou winced at the sound as he hung up the phone and smiled
at Joey slightly. �I�ll be right back let me get dressed.� Ryou said running
upstairs.
Joey glared at the phone as he went through the memory his
curiosity getting the better of him as he dialed the number.
�Hello?� Seto said on the other line
Jou�s grip tightened on the phone �Listen Kiaba I know you
have a thing for Ryou but you blew your chance with him you had better stay
away from him. Maybe next time you�ll treat your partner better.� Joey said
hanging up before Seto could interject.

Seto closed his eyes hanging up the phone lightly �I�m
trying�I really am trying�why can�t I forget about you, why can�t you just
leave me alone?� He said sadly, placing his head in his hands. �I need to forget
about you�but I can�t, I just can�t.� Seto said somberly.

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